Song: I'm not afraid anymore by Halsey

Scarlett POV:

I follow him to his place. He has two whole floors to this apartment complex which by the way is named Adler's Complex.

We get on the elevator and go all the way to the top. When the doors open he hold his hand out for me to go first and he follows behind me.

"Can I fix you a drink?"

"Sure."

I watch as he walks over to the bar; he pulls out two glasses and pours white wine into them. I decide while he is doing that, that I might as well look around.

He comes over by me and hands me the glass. "Thanks." I tell him as I take the glass and then gesture to the wall, "these are amazing; I never thought you would like art."

"Really, I actually love art and I like collecting fine art as you can see." He walks over to the couch and then pats the spot next to him for me to come sit next to him. So I gradually walk over and sit down. He puts his drink on the table and then takes mine and does the same. He pulls me into him and starts kissing me. His lips are so warm against mine. He makes kisses down my neck and I'm getting super wet between my legs. I don't really want him to stop and I let him pull me on top of his lap to where I am straddling him. He smoothly takes off my top and I am wearing my black lace bra. He unfastens the back and slides it off. Then he takes his hands and cupping my breast and suddenly those warm lips are now on one breast while his hand is fondling the other. Then he switches breast, sucking so tenderly on my nipple.

He picks me up and lays me on the couch and starts pulling off my jeans. He doesn't touch my panties though. He is on top of me kissing and caressing me. His hands and fingers are all over me. He is about to take off the last piece of material on my body when I tell him to stop.

"Mekhi stop....Mekhi I can't."

"Yes you can, you want what I want." He is whispering in my ear.

"Yes but Mekhi."

He continues to kiss me.

"Mekhi, I've never had sex before!"

He stops and stares at me like I'm joking. "Scarlett seriously you can't be a virgin."

"I'm serious about this believe me I wouldn't lie about it."

"But the guys I seen you with?"

"First of all I have never BEEN with anyone. Seriously I've kissed maybe three guys in my entire life but I have never gone all the way with anyone."

He looks at me dumbfounded and then smiles, "Oh my God you're serious."

I shake my head and smile stupidly.

"Wow ok then do you really want me to stop."

"No, but I would hate to make a mess on your couch."

"Really well then I can take care of that." He reaches under me and picks me up and carries me upstairs to his bedroom. He lays me down on this massive bed and continues to kiss me.

His lips are all over me and his hands are urging to take off my panties but then he stops and looks at me intently. His eyes are searching mine as if he is trying to find a way into my soul.

"Are you sure you want to do this?"

I shake my head yes while biting my bottom lip.

"Scarlett tell me you want this; tell me you want me?"

"I want you and I so want this."

He takes my lips again but this time he pushes his tongue between my lips and I let him take over my body. I watch him stand up and take off his clothes. Then he reaches down and pulls off my panties.

Suddenly his body is on top of mine and even though he is kissing me one of his hands is playing with my opening and he pushes a finger in and then another, my god I have never been so wet in my life.

"I don't want to hurt you." He stops and searches for any expression on my face.

"You won't hurt me." I smile back and moan at the same time. And right about that time he pushes himself inside me and continues to keep his eyes on me.

I groan louder. There is a slight pain radiating through me but it goes away and the pain actually feels good, a good pain. Pure pleasure. He is so gentle with me and our bodies are made for each other.

"God you feel so good." He watches me as I climax not taking his eyes off of mine. Then he goes and his body jerks against mine and then calms

We lay there beside each other with his arms around me. I look over and he is dosing off as he whispers, "that was amazing."

We wake up about two hours later and go for another round. Afterwards I ask him if it would be alright to take a shower.

I walk to the bathroom naked not bothering to even put on clothes. I jump in the shower and the door opens and the next thing I know he is in the shower with me.

"Please let me." He grabs the sponge from my hand and cleans every speck of my body. I watch as he pours shampoo in his hands and then starts washing my hair. "You're so beautiful." His lips are on mine again.

I take the sponge from him. "My turn." I proceed to wash his body and then what little hair he does have I wash that too.

We finish the shower with another round of making out. When we get out he grabs a towel and starts drying me off then himself.

"I wonder what time it is." I ask him.

He looks back into the bedroom, "It's going on eleven."

"Are you serious?"

"Yeah why you got to be somewhere?"

I go back into the bedroom but then remember my phone is down stairs. I go down to find it still naked of course because all me clothes are down there anyway.

He comes up behind me. "Scarlett what's wrong?"

"If he hasn't called me I would be super shocked...can you just help me find my phone." I continue to search.

"Who?"

"Zane, he likes to keep track of me. Dammit can you please just help me."

"What this!" he holds up the phone in his hand.

"Thank you." I reach for it but he holds it up higher from me.

"Mekhi don't make me kick your ass please hand it over."

"Well since you said please." He hands it to me but still doesn't let go. I move in close to him and kiss him and he turns it loose.

I look at all the missed calls and text, shit.

"What's wrong?"

"He is going to be pissed that's what's wrong."

I dial the number and of course he answers on the first ring.

"Where the fuck are you?"

"I'm at a friend's house, sorry I lost track of time."

Mekhi stares at me and I know he can hear Zane as loud as he is yelling.

"I suggest you get your ass home or does Atticus need to come get you? Are you sober enough to drive home?"

"Yes and I'm on my way." I look up at Mekhi shrugging my shoulders and mouthing 'I'm sorry'.

When I get off the phone he pulls me into him.

"I'm sorry I really need to go."

"Do you do everything he tells you to do?"

"Yes...but you don't know him like I do."

"No but your twenty-one, not a teenager. You are a fucking adult and can do whatever you want."

"It's not that simple."

I start to put on my bra and then my shirt and pants. My panties are upstairs and I just don't bother to go get them.

"But I don't want you to go."

"I'm sorry but I have to."

He grabs my hand and kisses me. "Ok but this will be the last time you ever leave me for him."

"Mekhi what are you saying?"

"I'm saying I want you here all the time. I want you to move in with me. I want you here when I am here and I want to be able to have you whenever I want you."

And that's when it dawns on me...Him feeding me, bathing me, taking care of my needs before his. Oh my god he is a Dominate. What did I get myself into? He is not asking me to stay he is telling me to stay.

"I really need to go." I smile at him and walk over to the elevator doors.

"Tell me I will see you tomorrow?"

"Of course you will...thanks for tonight that was amazing." I tell him of course biting my bottom lip and the doors close.