Hey there i just wanted to make a general statement about what going on in a few weeks. from June 30 to July 7 i will be out of Town in California strutting around for a week all up and down the coast from San Diego to San Fransisco. so that mean i will not be posting that week or for the following week because ill be in a vacation hangover coma and it will take time to get back to my normal brain functioning. i will try to post at lest two per week in the up coming weeks to tied everyone over buring my absences.

Jackie

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River

I must have fallen asleep while waiting for Jane to be in a deep sleep so I could sneak off her bed without waking her up. I felt a gentle hand shaking my arm and being asleep I jumped forgetting Jane was sleeping next to me. I jumped in a panic and was ready to attack whoever it was, it was natural instinct from the train I had. I luckily caught sight before I had a chance to swing or pull my weapon out. Jane mother looked frightened at my responses, then looked behind my frozen form and I could feel the bed move and a groan come from behind me. I jumped up of the bed and turned to see Jane opening her eyes and automatically close them and pull the covers over her head.

"Jane get you butt up now" her mother said as she grabbed the cover and started pulling as Jane did the same thing and a little tug a war match started between them "I give up, river will you pick her up and throw her in the pool" Lana said as she smirked.

"I'm up, okay" she yelled as she sat up.

"Good you have school, so get dressed" her mother said as she started walking away toward the open door, as I glanced at the clock and it said 6:30, which meant we would have to leave in an hour.

"I don't feel well I'm not going" Jane said as she flopped back down on the bed.

"Why might that be? Oh that's right you ran off to a party last night during the charity event and got drunk on a school night. I don't give a crap how you're feeling get up and dress or river will drag you butt there and you can get into more trouble for not wearing your uniform" she said walking out the door slamming the door behind her

I felt uncomfortable with the exchange going on as I stood there silently being ignored by the two as they exchanged words. But after her mother felt the room I could almost feel Jane eyes snap to mine with a piercing hot rage. I glanced to confirm my suspicion and she was, her hair was wild and untamed, she looked paler than normal. I felt the need to get out of the room or we would end up arguing and we would be late and her mother or worries Dante would get involved.

"I'm going to go change, I'll come back when I'm done, please get dressed I'm not in any mood to drag you to your school" I said as I turned and started walking toward the door

"Why did you rat me out!" Jane yelled I stopped and turned around to see her sitting up clearly angry

"I didn't rat you out Jane, your mother went to the restroom moments after you and your little friends took off, she figured it out herself and ratted you out to me, and you lucky she did" I said irritated and tried walking away

"Why should be lucky that you found out I had left, wait how did I get home last night, I only remember getting to the party?" she started looking around quickly

"You don't remember anything from last night?" I said as she kept looking around

"All I remember from last night is leaving the charity and getting to David's party. Where is my phone" she said as she finally got off the bed and went to the pile of clothing that she had worn last night, I smirked as she frantically looked through the pile of clothing. "Why do you think me losing my phone is funny?" she yelled at me, as I reached my hand into my pocket and pulled her phone out, she stood up angry "give me my phone!"

"Why do you want it so bad?" I said as she stood glaring at me

"why do you think, I need to call David duh" she said as she stepped closer fast and tried snatching it, but I was a lot faster than her and she made a funny face a second later and started running in the opposite direction of me toward the bathroom.

I followed quickly to check on her, she was hunched over the toilet throwing up and heaving, I took a deep breath and walked closer holding my breath in as much as possible. I grabbed a cup and filled it with water and opened the bottle of mouthwash and opened the bottle. I looked back as I heard the toilet flush, as I looked over to see her sitting against the wall with her knees huddled to her chest. I sat leaned against the sink cabinet opposite her, as I watched her she was shaking slightly and looked like she had gone back to sleep until she opened her eyes. I handed her the mouthwash and she snatched it out of my hand and took a large mouth full and added the bottle back to me. As she spit it into the toilet. I handed her the glass of water and she took a little sip.

"Can I have my phone, I need to make a call" she said in a pathetic soft voice

"are you planning to call David?" I asked as I pulled it out of my pocket, wondering if it was even charged, I had taken it last night when I was getting her out of the car it sat on the seat and I snatched it

"Yes, he is my boyfriend I want to call him I can't even remember if I saw him last night" she said as she straightened her legs out still leaning against the wall

"I can't give you your phone then" I said as I started putting the phone back in my pocket

"why, what would be wrong with calling my boyfriend?" I sighed and started getting up, but I felt Jane hand wrap around my arms stopping me "did you tell my father about us, did he order you not to let me contact him" she said pleading and I shook her arm off and got up

"no I didn't tell your father thought I should after what he did to you last night, if it wasn't for you being in love with I would have shot him in the head" I half yelled at her as I was about to storm out of the room when I heard the sound of her feet stumbling behind me, as I turned to stop her from following me, but instead I caught her falling before she hit the ground. She must have been lightheaded for getting up too fast, so I picked her up and carried her over to the bed and sat her on the edge. I started to turn and walk away

"What did David do?" she said as I turned to see her angry face, and rolled my eyes

"Why should I tell you?" I said standing half way between her and the door

"because if you threatening my boyfriend I have the right to know and I am sure whatever it is something to do with your animalistic temper and started it" she shouted back at me, and I rolled my eyes even if I did tell her she would never believe me and just go running back to David without a second thought

"You know what Jane, I'll call Tiffany for you and let her explain because I could tell you the truth and you wouldn't believe a word I had to say" I smirked pulling out my phone and looking up Mark's number,

"No, I don't want to talk to those jealous bitches, you tell me now" she said crossing her arms

"fine, you want to know what your beloved David did to you last night I'll tell you." I said walking closer "when you ran off to his party him and his genius buddies decide to drug you so that they could get into your pants and you would not resist any of it and not remember a thing" I said as I could see her face turn to a mask of horror "you're just lucky I got there before they had time to finish their plan" I said as I turned and started walking toward her closet

"You're lying, David would never do something like that to me, he loves me there must have been a mistake and he gave me a glass mint for someone else" she said in a voice that sounded like she was holding back tears, I grabbed her uniform and walked back toward her she was ferocious looking

"I'm not lying, you're just lucky that you love that boy or I would have killed him still might or at least let your father now so he could" she shook her head

"No, this is all a misunderstanding I'm sure of it" she said glaring at me

"How much would you like to bet" I said sitting the pile next to her and handing her my phone with Marks number ready to call

"A lot, David would never do something like that" she said glaring at my phone

"Call Tiffany, listen to what she says, and if you don't believe me after talking to her I will go ask your father to resign me and get you a new bodyguard, sound like a deal" she snatched the phone and shock her head 'yes' "good I'm going to go get change and ready for school I expect you to be ready by the time I get back" I said walking out of the room

That might have been a stupid deal to make because even if she did believe Tiffany she could always say she didn't to get rid of me. I walked into my room and grabbed the crumpled uniform of the ground and headed to the shower. I turned it on made sure it was as cold as possible, I stripped angry and got in. The water was freezing, but it made me feel less angry and got my murderous thoughts out of my head. It helped to only think about the cold and nothing else for a while. I needed to forget about last night and everything that happened if I didn't I would end up killing David and then have to explain all the lies I told Dante. I just hoped Tiffany was able to make Jane believe what I told her, I won't be able to handle it if she goes back to him; she deserves better someone who truly loves her and only her, not Dante power. I sighed leaning against the wall as the freezing water hit my numb body; I closed my eyes and started remembering last night

Mostly just remembering Jane body pressing against mine, the way her soft skin felt against my rough hands. Her low moans echoing in my ear, the soft silliness of her lips against mine I knew I should have stopped thinking about her, but I couldn't. There was a little voice in my head that kept egging me on, saying it was the only way to feed the want, the need for her.

I got out of the freezing shower feeling guilty for what I had done, I knew I shouldn't have been thinking about Jane in these ways, but I couldn't help it made being around her and not attacking her and fulfilling my fantasy in real life easier. I never really had an obsession with a girl like this, sure I have liked a few girls before, but nothing to this obsession, I figured it just knew I could never have that made me want her. I finished drying off and got in the stupid uniform and decided to go back and check on Jane progress.

As I opened the door Jane was sitting in the same spot, but was in her uniform, her hair was up in a messy bun. She didn't move when I entered she just sat staring at the ground; I walked closer and saw my phone sitting next to her. Walking closer she still didn't move I picked up my phone and checked the recent activity to make sure no other number was called. Marks were the only one, I glanced at the time and saw it was about time to leave and if we wanted to eat we would have to eat on the way.

"it's about time we leave is Tiffany or any of the girls coming to get you?" she shook her head no, but didn't speak "okay do you want to drive to get them?" she shook her head not still not saying anything it made me uncomfortable "do you want me to drive you today?" I offered hoping to get a different response, she nodded slightly "do you want something to eat because we don't have much time?" she just shook her head no in response, I sighed frustrated trying to get her to talk to me "okay then, we should go then" I turned and took a couple of steps.

She followed silently behind me, her head was dropped low and never lifted her eyes to meet mine every time I looked back to check on her. I wanted her to do something, anything; I wouldn't even mind her threatening me to go tell Dante on me. Silent Jane gave me a bad feeling, I was angry that what David was the cause of this I could just tell she was hurting and it made me furious that she cared so much about him for it to have an effect on her. He never deserved her nor did he deserve the right to cause her this much pain. We go in the car and she just sat looking out the window away from me as I backed out and drove down the driveway.

"Could I have my phone back please?" she asked softly and I could tell she was more upset than I realized, it sounded like she was on the verge of tears

"Do you plan to call David?" I asked staring straightforward

"No" she said close to a whisper, I knew she was telling me the truth, so I reached in my pocket and pulled it out and gave it back.

The car was silent the rest of the way to school, she didn't even turn the phone on once I gave it to her. I felt horrible for causing her this much pain, a small part of me wanted said I shouldn't have told her, but the rest of me wanted to lock her away in her room she I could protect her and have her all to myself. I shook the thought out of my head; it was ridiculous I was nothing more than a bodyguard that distorted her first relationship with the guy she loved. We pulled into the school I could see an open spot next to where the guys were parked I pulled in quickly one I parked I could see the girls sanding off a little way's they looked over and started walking toward us and I decided to get out.

"River" I heard Jane says and a stopped with the door cracked open slightly and the sound of people chatting flooded the car, I looked over to see Jane looking at me for the first time since I left her room to shower. Her eyes were a little puffy and I knew she had cried not recently, but within the hour, she looked so sad and I hated seeing her this way, she looked defeated "thank you" she said and looked away quickly

"Jane you don't have to thank me, it's my job, I am here to protect you and make sure you never get hurt" I said taking a deep breath "I know we haven't gotten off on the best foot, but if you could just work with me a little and understand I'm not here to ruin your life, and I'm only here for your best interest we could both make are our lives a little easier" she didn't respond she just nodded her head and moved her hand to opening the door as the girls got closer

"Uhm, do you think you could not sleep with the school slut today" she stopped taking a breath "I mean David's in almost every class and..." she said and was clearly having difficulty trying to say what she wanted to say

"Don't worry about it; I'll make sure he won't come near you"