John pov

Here I am 2 weeks later and out of the other 5 people who wanted to date me I chose Hamilton yes you heard right Alexander flippin Hamilton. For a couple reasons...1 he's nice 2 he cares so much and always ask my thoughts before doing something and many more I have fallin for him. But here's the problem he's hiding something I can feel it.  Hes always on his phone when on our date. Everytime I try to see who he is texting he puts his phone down or even grabs me in his lap so I can't see it any more I want to know what's he's doing and it's only.

BEEN TWO WEEKS. Now me John Laurens is hanging with Peggy watching the greats show. I told Peggy I on so she likes and that I liked her before I came out gay and she took it great she is even getting to know Maria lewis and likes her it's great.

Hey pegs the movies finished wakey wakey.

N.no let me sleep just take my keys and lock the door.

Ugh your so lazy and with that i get up and walk out the door locking it and heading back to my room with lex.

(Time skip)

When I get back Alex is on his phone and watching tv.

Hey Lexi,wyd?

JACKIE!!! Come here my little muffin Alex says and picks me up and sets me on his lap I kiss is cheek and snuggle into his chest.

You ok jackie.

Mmmh your warm

Haha ok let's go to bed it's late k

Ok we get up and lay in the bed then Alex says he's going to take a shower and leaves his phone perfect. I go throw us massages and I find a unknown number

It was Alex and his man....alex was paying him to keep his secret about him and lizzy dating. I couldn't belive my ears my head was hurting the world was spinning. I looked at him and lizzy massages yesterday he called her babe hon and today......tgey had a date I was heart broken and broke down into sobs it was terrible.

Alex pov

As I got out the shower I heard crying it sounding like John. I started looking for my phone...SHIT I must of left it on the bed....d...did John read the massages I'm so screwed he just got use to me to. I put on cliches and walk out...there he was holding my phone and crying no sodding it was a terrible sight ever he was so...broken looking his eyes where dull and sad he looks like his I first met him I walk towards him and he backs away flinching.

Hey John Loo-

NO I don't want to here it why didn't you just say you were dating liz.

I honestly forgot Eliza is great but I lo-like you i swear.

LIES YOUR LYING John was shaking and mumbling words to himself

No jackie I would never lie to you i was....black mailed I was gonna break up with her.

No I understand

Y..you do I say cheering up

Ya No one ever loves me he says walking towards the door

Was she enough...wasnt she enough.......

No the real question is...

Will I ever be enough?