⚠️mentions of self harm⚠️
John pov

I heard doors being kicked down and next thing I know i see darkness I heard some muffled yelling and some yells of my name as I go in and out of sleep.

Hey hey John stay awake for me ok, I heard Peggy voice she sounds like she's crying I should have done this why did i do this i didn't mean to,right?

P..peggy i..i'm s.so s..sorry. I whisper to Peggy the best I could.

It's ok John your gonna be ok  alright!

Goodbye pegs....

John John JOHN AWAKE UP PLEASE JOHN!!!!!(this was a dream he was fell asleep on the floor)

  I wake up in a pool of my own sweat in the bathroom. I quickly shoot up when I hear a loud bang and the door being knocked down and Peggy comes rushing in.

Omg John thank God your ok Alex said you stopped talking or just moving at all I was sooo worried. Peggy said with tears in her eyes

Well hi Peggy I say smiling now could you please get me the first ad kit I don't want to bleed out I say warm heartedly.

Oh ya right ALEX!!!!

Yo?!

Get John the first ad kit now we have a bleeding patients!

Oh yes of course!

Alex pov

I run to get the first ad kit for John when I found it i rushed back to Peggy and handed her the first ad kit ahe was about to close the door when I force it open I walked inside to see what I didn't want to see at all or much more i wish wasn't the case. John was on the floor with cuts in his wrist and looks super pale I was cut out of my thoughts by Peggy.

Um hello you ok?

What oh ya I'm fine I say the run out to the store to get water when I come back Peggy and John are ok the couch watching toy story and they are in tears bawling there eyes out. I try my best not to laugh but fail and they both look at me and glare like they could kill me in minutes.

Hey John I got you some water if that's ok you look really pale i say trying to be nice

John's p.o.v

Hey John I got you some water if that's ok you look really pale Alexander said shyly it kinda made me laugh

Sure that's fine I say and get up to grab the water as I do I see him perk up and his eyes are glowing like he just won the biggest stuffed animal in the world I sit back down with Peggy who gets up.

Alright Jackie I have to go the girls need me because........i'm awesome Peggy says with a goofy smile making me laugh

Ok bye pegleg see you tomorrow maybe at the coffee shop with lad herc and the girls ya? I asked

Ya sure I will ask them if it's ok bye

Byeeeeeee and with that she closes the door I hear Alexander sit beside me (he doesn't call him Alex till later on)

You know you should cut yourself it's bad Alex says with a hint of worry in his voice and it kinda ticks me off he's trying to tell me what to do so I open my mouth and say

Why do you care so much?

-new chapter i will post another page one around 2 or 3ish