Trigger warning attempted suicide

Alex pov

John got up about to leave but I grabbed his hand.

Let go of me he growled tears still spilling but I keep a grip on him.

No your not going out there it's dark I say in the same tone dark but worried of what would happen if he went out there.

I'm just going for a drive alone let me go now he says shooting me a glare before pulling harder to get away.

No

Yes

No

Yes

No

Yes

................FINE

I let go of his hand and he grabs his bag and his phone and charger and glares at me one more time before he walks out. When I know he's completely gone i burst out in tears bawling I decide to call the gang because after dating we all became friends but I decide against it and text the group even though John as in it.

Non-stop:hey guys i need you here now.

Laffytaffy:What's wrong mon ami

Ineednointrodutions:wuts up bro

ANGILICAAA:YA what's up

ELIZAAAAA: WHATS WRING WHO DO I HAVE TO KILL WITH KINDNESS.

ANDDDD PEGGYYYYYY:where Johnny boi he's not answering his phone he's always the first one to answer if you text lex.

Non-stop:that's the problem he left we had a......fight...or whatever and he ask if he was ever enough...i tried to stop him but then gave in now he's off driving I don't trust it we need to look for him....

Ineednointrodutions:WTF DUDE YOU LET HIM!!!!

Non-stop.......kinda

ANGLICAAAAA:we will all be there in 10 k

(John Laurens seen at 8:05)

Turtleboi:guys I'm f..fine I swear don't come but also don't expect to see me ever again i love you all....

Laffytaffy:shit

Ineednointrodutions:John don't do anything I swear!!!

ELIZAAA:JONTHAN LAURENS YOU BETTER HE SAFE

ANDDD PEGGYYYYY:OMG NO GUYS WE NEED TO GO NOW LIKE NOW...NEVERONE LOOK AT THE NEWS NOW

(John Laurens has left the chat)

Non-stop: damn

John pov

As I left and got into the car my phone was growing up time massages from the group chat it made me sad I will never see then again I laugh dryly to myself. Has I get on the highway listening to burn from my favorite musical. I decide to park in the side of the highway and text the group.

Turtleboi:I'm f..fine guys I swear don't come but don't also don't expect to see me ever again I love you all....

The grouo chat was spinning if then telling me not to do anything but sadly it's to late in done with opening up living so I'm killing myself right now I look at the group one more time as I get out my car I see people calling the police and stuff knowing what ik about to do people are video taping and posting it I check my phone to see Peggy text to check the news I already now it's about me so I did somthing to stop the massages

(John Laurens as left the chat)

I look at the people with cameras and let them see my face as I smile at the them this will get more and more bad if I wait so I set my phone down and turn toward the railing of the highway and I jump I hit water and slowly die or faint it was all I wanted for ever now I couldnt breath anymore so I just let the water take me. I hear a scream that sounded like Peggy maybe not then my world went dark it was what I finally hoped for.
Then one thing hit me my little sister is coming to this school and needs me to...

What have I done......