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John POV

It's dark scary I feel alone....I can hest my mother voice and some....sobs? I start walking towards them and come to a light I open I eyes and there..my group of friends my life my world....but it's different almost broken I go to speak but it hurts I feel trapped I start moving my arms and I move my mouth and let out a loud scream everyone in the room turns.

Alexander runs up first and hugs me but I don't want it I push him and scream some more the pain I just wanted to die Why couldn't I just die,i scream and cry no bawl my eyes out.

Hey calm down John Alexander says

NO WHY COULDN'T JUST LET ME DIE WHY DO YOU.....do this i..I can't take it anymore I want to leave to die b..but you keep s..s.stoping me please just let me go I bawl everyone looks hurt by my reaction then It all a blurr I cast feel anything maybe this is it.....maybe this is the end finally...... and then everything feel so funny and I laugh

Alex POV

John my lovely John is in front of my pleading to die begging and it's all my fault it has to be he continues to cry then he just........stops he freezes he stops crying he just stares at the wall like it's something important......then all of a sudden he starts laughing just laughing it even scares Hercules and he started to back up to.

So wonderful this is all so perfect he giggles I want to rest but y'all couldn't have that couldcha he says his southern accent coming out more

I would really be happy if you would just stop he smiles a evil smile then he passes out and we all rush to him he out cold and here we are again playing he waiting game.

Once he wakes up he jumps up and looks around then he sees up and his eyes dull empty and he looks at me and his eyes sparkle for just a moment then go back to dull

Why am I here? He asked

Because umm you got r..really hurt angie explains

I'm aware I tried to commit suicide I'm not a baby ang he says rolling his eyes but why am I here alive......still

Because the ambulance came and saved you I finish

He sighed and mumbled a of course

John w..we were so worried peggy cried why do you seem so unfazed..

Because I figured thus would happen it was good while it lasted he mumbled again

What do you m..mean Eliza asked

I mean I wanted to be died lizard I was hoping to wake up gone in darkness no more people in my mind telling me to jump die leave none loves you is all I hear anymore and it's still there but just a whisper I says plainly like it was the easiest thing to understand.

John you can't live like this promise me promise us you will never do this again here asked sternly

No I'm sorry....

-Ok that's another it's gonna get better and less sad I promise