♚️The Change In My Life Chapter Twelve♚️

R O X Y

I slowly opened my eyes to see pink, everything was pink, this must be Ella's dorm room. Her massive dorm may I remind you. I then felt something on my stomach.

I looked down to see I was Ethan!? Then it came back to me. We all crashed here at Ella's place. But why is Ethan laying on me? My face began to feel hot. Why the heck is happening to me!? No there has to be data for this!

“Roxy…” Ethan said in his sleep as I smiled stroking his brown hair.

Oh Ethan, believe me I like you a lot but there's just not data. How can something be true without data? There's just no way. I then felt Ethan’s arms wrap around my waist. I was surprised at first, but it did feel nice having his arms around my waist.

“Don't leave… Roxy… please.” Ethan begged as I sighed. “I'm not going anywhere, I promise Ethan.” I promised him as he smiled. I wonder if he can hear me?

Don't get me wrong I like Ethan but my brain is battling for dominance of my personality!

One side of my brain wants to be with him forever, wants to friken kiss him all day, run my hands through his hair, the side that wants him to take every last bit of innocence I have left! It's the side of my brain that wants him and wants him bad. It's the side of my brain that knows he's my soulmate.

While the other side of my brain is saying where the heck are the facts to all of this! You need facts for this love crap! Remember your experiment!

But I don't want to! I want the burn the goddamn experiment to the ground and be in Ethan's arms all day long, forever. But, can I really call myself as scientist anymore if I do that? Scientist need facts to prove their hypothesis.

But, what actual facts are there for love?

I got snapped out of my thoughts when I felt someone kissing my stomach. I knew it was Ethan, it felt so right when he did it.

Like all the problems, all the unhappiness I ever felt went away. But why was I feeling this way? I've never felt like this before, but why now? Am I sick? Yes! That it, I must be sick!

As Ethan rested his head on top of my breast I was a little freaked out. But, then again, it did feel nice. “E-Ethan” I stammered trying to wake him up but he stayed asleep. Does he not know he's doing all of this?!

“Roxy… I love.. you…” Ethan confessed as my eyes widened, my head started spinning, my face became red, I didn't even know how to respond.

But before I knew it Ethan started to kiss my chest. “E-Eth-Ethan” I stuttered almost not being able to speak since it was still dark outside I tried my best not to wake anyone, especially him and his cute face.

“Ahh.. Ethan…” I moaned quietly trying not to wake anyone. Ugh! This boy is gonna be the death of me! As his kisses trailed up to my neck it was getting harder to stay quite. As much as I dreamt of this happening, by why now of all places?

Ethan eyes then started to open little by little as he figured out that he head was rested on my chest. “E-Ethan. I…um..” I stuttered as he stared into my eyes.

E T H A N

Please, tell me I'm dreaming. Please tell me this is a dream!

“Ethan this isn't a dream you know that right?” Roxy asked. Crap! Not a dream. But why can't I help myself!? It's just she looks so beautiful! She friken wearing the most beautiful thing I've ever seen on her!

She has on a red nightgown covered in a black crisscross pattern intersected by white dots. The gown has a printed black bow with a black collar with a white lace hem at the bottom. She also has on a pink robe with ruffles down the sides.

She looked at me as I looked back at her. It's only 4am. I looked around to if anyone else was up. Nope no one. “Roxy, before I do anything, I just wa-” I then got cut off my her. “Just shut up and kiss me.” Roxy then wrapped her arms around my neck pulling me down to her lips.

She starts to kiss me passionately as I kissed back. “Wait wait wait, Roxy what about your whole thing about unless there's data there's no love?” I asked.

“To hell with that, all I know now is that I want you and I want you bad.” Roxy answered, letting the words roll off her tongue. Was it too soon for me to think the same?

She leaned in, and I found myself doing the same being brought in by her spell. Her lips were inches from mines.

As we kissed again, I began forgetting everything. I didn't know where I was, and then what I was doing here. Her long, seductive lip bites got me forgetting what my names was!

As she slipped her hands down my chest. I forgot everything, literally everything.

“Roxy, are you sure your feeling alright? This isn't like you.” I asked. “I just want to take a break from science. I want you. All of you.” Roxy answered as I kissed her neck. She did say she wanted me, and how am I to deny that I wanted her just as much, maybe even more.

It shouldn't go too far, cause this isn't my Roxy that I love. But damn is it so hard not to! “Roxy, I love you so much.” She then turned me around so she was on top of me.

“Make me and deal. Anything I do from here on out if a break from my research. So which means you can't question me on anything.” Roxy explained I nodded.

“Good, now stay still, I been waiting for this since the first day of the academy.” Roxy smirked as she took off my shirt.

Roxy kissed me as her hands ran down my chest all the way to my abs. Whats wrong with her? I moved my hairs up to her waist and eventually up to her breast. As I squeeze one of her breast, she moaned still not breaking the kiss.

“Roxy, I love you so much.” I admitted as she smiled. “I love you to.” She said back as I flipped her over so now I was on top of her. “Okay you had your fun Roxy, now it my turn.” I smirked.

“Look who's being fiesty.” Roxy smirked. “It's not my fault your so beautiful, Roxy.” I complimented as Roxy blushed.

And that is the story of the first time I kissed my soulmate, the love of my life my everything. My Roxy.

To be continued in chapter 13