My existence

I turned my heels back to the car only to be stuffed with more convulsive thoughts feeling suffocated inside.

After minutes he got in dipping the seat down , his face was the imprint of his stormy my  , that I knew but he didn't and pretended so .

Looking at me so tired and helpless he thought I would never know . He did a feral try to smile. I felt pity.

Poor man!  I can never deny the face how much of him is adored by my heart . His every movement , every gesture and doings make me fall for him more , I always regarded this fall as admiration.

The reason!  Well should we dream of something far from reality. I believe no .

Couple of minutes later the car stopped in front of a hight rise building appearing to be glorious.

Pulling the door open he asked for my hands as I gave , took me inside just to be greeted by a man,  supposedly an employee of the restaurant.

Being led by us we found our table which was big round made up of,  oak?

Our camera was clicking pictures it took his everything to behave naturally.

Just by time the lines on his forehead blemished .

After sometime I stood for a long at the hotel veranda,  as expected beautifully decked with a tall vase,  green leafy branches dangling with the rosy artificial flowers.

And in midst of that the bright radiating moon.

Seems so sweet and tranquil.

I felt boot steps and saw his slightly trembling veiny inked hand as the sleeves were rolled up , on the concrete railing . His hands might be cold .

"Y/N , how are you ?"

I am feeling dry from inside.

"I am fine . Nice to meet you. "

We were talking like we met for the first time as a date like happens at arranged marriages .

Wasn't ours ? Sort of .

"Same here , honoured. "

" Have a nice future ahead . "

I was burning in his gaze  , I doubted I said nothing incoherent. 

The side of mine felt heavy,  like the air got caught as I found his broad front which guarded my vision further .

He has come close to me. Looking something on my face .

Jeon's POV

She was looking enticing under the moonlight , beauty was screaming through her demeanor. 

How lucky I am to have this lady as my woman . Look at my fate , it's playing evil to me  or I am just aspiring to have her .

As I closed the distance between ours she turned at me . Those ocean like night sea ; petal like pale reddish lips wit hni tint of gloss and moon like visage ----- were making me addicted day by day seeing from a far everyday .

Like a precious antique of museum what you can see behind the glass but can't touch .

I don't remember from when she has become so precious to me , my one of the most precious possessions.

Do I lo---

"Jungkook  , let's go back home . "

Realization  hit me when she stopped me with the slightest push of my coat.

I turned other way and nodded making way to the car . The drive was as quite as the mountain . I saw her closing eyes . She must be tired .

Returning home she entered house at first; then I saw her in the night dress  . For last few days I noticed her to wear this .

A sleeveless one that she never wears in front of my eyes  , I mean I never  see  her , like when I get up she's already hidden under her night robe and when I return she is under the blanket.

I was having some dark lustful commotions with her when the click of the wardrop made me hit the actual beat   . 

Without making it  more awkward I headed towards the washroom. 

The flowing shower can't calm my nerves today   .

My head is oppressed .

I am telling that I want noth the persons but why she is alover in my mine 

At work    ,  at dream not she distracts me but make me feel ease , glad.

Infatuation!

The cold water of the shower excited my crotch more instead calming my sudden pull to hormones.

Fuck! I want her .

Getting in my shorts I came out without shorts , seeing her in that sleeveless night gown not an easy deal for me . It was making me crave for her .

Admiring her in my unknown I stood really close behind her as she was doing her night routine before the mirror .  She turned only to be bumped with me .

Blush!

When I got that effect ?  I could make her blush , why it's giving me pleasure .

She was to move to the bed but I stopped her by her waist. She horrifiedly looked in my eyes .

Did I come shirtless to impress her   !

Seduction !

Y/N's POV

His hand sneakily touched the side of my waist.

Ohm--my ,  I am gonna die . His inclination should be stopped before  it's too late. 

When I took up my head I met his eyes  ,  the doe eyes whom I was afraid of .

The flawless skin and the sharp edges and the perfect kissable lips-----I call them Satan's--so alluring.

He was to attack my lips with his when I resisted , " No , Jungkook ."

Releasing me i stood to another side and started saying .

"You don't have to play husband to me , anymore . "

"I'll leave nine months later , it must be sickening ."

"Moreover your happiness  is someone , else . Taehyung- hyung . You don't have to push him away for me "

Chuckling  sadly I said, " i am  a bad influence for you . "

Till  this he was too stunned to say anything.

"Y/N ....."  he stepped a single feet to me .

"Jungkook , it .... it's just hormone,  freaking emotions.  You gonna regret it ."

"Y/N  ....... I......"

" And I know about my actual illness  , it's with my mental well being . You really played the Best Husband ."

"I really had fun time with you. Like being a lone child and a loner having your company was a joyful adventure for me . "

I took his hand.

"You will catch cold , Jungkook , hope we still be doing like this till the ninth month.  We can make more memories as buddies right , you are so kind , funny it is we are not for each other ."

"And as you know,  I don't wanna think about it too much ."

Going to  the bed  I said , " let's sleep , it's too late . You have shooting tomorrow ."

I laid on bed , managing my position I looked at him .

"Jungkook....." he turned to me .

Jeon's POV

Did I just disgraced her !  I got nuts that I ....oh loard I never could feel that actually she was aware about everything .  Still she was quite and calm unlike me .

But I even could not understand her properly.

Hearing her I cannot but loving gaze at her.

"Jungkook......." she patted her side.

"Lie down ."  She was looking like an angel with that of her warm smile.

I want to be in her embrace , but she securely set me apart .

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