Him Not Him

The red dress of mine which was hugging my curves loosely ; giving an elegant look . Sleeveless. A bit of shame I am feeling as I never was a fan if revealing.  So the red-white furry coat gonna work well today .

"Ma"am are you going somewhere?"  A guard asked .

"Yes , I'll return in an perfect hour. "

"Should I  accompany you?"

"Noh---no way , Riwoo. " Watching my feet I let it go .

A hard bodyguard with sweet much name.

The night Seoul is different and as crowdy as further I made my way . In the midway a car came on my path  . The window of passenger chamber slides slowly down .

"Get in ."

I was so busy in understanding the man to stop and his motive as I heard a familial voice to order .

He!

" I -------" without letting me finishing he Drew out of the car and with my wrist hold my hand  pulled me inside the car .

"What --what is this? you were at work right ?"

"  What  are you doing here ? what a big chaos would  have been taken  place ; have any idea ?

I was getting irritated with his commanding manner .  Can't I have my liberty to spend time of my own will!

He praised on my hand and said" you should have told me then I would have taken you out" on that position I got another  shock  . How could he be that pink heart romantic ?

Holy-molly , save me!

"Yes , I get to know from Riwoo that you got out alone . "

" Wait -- " Moving his hand he took out the phone with a serious look as the lines showed up .

" Taehyung" it showed .

" He pressed the phone and something his composure stiff and he turned serious .

Jeon's POV

"Okay , wait there , listen . I am coming . "  I told the driver to reach the particular location . She was anticipatingly looking at me but how would I tell her the truth .

I get out of the car as it stopped . It was infront of the Seoul's most badly known Pub ! I knew I had to go through the vulgar visuals and the breath taking nausea.

"Y/N  , stay here . I'll be back after finishing the meet up ." She  nodded that made me relaxed . Showing her a thin line I headed in .

It was way more crowded than the other days . Being unable to find him I called back , " Where are you ?"

"Turn back , baby. "  i knew what was behind  this voice .

I looked at cited directionto find him in the shooting out , in which I were too . He was looking as always , handsome .

I walked up  to  him as he did same .

Hugged me in a way like he forgot we were in the middle of a pub ,without considering the consequences of being pointed out. 

"Tae......hyung , hyung ." He got apart kissing my nape . A shade of  red flashed on my face . He pulled me to sit on the stool so I sat but did not know why  I hesitated and hasted.

The feeling of  being a traitor was not letting me sit properly. 

" it's been three months since we has our own time . Meet up and talked properly , Jungkook . My Kookie . "

He placed his hand on my thigh . From inside I  was having a urge to run away to her . Her innocent face was replaying infront of my eyes again  and again.

He was coming near to me I saw that , aiming to my face , I guess . I couldn't help but stand up . Clearing my throat in the loud hard rock metal I said .

" Hyung we should meet later ."

" But Jungkoo-"

I did not let him finish and headed to the exite in the dark at the back of the  pub , I was quick with my steps but his statement made to stone .

" So now you are showing me your back , after many years in this petty way ? "   

I was fearing for this moment . I was in dilemma to chose only one person among my society called wife and my so-called  homosexual relationship- boyfriend .

But I cannot decide . If I chose one over another it would feel unfair for the one not chosen .

I want both of them . But I can't cheat my wife when I am aware that his and mine thing has no future .

" Hyung , she is waiting in the car ." 

" Woa  , now you are setting excuses , well grown my boy !"

He rolled a snicker . Then threw his hurted , burning orbs to me .

"Who was by your side all this long ?"

"Hyung , she is my wife . "

I impatiently blurted.

" And I can't cheat her ." I couldn't keep up the eye contact  .

Shoving his hand inside his back suit -pant coat he stabbed,  " You think  doing that very thing to me is better , don't you ? "

Coming near me with sneaky prominent steps he said , " Ignoring me will do good to you , right ?"

More like a threat he rolled his tongue giving the brow a hight fly .

"Hyung. " I was lacking words to confront,  but why would I confront when I am being just staying honest.

"What hyung ?" He was losing his shit then .

" Isn't she just here on the base line of a 365 DAY's WEDDING CONTRACT ?"

Scooting far from my face in slow walk he said the thing which was exactly in my mind , heart , everywhere.

"Let me guess , are you regarding her as  that of a real wife . Or you having the spouse like stuffs. Those dreamy happy family type, " he  made that quotation gesture with his hand .

Y/N's POV

"Are you regarding her  as that of a real wife  ?"

His eyes were glued to the feet , coming out of the car feeling suffocated and that thing increased more when I heard those conversations.

Poor him , invited the disaster of his life by his own . Disaster is my another name this is the another living prove .

Being an ARMY , having the glimpse of intense relationship was normal for me . At first I thought I was just in role play , there supposed to no bothering.

  But the day he started behaving like a real husband , the best mate of mine various thoughts came across my mind , like as I am seeing him now being in a fuss.

" Hyung , please .....I......I don't know what's she's to me . But I can't hurt her."

"It's upto you Jungkook . How you gonna continue , either leave her or wait till nine more months being on touch with me . "

I couldn't hear further as it was wrong but still I could the it was all silent and cold windy outside .

"Listen to me carefully,  I can't see her snatching you away from me . "

"I ......."

"No problem me boy , go have your date   . "

" I can't dissapointment any of you . "

" I know baby how kind you can be . But sad you just can't have getting yourself two boats at a time . And it's definitely she who means to leave.  "

"Look , we already got a conclusion . Now go , behave normally to that sick woman okay ? Daddy will meet you later. "

I wanted never  us together  ,  but we are . I wish he could be assured by me however it will make more  pathetic , uneasy .

" Buddy , don't worry , am gonna take my leave on time ."

Smilingly I said to myself .

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