Jk's Pov

Why it has to be her . . . . . . The one to suffer all the time. The mirror I am facing even laughing at me.

Like I am any better.

While my mind is raging,  body protesting her calm face put a hault to everything . The mirror is holding both of us.

I am awake and she is not.

She has become silent . I know my woman is one who avoids speaking excessively but it is bare minimum now.

After Sian  had left for his new __ whatever , she said she wanted to rest. And really within minutes she drowned in slumber.

The way I hoped she would broke down ; hasn't happened yet. So, it could be taken as the silence before the devastating storm.

I should let sleep. My hand caressed her sleeping face in the mirror. I got rid of thin piece of cloth which was waiting at the neck to be thrown.

While turning the lights off of the room I press the button on the remote control to close the curtain on the window.

Putting it where it belong I sat with my leg folded beneath me and the other dangling .

She will get a bad neck in the morning if she keep this position up.
I snaked my palm below her neck and postioned my very arm on a pillow properly and straightened her head lay well.

Pulling the duvet up I cover our lower body and wrap her with my hands well.

I was careful so that my movements did not wake her up.

Just when I thought this way she can sleep better I felt her hand shakily holding on my heap.

I placed mine on her palm and put it around me. Pulling her close I whispered some spells so that she could relax  and go back to sleep.

Her life has always given her tough choices and circumstances to deal with. Neither could I ease , but added to it. As a husband I could not do my best.

However,  as a lover I think I will be by her side no matter what . She lost our child , her last hope Sian. I can't afford her losing me rather putting it in a right way , I am incapable of dreaming of my life without her anymore.

I just want her.

Desire her to be by my side.

That's all.