User: kayahandbeth

Wow. Two deaths. School barely started yet. I think as I go back to bed after talking to Lily. Soon after I watch her leave, to where I don't know, I get off my bed and walk over to my dresser.

As I start to straighten and tease my hair I'm just thinking about the murders. Two people. Two lives, families, etc. Now it's not like I've talked to them or knew them but they were people.

I could be killed. I'm just really scared of death actually. Surprised to hear that from the goth girl? But there might be nothing after you're gone , or something. Oblivion could exist. And the world just keeps spinning and the sun keeps shining everything just keeps going on , people eventually get over grief and forget about it.

Slowly, you start to forget what they looked like, or their voice, and the memories start to fade until you can't even make out their face without a picture.

You're just forgotten.

I don't want that, it shouldn't be like that.

I need to get rid of these thoughts. An idea dawns upon me.

I go inside my suitcase and pull out a box. It's a fake tampon box with blunts stashed in it. Nobody goes into a tampon box.

I pull out a blunt and my lighter. The one with the skulls emblazened on it.

A deep breath in and out a few times and the world is pretty yet again.

What a beautiful sight.