There was a time where I wished everything was normal, that everything could have stayed the same. Times change and people along with things must change right. No matter how much you hate the idea of change things do eventually change. It was a few weeks before things began to change that I started noticing a difference in my twin. We had simply went to see Jacob with Quil when Bella Swan was there with him. We had all heard what happened to her and her lover thanks to Forks being such a small place. Everyone knew everything and it was as simple as that really.

You couldn't keep a secret for long around here if you told the wrong person of course. I thought it would be like any other day until Embry got sick with mono. Or so things were supposed to be that way, but then two weeks later. He cut his hair and got a tattoo that matched none other then Sam Uley and his disciples. Or the cult, hall monitors on steroids as Emmy used to call them. Unfortunately things for me began to get difficult and the anger became unbearable. The emotions I held got me nowhere and Embry was constantly away.

Until one time I caught him trying to sneak out his window, his mistake for leaving his bathroom door open. So much for trying to snake out when you make the smallest of mistakes.

"Where you going?" I asked with my arms crossed and he froze

"I can't tell you Trinity" he said

"How could you simply sneak out like this and not tell me, do you want me to cover for you or go get mom and tell her your sneaking off yet again" I hissed through clenched teeth

"You don't understand neither of you do, and you won't because you can't know" he said and with that he jumped out the window

I turned around punched the wall beside me, successfully putting a hole in the wall this time. I rolled my eyes and went back to bed trying to get the aching feeling out of me. I couldn't and soon it was only me, Jake and Quil sitting at our lunch table again the next day.

"You can't get anything out of him?" Quil said

"I said it a thousand damn times but for you I'll say it once more, NO" I snapped causing people to stare at us

"Look elsewhere assholes" I snapped

I didn't mean to snap, I was just so exhausted, so worn down from all this secret keeping. I didn't notice the angry tears falling down my face this time.

"Don't cry Bunny" Jake said

"It hurts, everything fucking hurts without him, I feel broken without my twin and there he is over there with them laughing away like I'm not hurting" I said

"I'm sorry really if there was something we could do we would" Quil said

"I know, but we can't so I guess I have to deal with it" I said getting up and leaving