"Baby I'm okay now" i said leaning my forehead against his

He put his hand on my cheek causing me to lean against it. As he brushed a piece of hair from my cheek.

"I could have lost you" he said softly but I heard him

I leaned up and pressed my lips to his softly and he kissed back just as gently. We all then went back to Emily's place my new scars matched hers. I didn't mind not exactly really, I just hoped things would be the same as before. I knew Jared is upset with himself over it but it wasn't his fault it was Jake's. If Jake hadn't been so strung up on Bella things wouldn't have gone the way they did. So yes in truth I blame Jacob and I can't change my mind about that. It's going to be hard to forgive him after he made these scars on my body. After getting to Emily's she rushed over to me right away.

"We have something more in common now" she smiled softly

"Yeah I suppose" I said softly looking down at part of my scars

"It will be alright" Jared said

Although I think he was trying to convince himself more then he was trying to convince me. After a while of spending time with the pack me and Jared went to his place. I found myself in the bathroom staring at my new scars. They went from my left arm down my side and part of my leg. I felt tears prick my eyes at the sight I was only wearing a bra and underwear right now. I looked terrible in the mirror causing me to whimper and sniffle trying to get the tears to stop. Although Jared was in the bathroom in a split second looking at me with sad eyes.

"It looks terrible doesn't it" I couldn't look at him

He spun me around and forced me to look in his eyes.

"Don't say such things, I think you look hot babe" he smirked and kissed me

"But Jared I" I began but he shook his head

"No don't say it don't even think it my love, your beautiful and I'm going to show you how much I love you" he said

He picked me up and I wrapped my legs around his waist. Then he carried me over to his bed and gently set me down. He began kissing all over my body and pampering kisses on my scars just to show his love.

"May I" he asked motioning towards my undergarments

"You may" i giggled causing a smile to make its way in his face

He was gentle and I loved him for it, being this was my first time ever. I don't know about him but it was mine and this meant a lot to me. He began kissing down my body then made his way between my legs. He rubbed circles on my clit causing me to moan softly and buck my hips.