I smiled weakly at her and she grabbed my hand squeezing it softly. I didn't know what to do, what to say or what to even think right now. So much was on my mind at the same time as it was almost blank. I remember what happened the fight before I left. The things I said to mom and Embry I felt so bad. I was such a stubborn person that I was tempted to wait for him to apologize first. I wanted to know his deep secret but I knew it wasn't the time to ask. Then I thought back on the memories that flashed in my mind as I was almost dying. Well I was dying and I felt so much pain right now that it was hard to bare. I wanted my friends and I was still slightly mad at Embry.

I wanted to know the truth so badly but why couldn't he just say it. I wanted to know why he always snuck out. Why he hardly ever talked to me or our friends anymore. Why he suddenly gained so much anger that I always have had. I thought about Paul lahote and how he was always trouble. A man whore and a trounle maker always in fights. Then suddenly him, Jared, Sam and Embry were all the same way. I remember Leah confiding in me about her almost marriage with Sam. How when he left for two weeks out of nowhere and showed up different. How he stopped talking to her and broke things off suddenly.

How when her cousin came to visit and Sam is now engaged to her instead. How she described it like love at first sight and how disgusting it was to watch. I secretly wanted love like that the love at first sight. None of it was real and I'm mad at Sam for what happened to Leah. I'm mad at Embry, mad at mom, mad at my father who was never even here for us. I felt the anger rising and my body felt like it was on fire. I huffed out in frustration causing both my twin and mom to look at me confused.

"Get out" i managed to snap

"What?" Mom said shocked

Embry looked at me and then noticed my shaking form. His eyes looked as though a realization hit him. He rushed out of the room and went off somewhere not that I wasn't used to it.

"You lied, you know who our father is and you lied" I snapped

"Trinity breath it's okay" she said softly

"I said get out" i snapped

"Trinity calm down" Sam said entering the room followed by my brother

My head snapped from my mothers to his and I laughed.