So then i went and copied a butterfly from the internet and it turned out real heckin shitty but its a BUTTERFLY so i sent a pic and some more words:
This is the one i copied:

This is what i ended up with (no judgements my dude i'm a shitty artist)

(It's supposed to say ur name)

NOTICE: THIS WAS MADE BEFORE CASEY CHANGED HIS NAME. PLEASE DON'T COME AT ME FOR USING HIS DEADNAME, AND PLEASE DON'T CALL HIM BY THE NAME IN THE PHOTO ABOVE. IT IS DISRESPECTFUL AND TRANSPHOBIC AND IT MAKES HIM VERY UNCOMFORTABLE. THANK YOU. (added 20-06-23)

And this is the message i sent:

lookit my dude
i traced a booterfloo from the genius google and its YOUR booterfloo

and it is YOUR booterfloo, my broski, it is YOUR booterfloo, and i swear to god except that doesn't work cause i don't believe in him so i swear on my future children that if you kill yourself twenty-four days from now i WILL find a way to get it permanently tattooed on my wrist when i'm old enough cause i fucking LOVE YOU and losing you would be the hardest blow i've ever taken. you've given me so much strength the past ten months ish but i swear to god, i'm still not fucking strong enough for that, i'm not strong enough to lose you the way i thought at one point i might lose sketchy. i love you so fucking much bumblebee and i know you've made your decision but i still can't help trying to change your mind because after all this time i think i still fucking need you here. this is your butterfly, my broski, and he's waiting for the day when you can meet him. he's your butterfly, and he's supposed to be your friend and a little light in the dark. he's not supposed to be a tattoo on my wrist in remembrance of a boy he never got to meet. please don't let him become that.
lots of love,
-smo
❤️❤️<4 <4

oh and also sorry i took so long my mom made me go to bed