JEALOUS.

2 weeks later...

Over the course of two weeks, many things had happened to the group.

For one, we don't really talk like we used to. We mostly talk about homework, copy down answers, and share music. And second, I've noticed a few things happening between Oliver and Sammy.

First, I saw their hands locked together at the bus stop then separate when they took note of me near them. Flirting was also a big thing they did most of the time. Of course I wasn't the only who had noticed this, but I had come to a conclusion that they could possibly be dating.

It hadn't bothered me before but suddenly I had grown obsessed to watching them flirt. I'm not saying I'm some stalker freak, though it sure sounds like it, I'm not. I guess every time I saw them flirt, I got weirdly angry at Sammy. I guess I have to admit I was kinda jealous. Not that I liked Oliver or anything, but maybe because she had a better dating profile then mine.

I know it sounds pretty whack, but I couldn't help it. It was as if I craved the love she was receiving. Is that even possible? Well, I guess I thought that if I wasn't dating anyone or had a crush, then she couldn't.

I am ashamed of thinking this way, especially to her. Sammy and I had been close friends before everything happened.

Sammy and I met in third grade. She was the new girl and the teacher had asked me to be her buddy for the day. I would have to show her around school, sit with her at lunch, and help with practically whatever she needed.

She was quiet at first for a couple of weeks in school, then started to open up to me. She became friends with many more people than just me and her popularity spread like wild fire. I had grown jealous of Sammy and how popular she was.

Sammy never knew how I felt and I wasn't planning on letting her know anytime soon. We soon became really good friends and basically did everything together.

When fourth grade came around, Sammy met Joe and said that she wanted to tell me a secret. She had said she had a crush on Joe and asked me if I could ask Joe if he liked her back. The next day, I asked Joe to come play with me outside. He accepted and I was just about to ask if he liked Sammy when fear crept up on me.

I was afraid he might say yes. So I never asked and I told Sammy that Joe wouldn't answer. She assumed that meant he did like her and when fifth grade came, Joe and Sammy had started dating. This made me especially angry. Though, they only dated for a week and then broke up.

I guess I've always kinda been jealous of Sammy.