And my heart is broken

All my scars are open

Tell them all I hoped would be impossible

Impossible

Impossible

Impossible

With Nicholas and Brandon

Nicholas and Brandon got back home at 7. Nicholas did not want to call his brother, Justin, because he was at work until 10. Brandon and Nicholas sat down on the couch, Nicholas put Michela's bag down on the table. They decided to watch a movie, they really hoped that Jesse and Michela were alright. They both felt guilty about what happened and needed to distract themselves to prevent themselves from bursting into tears.

At 10, Nicholas went to his room and Brandon went to Jesse's room that he shared with him whenever he slept over....which was constantly because his parents were always away on business trips. Nicholas stared at a family picture of the three brothers: Justin was on the Right, Nicholas on the left, and Jesse was in the middle of the two. He teared up when he stared at it. He should have been quicker, he should have saved his best friend and little brother.

Brandon was on the extra bed looking at a picture of him and Jesse on Halloween. They were dressed up as Hunters. He could not stop the guilt of what happened from rushing to him. It should have been him that fell, Jesse and Michela should not have fallen instead of him.

Justin entered the house finding it oddly quiet. He put his keys down and looked around.

"Nicholas! Jesse! Brandon! I'm home!"

No one responded so he was even more confused. He walked upstairs and knocked on Nicholas' door. Nicholas got up and opened it slightly. Justin was shocked when he saw that his older brother had a sad expression on his face.

"Nicholas, what happened?"

Nicholas hugged Justin and shook his head. Justin, still confused, hugged back. Nicholas sighed. He broke the hug and took Justin downstairs after making sure that Brandon was following them. Justin was shocked to see that Brandon was crying and was confused as to why Jesse wasn't with him.

"Where is Jesse?"

Brandon looked down in sadness and guilt. Nicholas frowned.

"Jesse, Brandy, Mickey, and I were walking across the Brooklyn Bridge..."

Justin was horrified by the time that Nicholas was done. He felt his heart shatter at the thought that Jesse, his little brother, was dead. Dropped to his death with Michela. Brandon shook his head.

"He can still be alive. Mickey promised.."

Nicholas shook his head.

"Brandy, that is a very long drop."

Brandon frowned. Justin decided he had to have hope too.

"Ok. But from all these stories that I have heard about this Michela person, we have to have faith that she will bring Jesse home."

This is the worst news he has gotten today, the second was that his friend, who was also named Michela, did not show up to the Tennis Club today. Melissa asked him, she sounded worried because she had a very bad feeling.