My breathing increases as I'm in his hold. I begin to wonder if this is an anxiety attack. Tears spill and I scream in his hold. "Let me go! Let me go!" Everything from the day I first started getting beat to the day I was in the pack hospital came back all at once.

"How could I forgive this cruel beast so easily?" my crying turns into loud sobs as he holds me to his chest shushes me and rubbing my back.

I don't listen to anything he says. All I can think of is the monster holding me in his arms. "Let me go!" I scream to the top of my lungs. He pins me under him trying to calm me down. I start breathing hard looking him in his eyes that holds guilt.

He gets off of me and stand by the door. All of a sudden I began to calm down. I wipe my tears away. I look at him holding my knees to my chest. "Just please don't h-hurt me," I whisper. "It was a bad idea sleeping with you," he sighs.

"I'm going to walk towards you. Please remain calm I won't hurt you. I promise." He walked towards me slow and Wrapped his arms around me tight. His cinnamon smell just made me want to melt into his arms but I was tense the whole time.

"I sometimes think it was my fault for the death of my sister. I could have saved her! why did the moon goddess make my life living hell. Is it because she doesn't like me? I shrug the question off and look up at him.

"D-don't you just wonder what things would be like if Kayla wasn't dead?" He thinks for a second and sighs. "You probably wouldn't be broken," he whispers.

I gasp as I remember something from my childhood. I get out of my mates hold and I run down the stairs. I go outside and go to the end of the yard. I remember placing our treasure chest here for the future.

I start digging with my hands when I reach the brown chest and open it up I gasp. I let the tears prickle my cheeks as I smile. I hold in my hand the letters me and my sisters wrote to our future selfs. I start reading it and I smile.

Dear future self, I hope that in the future I am happy with my mate who will care for me. I hope that we have five kids three girls and two boys. I hope that Kayla will find her mate and love him as much as she loves me. I hope that mom and dad will be always loving and there for me when i find my mate, when I first shift, and plenty of more.
                                 Love,
Makayla.

I let the tears fall and I smile. I take the two teddy bears out that were me and my sisters when we were just born. Then I take out a picture of me, Kayla, and Alex. His arm was wrapped around me and we all had the biggest smile on our face like we won a huge contest.

"I remember that day." A deep husky voice chuckled and hovered over me. I knew it was him from his mouth watering scent. "We were going to the carnival together before I left to go with my father to an alpha meeting. He told me I should go so I could experience and get the feel." He shrugs while starring at the picture.

Me and Kayla were probably nine and he was about maybe twelve. "I wish we could go back to the past and change things," I whisper. He only nods and a smile comes on his face.

"How would you like it if we went on a date to night. Just me and you." "I-i don't know." "Come on I promise you will enjoy it." I nod in agreement. I hand him the chest and I pile the dirt back in the tiny whole I dig up.

I mind linked my sister to help you get dressed for tonight." He has a sister? "You have a sister?" "Yeah you don't remember her? You used to hang out with her all the time."

"I forgot a lot about my childhood," I shrug. When we get into the house we go out opposite ways. When I arrive to my room, or should I say "our" room there's a pretty girl sitting on the bed. Her brown her falls to her waist. Her beautiful brown eyes sparkle as some smiles at me.

(Alexandria^)

"Hi, you must be Makayla, I'm Alexandria." I hold my hand out for her to shake but she squeezes me in a bone crushing hug. "Y-you seem so familiar? Wait are you Makayla from childhood?" I nod my head with a smile. She jumps up and down and smiles.

"I've missed you so much!" I just smile and nod my head. "So earlier today I picked you out a dress because my brother wanted me to. "Close your eyes." She squeals and jumps up and down.

"Open them!" I gasp at the beautiful dress in front of me. "H-how did you pay for that?" It looked like a homecoming dress I never had.
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I hug her and thank her for the beautiful dress. "Now go shower. I'll be waiting for you."

***

After showering I put the pretty dress on and smile and how beautiful it is. "Time for makeup," she cheers. After an half hour of makeup I look in the mirror and don't even notice my own self. She did a good job on covering up the scars on my face. She curled my hair in lose curls.

I put on the white heals Alexandria forced me to wear. I stumbled a few times but got the hang of walking in them. "Makayla, you look stunning! I did a pretty good job," she chuckles.

"Thank you, I really do appreciate your help." She nods and smiles. "It's time to go now. I hope it goes well," she smiles.

I walk down the stairs and Alex is there in a tux. A smile tugs on his face as he looks at me. "Beautiful." He looks me up and down and growls. "Don't you think your showing a little to much?"

"Alex lay off. I think the dress is perfect on her petite self," Alexandria says. I smile at her for sticking up for me. We hook arms and I wave her a goodbye.

As we walk outside I notice how chilly it is. We get into a black SUV and drive off.

***
Arriving to the restaurant were seated right away. "Can I start you off with any drinks," the kind waiter asked us. "I would like a iced tea please." "I'll take a SAMs Adam." The waiter leaves and it gets awkward.

"So uh, um do you like to dance?" I stare at him confusingly. "Why do you ask?" "Well after dinner I was planning on taking you to dance."

I just nod my head. "Are you guys ready to order," the young boy asks us. He looks about my age. We nod our head. "I will take the chicken Alfredo." "I will have the steak with mashed potatoes." The whole time ordering I felt as if the boy was starring at me.

Our food arrives and we silently eat and I smile at how yummy the pasta is. "What are you smiling about," he asks confusingly. "It's just really good." His fork reaches over to my plate and I stop him with my fork like we're having a sword fight. "If you wanted pasta you should have ordered it," I smirk.

After a few days I started eating regularly and I sure don't want him taking the food. He nods his head while chuckling.

***

After our meal the boy comes back giving our bill. He drops something by me and smiles. "Can you get that for me?" I nod and go down to pick it up. When I look back up he's gone. I read out a phone number and blush.

"What is it?" I show Alex and he growls loudly having all the humans to stare at us. I put my hand on his chest trying to calm him down which surprisingly helps.

"You can turn around and mind your Damn business now," Alex says with irritating in his voice. They all turn around and go back to talking. He grabs my hand pulling me with him. The whole time he was driving his hands were right on the wheel.

"Alex please calm down. It's not that big of a deal." He loosens his grip on the wheel and sighs. "Your right I don't want to ruin the night."

He pulls into this park were white lights that look like the ones at Christmas. Slow music is being played and couples dance together. Alex takes my hand and pulls me close to his chest. He puts his nose in my hair. The whole time I was tense being this close.

We swayed back in forth to the music. Maybe this is good on building our mate bond?

***

After our dance we head home. I fall asleep in the car just listening to the motor of the vehicle put me to sleep.

I feel Alex Carry me and put me in the bed. "He takes my shoes off and climbs in bed with me. I guess we will take our clothes off in the morning. Today was probably the bet day I have had since I've been in the cells.

I could tell I was in his room because it smells like warm cinnamon rolls. "Maybe I should give him a chance?

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