Yesh I update this is more of a continuation for the last chapter but Gartes p.o.vvv
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Dating a Zvahl is like dating a prince. Dating a romeave is like dating a king. Our names are big, but our hearts are bigger.
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My dad came to the Zvahl house while I was at home. Laurance, And Cad had went to school. Hayden and Amelia of course went to work. Zane and Vylad were probably asleep. They've been what it like getting worst. A lot worst.

"Hayden" Garte said looking at his son. Me and my father we're having a conversation about Hayden.

My dad, Garte knew the name but he never wanted to talk about him. He knew what he did was wrong he regretted it but it was over and he didn't want to go back.

"Yeah, Zvahl" I answered. My father lets out a long soft sigh and rubbed his temeples. His face was red, probably from blushing

"Well, yeah he's my ex. I loved him a lot you know. I fucked up and I knew I should of have. I wanted to be with him but I was ashamed of myself" Garte started. I knew he didnt want to talk about but it was cute how he got all flustered by the name Zvahl, I would too.

"So is what he said was true, you liked boys" I say putting my head on my fist. He looked at me sternly

"No like" he said starring at me harder.

"No like what" I tease him. I just want to hear him say the words.

"I like boys. Now" he said finally looking away that's how I know I broke him.

The thing with me and my dad, if he doesn't look directly at me when we have a conversation that he'll be flustered about he looks away from me.

"Oh so you'd date him again if you had the chance" I asked keeping eye contact with him. I twirled my hair a bit.

"Yes. Garroth. Jesus what do I have to do to get you to shut up about this" He said slammed his hands on the wooden table.

"Ask him on a date, and don't bring up that mom bullshit. You probably don't even love her" I say. He looked at me lightly. He looks as if he'd cry.

"First off stop cussing, and does that even matter. Hayden doesn't want me. He has a wide and respects her. I should too" he got up and grabbed his keys. I held him back.

"Dad, you tell me to go and do what I believe in. And I believe I want this Zvahl" he said. Then I just admitted something I promise myself I would say.

He didn't say anything to me "Garroth I know you like boys. I'm not mad at you, I'm not your mom" he said turning to me. "I always knew, remember in 6th I asked if you if you wanted to have a pretty princess when you get older"

"And I said no I wanted a handsome prince" I laugh. I wiped my eyes, why am I crying. I dont know. As I said my dad knew about my sexuality, but didn't tell my mom.

Every time my mom brings up girl I'd look at my dad. We'd do this weird eye contact and I'd make up a lie. It's a lot to take in for a 17 year. Who hides his sexuality.

The thing with my family I have to have an arranged marriage or finding a girl in the business. Yes my family has a big name that's why I have to follow these rules. It sucks sometimes. Not getting to become myself

"Stop crying Garroth. There isn't anything wrong with your sexuality. I'm not telling mom, and you won't tell Laurance about the tradition" he said. I nod lightly and he hugs Me.

"We'll talk about this later I have to run to work" he said. "And the mom situation will be handled. I promise" he gave me a weak smile and left.

Now I'm here alone, like always. Yes I'm popular but most people only want to be my friend for my name.. not my personality.

"Garrrothh" Vylad said coming down the stairs. Vylad for stitches in his head and he broke his forearm. He is a sweet boy.

"Yes Vylad" I say getting up

"Was dad here" he asked me. I nodded then grabbed an Apple biting into it. Vylad for sad a bit, even though he wasn't my full brother I treated him like one.

"Oh he didn't say hi to me" Vylad got a bagel, or tried to get one by he was to short. I sighed and grabbed Him the bagel bag.

"He's coming back after work, I promise" I smiled trying to comfort him. He smiled and but the bagels in the toaster.

We didnt talk we never do, especially when it's about mom. We never have those talks. We try out hardest to forget the pain she did to us. We want to love her but she pushes us away until we didn't want to try anymore.

I just want everything to be perfect. The boy I want, opened in my gayness,  a happy home, different mom, better grades. Why can't I have that.

The only thing I'm close to having is the boy.

Lairance makes me happy he makes me forget about my abusive mom.

Why can't Laurance be here, he doesn't use me, he is nice, boyfriend material and I like him a lot. He swears he doesn't like me but everyone knows he does.

I hope??
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Bish I'm back AYEEEE