Super fluffy. Lots of kisses.
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We swing back and forth in my swing. His head lays on mine as the projector played a movie. The blanket kept us nice and warm in the fall coldness. The night sky rained over us like puddles. The flowers bloomed ever since Zianna left my life.

My father. My first love got someone to plant a yellow flower patch into our beautiful garden. It had so many different type of followers. Arranging from Daisy's to sunflowers. The other flowers were beautiful also. The garden has grown since the weed in the batch has died.

In front of me sat Hayden and Garte. They try to make it obvious there is nothing going on but the way they look at each other everytime a kissing scene comes on, makes me almost jealous for his happiness.

Laurance lifts up and smiled at me. He puckered his lips a couple of times trying to tell me that he wanted to make out right behind his father. I blush but don't hesitate to grab his chin and connect our lips. Not for the first time this night.

Our kisses have been so soft and delicate lately, i hope they stay like this. I like his begging lips when I pull away and reconnect. Or his beautiful baby blue eyes well up with tears when I tell him how beautiful he his in between kisses. He really rocks my world in more ways then he knows.

"Laurance I'd love to kiss you everywhere" I say moving down his face to his neck. I must say his neck is my most favorite place to kiss. As you can see I go straight there from his lips. Not only because he loves them his self. But because that's the only way I can hear those soft moans I could die for. Also it makes him so flustered.

I want to see what other places could make him have this beautiful reaction. Maybe those beautiful thighs, his stomach or his.... yeah. I want more out of him. I'm just scared he'll push me away if I make a move on him like that. We haven't gotten further than me touching his chest and even then he felt uncomfortable.

"You think to much" Laurance said pushing me away from him "I know you think we are moving slow, because I think we are too. you do this thing where you stop kissing me neck and sigh. I do notice" He said kissing my forehead.

"I'm sorry" I said look down at our hands that were still connected. I kiss his hand and shake my head and sigh.

Laurance chuckles "see you did it again. I'm comfortable with you, you know that right? So comfortable that" He stopped and grabbed my open hand and placed my hand in between his thighs. "This is weird" He mumbles "No one has touched me before but obviously you knew that. I like when you touch me. I know you'll never hurt me" He says.

Then he moves my hand to his pelvic area "this is going to take a while but it's not that I don't trust you. because I do. It's just that I'm shy. You know how long it took me to even admit I had a crush on you" Laurance said taking both of my hands and kissing them. "I like you, like a lot. I'm guessing that pretty obviously you know. But I like you a lot Garroth I want to marry you one day. But it takes a lot for trusting you with my body. I guess you can say I'm sensitive " Laurance said.

"I trust you with everything else. Just take it slow. We'll get there" He says kissing me softly on my lips. He lays his head on my shoulder and cuddles up with me.

I didn't say anything I just held him and finished up the movie. Our dads left during the middle of it. I have high hopes they'll get back together but it's kind of weird dating my "step brother" so some of me just hopes they are friends.

But my dad deserves all the happiness in the world. Being around my favorite people tonight made me happy.  I didn't say anything to Laurance I just kissed him every one and while and me giving him and hand squeeze.

I'm so in love with him.
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This was ugly and rushed