Class as boring as the rest... well until I see him, Garroth Ro'meave and his smile. That smile.
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"Square root of 2, 4" the teach said. I gave up on taking notes on this Jacob references. I bite the end of my pen and just stared at my notes I did have. I paid more attention and the head next to me. That's the only thing that ever keeps me up in class anyways. He wrote his note so perfectly. I tried to pay attention to teacher it made no sense to me. My head may look pretty, but my brain isn't. Everyday I try and try, but my trying isn't good enough. My trying is never good enough, I never try that why I suck.

I turn and look at Garroth's face, at the wrong moment. Garroth looked at me and flashed that smile. Of coursed I blushed like a fool. That smile made me go crazy. I quickly turned away from him. I could hear a sly giggle from him. I always embarrassed myself in front of him.

I know why. I just can't but my finger on it. It has to more than what I think it is. I feel like a complete idiot gawking over a Ro'meave. Just like the other kids in my school.

Freshman, Sophomor, Junior, and Senior all want this guy. Boys and girls.

The guy sitting next to me, Garroth Ro'meave.

Being distracted in my thoughts I hear the noise of the day
The bell finally buzzed signing us, well me off me off to Band class. My last class of the day, my star class. I'm actually excited to go to band now. I won't get distracted in there, hopefully. Band is the only class I can actually get a good grade on. That's not a lie, the only class I can get away with myself. I have to say I am a really good trumpet player. Probably the best in the I made my way down to the band room and was greeting by a surprise. Garroth. He looked at me and gave me that warm smile. He shoved his hands in his pocket letting his blonde hair fall over his eyes. Those beautiful eyes... that wouldn't ever notice me.

"See that you we're having trouble with square roots" Garroth said.
"I guess, it's a little hard" I say leaning against the locker, trying to act cool. Of course I failed my foot slipped and I ended up on the floor. Garroth helped me up and laughed, but in a playful way.
"Yeah I guess its a little hard, especially in Ms. Wright's class. I mean I could always..."

ringgg
"Dang it, well I'll catch you later I guess. I'll see you later bro" Garroth said walking away. I sigh and walk the other direction.

Bro. I'm a bro.

On my way close to the next hallway I was greeted by 'Friend' Vincent. Let's just call Vincent just my friend ;). Vincent.

"Hey you gorgeous nerd" Vincent flirts with me. I could feel the heat rise on my face. He lefts my chin and I could see his red eyes stare into my soul.

I swear I am never going to get to class, ughh.

Bleh. It's cute.

I know Vincent likes me, I just don't feel the same... at all. He always flirts with me and he knows I don't feel the same. I'm not going to say I am the straightest guy in our school, and Vincent takes advantage of that. He takes advantage of the gayness in me. The gayness that wants to suck... I mean wear rainbow to school. Then matching 'gaymer' t-shirts with my lover.

"Hey V" I whispered. He chuckled and letting go of my chin.
"What's up my little rainbow, how about a date, please" Vincent says taking my hands and kissing them.

I've been rejecting Vincent since 7th grade year. I feel bad but I'm not looking for a gay relationship. It's just Vincent is a very handsome boy and attractive. Any boy and or girl would love to date him. He is so romantic and handsome, just really clingy. I just want to wait till I am out of school, or never. Vincent has been chasing me for a while though. I feel highly bad he hadn't gotten the hint yet. Why not I'm going to break his heart when he asks me out again... for the 67th time, or more, that's not a lie.

"Sure" I say before walking away.
"I know, I know.... wait did you SAY SURE... OH MI ON MY GOODNESS LAURANCE AND ME ARE GOING ON A DATEEEE. I'M GOING ON A DATE WITH LAURANCE" Vincent screamed down the hallway. I blushed as everyone looked at me. Hehe.

Attractive Weirdo

I finally make it down to the hallway to the band room. When I get there I was automatically mauled by my best friends Dante and Travis. They've been my friends since, well for as long as I can remember. Only friends I still have in this sucky school. I love them though.

"Laurance come on" Dante snarled. I laughed, probably heard about Vincent. Dante actually thinks Vincent and I would be a great together.
"What?" I asked getting my trumpet put the band closest. "Choto bandosensai" I greeted the band teacher. Okay yeah I can speak a little Japanese. That mean 'Hey bamd teacher' I started to play some music scales, but was rudely interrupted by Travis. His hormones has gotten to him and I think it's hilarious. Dante just finds it annoying and immature.

"Hey can't talk to your friends anymore" Travis told me. I laughed.

"Hey sorry got a lot in my mind" I say smiling at them. They both gave me a fist bump. Travis sits on one side of me and Dante does the same. Travis plays the trombone, Dante plays the saxophone. We are a little band nerds and I enjoy that.

We played for a while, the teacher told me to do my solo. Right in the middle of it I did so good. The band door open and revealed, him and his smile.

"Hey I'm Garroth Ro'meave" he said smiling brightly. I could already hear the girl die over him. Me... well my heart dropped to my feet and my face went pale. All the girls started to freak out like he was such a celebrity or something.

"Laurance can you help Mr. Ro'meave with his trumpet, I want you to be his mentor for the coming up concerts." She tells me. Our eyes met and he does that smile.

"Yes ma'am" I choke out. Dante and Travis both look at me and wink. That made me blush more that I fool anyway. Garroth looked at me and smile.

Why does he always smile. It. Makes. No. Since.

Well there goes my practice time for my solo. I go into the back bandroom and he takes out his trumpet. While he does that I couldn't happen but to stare at his beautiful hair.I guess I stared to long and he caught me. Again.

"Is some... oh getting lost in my eyes again" he stated. I was speechless of course and blushed.

"Just kidding but can I ask you a question" he said tapping his fingers. I nod and he chuckled. "Do you think you could help me with my trumpet a little more. Like coming over to my house after school. I can help you with square roots and you help me with band" he offered. A smile tugs at my light pink lips. He smiled back and punched my shoulder lightly.

"Deal, Ro'meave" I say with confidence.

I HAVE CONFIDENCE

We finished up out lip positions and joking around. Talked about Ro'meave gossip and everything. I finally felt confident talking to him today. I guess it's because he absolutely sucked at it, he'll get better soon I guess.

Ringgg

Finally school is over. I left the band room not talking to anyone at all and just went straight to the bathroom. The wrong bathroom.

The northeast bathroom... ugh

There are gay boys at our school and the gay curious at my school. To sum it up the gay nerds and the tough jocks. This is the time the gay nerds suck off the jocks. How I know is I walked in this 11 to many times.

On many people. Not anyone close to me or anything. Then I would blackmail so many people.... so many.

If you know the western bathroom, 2:15-3:00 is reserved. I would never do anything like that... at school.

Whore's

That goes the same for the slutty girls in our school.

Biggest one in school, but on the downlow. Only a few know, and scared to tell. Mama is crazy, so is her daughter, for dick.

I decided not to use the bathroom but to go outside and was greeted by my sister. She walked past me with saying hi. Best sister 2016.

I went home by myself for once and got changed for Garroth's house. My mom really thought I was sneaking to see a girl or something.

A Boy. Instead. This should be great.

"Hey babe, where you going you just got here" my mom said then my dad walked in. "Yeah I wanted to see my son for a bit" my dad finished.

"Uhh I am going to go study with this boy" I say. My dad and mom exchange glances and smile. "Potential relationship and grandkids" My dad says. I blushed at the thought of me and Garroth... kids.

"N-No its not like that he's just helping me with math and I'm helping him with band" I say covering my face. My parents laugh at my stupid shyness.

Yes my parents know that I am not the straightest kid and they love taunting me. Especially if I talk about a boy,except Travis and Dante.

"Okay who is this boy" My mom said doing something with chicken. I grabbed some chips from the cabinet behind me.

Garroth Ro'meave, him that

"Garroth Ro'meave" I says. My dad and mom gasp and then screamed. "Did you know that me and Garroth's dad are very good friends" My dad says. I stare at my dad and blushed. "Son you get so flustered about boys just relax you probably scared him by staring at him" my dad joked. I tried rubbing the blush away.

"O-Okay, he is just so, ugh I can't explain. No time to explain I have to go to I'm going to be late, whose going to take me" I say. My dad and mom looked at each other. "I GOT IT" they both say going outside.

Gosh my family is weird, but their supportive of my decision that's what I love about them.

"You can both take me, just please don't embarrass me" I tell them. They look at me and laugh, take everything as a joke. Bleh. They both ended up taking me.

Taking me to see this boy that barley even talks to me...

Beautiful
Loser
Garroth Ro'meave
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