Aphmau

The first thing I felt was denial.

"N-no......you didn't! You couldn't have!" I whisper. Zane stops and let's a sad laugh escape his cold lips.

"Aphmau, I did it for you. I killed them both for you." He mutters.

"Them both?!"

Then I felt anger, at its purest, truest form.

"Yes.....Lillian and Garroth..."

"H-how could you!? The man I loved! You are a monster! Your right! Irene, your so right!" I scream at him. His face ripples with sadness. Then anger.

"You think I wanted to? You think I wanted to kill my brother?! You think I wanted to kill the one girl, the one person I trusted the most?! You stupid, ignorant child! I did it for you! I killed Garroth because he was going to destroy the very fabric of this dimension if I did not! He would had destroyed you.... And Lillian threatened your knowledge of this....I couldn't.....I didn't want to...."

"That gives you no right-"

"Do not speck in that tone with me!" He screams. I move back, my legs brushing against the balcony railing.

"You will listen to me and you will listen clearly; I did not want to hurt them. But I had no choice. So if you want to continue to try and break me down, you won't be able to. I loved Garroth more than you ever did. So don't you dare tell me I'm a monster and everyone else is right, because if I didn't do what I did, we wouldn't even be here!"

Then came sadness.

"Maybe that would be better than living here without the man I loved! Maybe that would be better than standing here next to the man who caused this pain!" I sob, my voice breaking throughout the sentence. Tears worm their way around my face, sculpting around my curves.

Zane's eyes fill with tears which pour over quickly.

"I-I love you Aphmau. In my whole life, you are the thing I wanted the most. And I really believe you were the best thing that ever happened to me." Zane cries. I feel my heart break as I watch him pour himself out to me.

"Sometimes I miss him, Zane. And it hurts like hell...."

"I never wanted to hurt you....not like this..." He cuts in. I give him a shaky smile.

"And after I spent what felt like a eternity drowning, you taught me how to breath."

Then, came love.

Author's Note
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So......kinda all over the place and deep. If you need any help understanding, just ask and I'll help. More to come soon, I swear
Love, Blue💙