Aphmau
I did it.
I finally did it.
After all these
days
weeks
months
years...
I found someone I wanted to love.
And it's strange, really—
how he's so perfect
and how he's so imperfect.
It's strange how much I hate him
and how much I love him.
He disgusts me, but I love him.
And that hurts.

When I was younger, I never realized how intoxicating and dangerous
love
was.
When I was younger, I always saw how beautiful it was.
Zane was really something....with that smokey gaze he gave me.
It made me want nothing more than to kiss him every where it hurt the most.

Zane
It was only one conversation
But that one conversation....
It changed me
It made me into someone...
Someone different.
But only in that one sense.
I smile briskly in the evening sky. I looked up at the moon and suddenly I knew...
She was looking at it too.