"I forgot to tell you yesterday Luke, but I got into a Canadian university. Full scholarship." I say, giving him a smile. I still don't think he realizes what all this means, but he will soon.

"That's great paisley, what are you going to study?" He asks happily.

"Probably massage therapy." I sigh, knowing that this probably isn't going to register through his mind unless I tell him.

"When do you leave?" I ask.

Then something clicks. His eyes fill with tears and he drops the ice cream cone that he was currently eating into the grass.

"I- I." Luke tries to speak, but it's as if the words are lodged in his throat, he can't get them out.
My eyes begin to well up with tears as well, and I nod at him, knowing exactly what he's thinking.

"I can't leave you paisley," he cries, not literally. He comes up to me and engulfs me in his world famous hug. I breathe in his scent, savouring it.

"This is a great opportunity for you Luke. You have to." I sigh into him. No matter what, I'll always want what is best for him. Always. No matter if it hurts me in the process.

"But paisley I love you." He says sadly as we rock back and forth, I can tell that he is trying so hard to keep everything together. Something about him not being manly enough because he cries, but i don't mind, I'd rather him be sensitive then heartless.

"I love you too Luke, but this is an amazing opportunity for you, you can't give it up." I say, taking more and more deep breaths as I try and calm myself down. I'm crying really hard right now despite Luke trying not to. We are still wrapped in eachothers embrace, sitting in the middle of the park that we decided to walk to.

"When do you leave?" I ask, repeating the question I had asked before.

"Two months." He answers simply. His tears are now gone, his face a blank expression. The one he used to wear all the time before I got to know him.

"Oh." I say, then I pull away and kiss his beautiful lips. I've already memorized every part of his lip, from his lip ring, to the small chapped part of it.

"Can we try?" He mumbles.

"Yeah we can try." I say, I'd do anything for him.

"Who knows, maybe another opportunity will come along." He sighs, he intertwines our fingers and walks with me back to my car.

"Maybe, but if it doesn't, you have to promise me that you will still go to that university." I say sternly as I hop into the drivers seat and start up the engine.

"Okay, I promise." He says, he leans over the console for a kiss. It soon turns into a make out session. His tongue swirls around with mine, not leaving a single part of my mouth untouched. I'm going to miss him so much.

He pulls away first, us both being out of breath. I smile sadly at him and then pull out of the park.

I already know this isn't going to last. And that depresses me.

Luke's pov (surprise bïtch)

When I told paisley the good news yesterday, she didn't seem very happy. I thought it was just the mood she was in, or something. She zoned out and then started crying, I freaked out. I wondered if I did something to upset her.

But then she told me that she was actually happy for me. Some part of me knew she was lying, but another part believed her. Then when we went for the walk and she started asking me questions, I started thinking more and more about it.

That's when I realized that I was going across the world, very far away from her. I was too busy being excited about getting a scholarship, to realize that I would be away from paisley for four whole years.

I tried not to cry, and I was successful with that. I decided that I would try and minimize my feelings towards her. So I went back to my blank expression that I used to wear daily before she came around. It killed me.

Then I made a decision.

And I assured myself that it would be for the best.

(A/N)

Sooo this was the second last chapter... ),:

I just want to thank all of you for reading this book in advanced, and I hope you don't hate me when you read the last chapter.

Thank you for reading :)))) me and my chins appreciate it.

-Caitllin