You may need Jesus again.

After graduation, came prom. Calum, Michael, Luke and I all agreed to skipping it. Dancing was never really my thing, besides, we all know I'm not going to win prom queen.

So instead, we grabbed some beer, a bunch of McDonalds, changed into some comfortable clothes, and then had a road trip to Calum's lake house. We also brought Michaels new girlfriend Jocelyn and Ashton along, mostly because they are fun and also our friends.

After a couple of hours of telling stories by the campfire and drinking, we decided to go inside for a game of 'Truth or dare'. Not the most age appropriate game, but we were all loaded out of our minds so we didn't care.

"Paisley, truth or dare?" Calum asks, he takes a sip of his bottle and then looks at me.

"Dare." I shrug, I would honestly do anything. I don't even care right now.

"I dare you to make out with Jocelyn for a full minute." He says, laughing lightly and looking at me doubtfully.

I guess I shocked him when I got up and walked over to Jocelyn, she was sitting on Michaels lap, puckering her lips. I put my hand behind her neck and pulled her in for a long kiss. We moulds our lips together and made out right on Michaels lap. It was awkward, but I didn't care. Like I said, I was drunk.

After about another thirty seconds of this, I pulled away and wiped my mouth, smirking at Calum, Ashton, and Luke, their eyes were wide and jaws were to the floor.

"That was the hottest thing that has ever happened to me." Michael says. His hands go and cover his crotch, I'm guessing his little friend got excited.

"Did you really just do that?" Calum asks, also covering his area. I don't get what is so hot about two girls kissing, but whatever.

"Yes, you dared me too. Now Luke truth or dare?" I ask, choosing to ignore their still shocked faces.

"Uhh, dare." He sigh, running his fingers through his blonde hair and looking at me expectantly.

"Sing us part of a song." I say. Truthfully, I'd never heard him really sing before. Not without music anyways.

"Okay, what song?" He asks tiredly.

"You should sing jersey by mayday parade. You know that song right?" I slur. The only reason I picked this was because it was my favourite song at the moment.

"Okay." He agrees, re adjusting his position so he's sitting up right.

"Cause Jersey just got colder and, I'll have you know I'm scared to death, that everything that you had said to me was just a lie until you left.

Now I'm hoping just a little bit stronger, hold me up just a little bit longer, I'll be fine. I swear. I'm just gone beyond repair." He sings, Jocelyn and I gasp, clearly not expecting to hear that angel like sound coming from Luke's lips. Especially for him being drunk.

"Holy fuck Luke. Where did that come from?" Jocelyn asks.

"I've always sang. Just not in front of people I guess." He answers. When I look over, Ashton and Calum are passed out, so is Michael.

"Wanna have a threesome?" I ask sarcastically, waving towards the sleeping boys. I'm obviously kidding.

"Oh yeah, sure." Jocelyn says, mocking my sarcastic attitude. "I'm gonna go to sleep now, you guys have fun." She winks, then wakes Mikey up and pulls him to the bedroom on the bottom floor.

"Babe you were amazing." I say once she is gone.

"That's great that you think that and all, but I still have a boner from you making out with her, and I'd like to tend to it." He smirks. He cheekily gets up and walks up the stairs, me following close behind.

"Want any help?" I question seriously. I wink at him and push him up against the bedroom door as we get there, not giving him a chance to answer. He moans against my mouth, the sound giving me more confidence and making me rip off his shirt.
"Eager?" He mumbles. I nod and begin unbuttoning his jeans.

"Paisley, you don't have to." He says as we lay down on the bed.

"I want to." I say, giving him a long meaningful kiss. I slowly kiss down his jaw and suck lightly every time I move. I palm him through his boxers as I kiss lower and lower, eventually coming to the rubber band of his underwear.

"Do you want me to?" I ask, completely forgetting that he has only ever received one blow job before. He gulps and nods his head.

That's all I need to begin. I start pumping his long member, wiping the bead of pre cum off with my thumb as I stroke lightly up and down. I wait until his member is fully grown before I teasingly lick the tip. Luke's breath hitches and his hands go to my hair.

"Fuck paisley." He moans. Then I begin to bob my head up and down repeatedly. All the way up until I feel his member twitch in my mouth, then I let him finish and I swallow. It's an awful salty taste but I don't mind it so much.

I get up and walk straight to the bathroom, I find a new toothbrush in the sink and then quickly brush my teeth. When I get out, Luke is only in his underwear like I left him, only now he is smiling at me.

"I love you Paisley." He says when I come and lay down with him.

"I love you too babe," I say.

I lay down but then remember that I am wearing skinny jeans, I don't want to sleep in those. Without giving it another thought, I quickly pull off my pants and shirt and snuggle closer to Luke in only my undergarments.

"Hey paisley?" Luke begins.

"Yeah babe?" I ask tiredly, running my fingers up and down his bare chest.

"You know how I applied to a bunch of different universities?" He begins.

"Yeah.." I trail off excitedly. This has got to be going somewhere good.

"Well... I got a scholarship.. To Harvard!" He exclaims, peppering my face in kisses.

"That's amazing Luke." I say, trying to hide my sadness. I am extremely happy for him, don't get me wrong, but I know what happens to long distance relationships.

It works out for the first few months, then one of us will grow tired and lack at messaging or calling back, then soon enough, your daily phone call turns into a quick text once a week, until it eventually stops completely. It happens to every single long distance relationship, no matter what. I know that.

"Paisley, why are you crying babe?" I hear Luke ask frantically, I was too consumed in my thoughts to realize that I was beginning to tear up.

"I'm just really happy for you." I lie, giving him a fake smile and a reassuring squeeze on his arm.

"Thank you Paisley." He says, giving me a big kiss and then laying down again. I get up and turn off the light, then walk back to Luke. I manage to hold in all my tears, all the way up until he falls asleep. Then it all hits me like a bus. I sob for most of the night, just the thought of us breaking up makes my stomach churn and my heart ache.

Is this really it?

(A/N)

Luek wat r u doin?

Pasty is u gay?

So many questions for myself. Hope you enjoyed this chapter. Sorry, my smut is awful, my mouth and me are virgins.

Love you guys! Thanks for reading (:

-Caitllin