Nakabaluktot ang mga daliri ko sa paa habang nakaindian-seat at nakabalot ng kumot sa bagong carpet na nakalatag sa sahig ng hunting lodge. Pinagmamasdan ko si Caden na buhayin ang apoy sa maliit na fireplace at magsilbing ilaw namin. Kompleto na sa mga kagamitan ang lodge. Carpeted na ang floor, may double size bed, may couch at may maliit na space para sa wine storage and bar at meron pang mini kitchen. The walls has been decorated with wooden planks in a rustic theme. Ang kulang nalang kuryente. Biglaan ang uwi namin kaya hindi pa natapos ng mga gumagawa dito ang pagkakabit niyon.

Bandang hapon na kami pumunta sa lugar na ito. Mabilis na kinain ng dilim ng gabi ang umaga, tapos ay napakalamig pa nanonoot sa balat ko pakiramdam ko nasa ibang bansa ulit ako. Buti na lamang nagsimulang bumalanse ang temperatura nang tuluyan nang magliyab ang mga kahoy sa fireplace.

After setting up the lights and heat Caden walked towards the wine bar and got us a glass of wine. So this is my wedding night. I'm like a medieval wife of very fine nobleman--finest in all the lands in fact-- and he chose to marry me. Caden is looking so much like a King in his loose silk shirt and black trousers. Tall and solid. Six feet and two inches of a mouthwatering fantasy. He moves like a panther in this small room making his very shadow look dangerous and elusive. Caden always wear his hair disheveled and messy. He needs to constantly run his powerful fingers through them and rake them back from his stunningly handsome face.

"Cheers! " he said as smile crept into those tantalizing chinky-eyes. His eyes literally reflecting the fire from the woods made my heart flutter. I can't believe this man is my husband now. Hindi ako makapaniwalang isang araw ay hinayaan ng tadhanang magkrus ang landas namin at mahulog siya sa akin na kagaya nang pagkahulog ko sa kanya bago pa man niya ako pormal na nakikilala.

Wala sa loob kong ininom ang laman ng kopita habang nakatitig pa rin sa mukha ng asawa ko.

"What?" nakahalata na siya. "Why are you looking at me like that, Thea?"

I sweetly smiled. It's as sweet as the wine he gave me. "Wala lang. Hindi lang ako makapaniwala na totoo ka, na totoo ito."

Ngumisi siya sa akin. "Kung nasaan man tayo ngayon, yun ay dahil sayo. You brought us where we are now. Nagpapasalamat ako na sa pagkakataong 'to buo na ang tiwala mo sa akin. Imbes na pag-isipan ako ng masama tungkol sa engagement namin ni Catiana, mas pinili mong maniwala sa akin. Love, I thank you so much for that. I promise you that I will never ever break your trust no matter what. I am yours. As you are mine."

Tears started pooling the insides of my eyes.

"Hey, are you crying?"

"No. Caden, I'm so happy right now. You made me so happy and so nervous all at the same time. Buong puso at buong pagkatao kitang mahal, natatakot ako na baka isang araw magkaroon ng katapusan ito. Alam mo yung pakiramdam na mahal na mahal na mahal mo ng sobrang ang isang tao takot na takot ka na baka bawiin ito sayo? Yun ang eksaktong nararamdaman ko ngayon, para sa akin mas mahalaga ka pa sa buhay ko, hindi ko kakayanin kung mawawala ka sa akin."

"Ganun din naman ako. Yun din ang eksaktong nararamdaman ko para sayo Thea. Kung pwede lang kitang ikulong sa isang kwarto at huwag nang hayaang makalabas doon gagawin ko. Gusto ko lagi kang bantayan, gusto ko hindi mawawala ang mga mata ko sayo, gusto kitang lukubin ng proteksyon. Pero hindi ko pwedeng gawin iyon sayo. Because as much as I want to keep you by my side and make you always safe, I want you to be happy. And for you to be happy I have to allow you to spread your wings and do the things that make you complete as a person. I want you to experience the highs and lows of life, happiness and sadness. I want you to discover the beauty of this unpredictable life on your own. Ang tanging magagawa ko lang, ay laging hawakan ang iyong mga kamay saan ka man dalhin ng kapalaran. Ang tanging maipapangako ko ay babantayan kita at proprotektahan sa abot ng aking makakaya, hindi kita hahayaang mag-isa. Susuportahan kita sa mga pangarap mo. Yun ang trabaho ng isang asawa, katuwang mo ako sa dusa at ligaya, sa hirap at sa ginhawa. Thea, sabay nating haharapin ang bukas ng magkahawak kamay at magkayakap ang puso."

Tears flood my face I don't know how to control them anymore. I can feel the gravity of his words and it's pricking my heart in the nicest way possible. Dahan-dahang inangat ni Caden ang mga kamay niya at pinahid ng mga daliri ang luha ko sa mata. Nakatitig siya sa akin. Bahagyang nakaawang ang mga labi niya na para bang nag-iimbita ng halik at isang malaking kasalanan kung hindi pagbibigyan. Sa unang pagkakataon ako ang tumawid sa espasyong nakapagitan sa amin. Inabot ko ang mga labing iyon at masuyong hinalikan. Ipinikit ko ang mga mata ko at ninamnam ang tamis niyon. He opened his mouth and let me inside, fireworks started shooting in my head when I felt the touch of his honeyed tongue on mine. I can't seem to get enough of it's sweetness, ilang beses na kaming naghalikan ng ganito pero walang katulad ang tamis ng halik ni Caden sa gabing ito. Nagsimulang gumalaw ang kanyang mga kamay sa ibabaw ng katawan ko. Natanggal na niya ang kumot na nakabalot sa akin at unti-unti akong hiniga sa sahig na may makapal na carpet. Kinubabawan niya ako. Kahit na pareho kaming nakadamit ramdam ko ang init na nagmumula sa balat niya. His delicious heat is travelling south my body and into the core of my womanhood.

Marahan ang paggala ng kamay ni Caden sa buong katawan ko. Mula sa leeg papunta sa dibdib hanggang sa ibaba ng puson ko. Caden has never touched me in that area. He has always been too careful, his kisses might be as passionate and fiery as before but never did his hand dare to touch me down there. My reaction is unthinkable, napasinghap ako ng hangin at pinuno ang baga ko niyon. Napalunok ako ng ilang beses at napakapit sa balikat niya nang husto. My body arched a little and I can't helped but close my eyes and moan in his ears.

"Do you like that, love?"

His slender yet powerful finger traced the creamy mound in the apex of my thighs. My body quivered and convulsed with a new kind of heat that's completely new to me.

"Caden..."

"What is it darling love? Tell me what you like, what you want to feel...I'm yours for your bidding..." his voice is incredibly dark and sexy. Caden has this specific drawl of accent in his tongue that only he can make. And it's caressing my ears like an erotic audio book played in the middle of a quiet night.

"I want more.. more of you.. please." my voice sounds hoarse and pleading. Bumaba ang halik ni Caden sa leeg ko. He sucks on my skin with his gentle kisses. Dahan-dahan niyang ibinaba ang off-shoulder dress ko hanggang sa tuluyang salubungin ng malamig na hangin ang balat ko sa dibdib. My nipples are tout and rigid, he stares at them with smoldering passion in his eyes.

"You're beautiful, Thea. So perfectly made for me.."

Nakagat ko ang labi ko at bahagyang umarko ang katawan ko nang bumaba ang mga labi ni Caden sa dibdib ko. His mouth covered one of its peaks while his hand caressed the other. The feel of his moist and hot mouth in my breast sent charges of electricity all over my body. It feels so nice, so good, so satisfying. Ilang beses siyang nagpapalit-palit sa magkabila kong dibdib.

Umangat ang katawan ni Caden at tumayo sa harapan ko. I am half naked, the burning wood fire made my skin glows in his eyes. Caden shed his clothes, I can't helped by stare at the rippling set of muscles underneath those fabric. The flex of his powerful body made my mouth water. I always knew that Caden in his expensive suit is hot, but Caden dressed with nothing but his golden skin is way more than I have imagined. I'm gazing at him with blazing desire.

When his naked body joins me in that carpet again, I discovered that what I thought is true.

"I like the way you stare at me,baby. It's like I'm the only man for you."

"You are..." I shove my mouth into his. This time the kisses are far more ecstatic and rushed. Nang pumatong siya sa akin, hinayaan ko ang mga kamay ko na maglandas sa katawan ng asawa ko. Caden's body is just too solid, too hard and too hot to handle. His skin when I licked his neck tasted like a sweet and salty nectar for the gods. He moaned when I licked his skin, I bet he liked that.

"Uhm!" kumawala iyon bigla sa bibig ko nang maramdaman ko ulit ang paglandas ng mga daliri niya sa pinakamaselang parte ng pagkababae ko. I want more of him down there. Hindi ko maipaliwanag, hindi ko pa nararasan to sa buong buhay ko pero gustong-gusto ko nang tanggalin ang mga harang. Gusto kong maramdaman siya doon sa parteng iyon nang balat sa balat. Laman sa laman. Walang tigil ang tambol sa puso ko at sa kaibuturan ng pagkababae ko nang gumapang ang kamay ni Caden sa laylayan ng palda ko at umangat sa hita ko. His hand is in my bare thigh I can feel his hotness radiating from his palm. Umangat ang kamay na iyon sa gitna nang hita ko and on one swift move, he pushes my panties aside and touched me.

He touches me for the first time there and I feel nothing but the urge to explode. This sensation is killing me, I don't know that my body is capable of feeling so much like this. His finger traced the shape of my most intimate part, he opened it and touched the bud inside.

"Caden!" napakapit ako sa balikat niya. Napaangat ang katawan ko mula sa sahig at dumikit sa balat niya ang tuktok ng dibdib ko.

"Damn, Thea you feel so good..."

"You feel so good too..."

"I want more.." he said

"Do more, please." I plead.

With one powerful move he pushed his finger inside me. Napabuka ang bibig ko at napasinghap ng husto. Bumaba ang bibig niya sa dibdib ko at muling pinasadahan nang dila niya ang magkabilang tuktok niyon. His one hand caressing my breast and the other pushing in and out my feminine core. Habang tumatagal pabilis nang pabilis iyon, palakas nang palakas ang mga ungol ko sa katahimikan ng gabi.

"Caden, stop, you have to stop please..."

"Why..?"

"Parang may lalabas..." humahangos kong sagot.

He just chuckled and covered my mouth with his mouth. He tasted my tongue, licked and sucked inside my mouth. He continued pumping his finger inside me.

"Caden..please..."

Sa wakas ay tinigilan niya. Binitawan niya ang pagkababae ko, nakahinga ako ng maluwag. Napapikit. Only to be shocked to death when I felt his warm moist tongue in between my legs.

"Caden!!" I saw his head between my open legs. I wanted him to stop but damn it feels so good I can't say the words... I don't want him to stop. I want him to continue, god I'm feeling so bliss my body can't take it anymore. The touch of his warm mouth in my most sensitive area is taking me to heights of ecstasy and world unknown. He's licking my bud and at the same time pushing his finger in and out my core. After sometime I felt like I'm about to burst... "Caden, please...." I still can't ask him to stop.

Siya na mismo ang kusang umalis sa pwestong iyon. Nagpantay na ulit ang mga mata namin nang umibabaw siya sa akin at pumwesto sa pagitan ng hita ko. I can feel his solid manhood above my sex. Gosh he's huge. Kung daliri pa nga lang hindi ko na kinakaya ano pa kaya kung...

"Caden!" nanlalaki ang mga mata ko sa kanya. I bet I look so flustered right now as I feel him pointing my shaft to my opening.

"Ssshhh, trust me. This will only hurt a little."

"Ahhh..." dahan-dahan ang pagbuka ng bibig ko habang nakatitig sa kanya at habang nararamdaman ko ang pagsakop at pagbaon niya sa pagkababae ko. Pansin ko ang mga butil ng pawis sa noo ni Caden, he can feel it too, my body tearing to give way to him, he doesn't want to hurt me. But I guess this is the part where as much as he doesn't want to hurt me, he will.

Napapikit ako. Napakagat labi ako sa sakit na dulot ng pagbaon niyon sa kaloob-looban ko. Inabot ni Caden ang labi ko para bigyan nang masuyong halik, hinalikan niya ako hanggang sa makalimutan ko ang sakit. Only then he started moving. His pace is slow and very careful. Every thrust lifts me to the highest, fleeting the discomfort until I can only think of Caden engulfing my senses whole. The pleasure building my insides is nothing like I ever felt before, it's like a water to my thirsty soul I can only moan and gasp and rake my fingers in his back as a return. Caden moves faster, riding me, pushing himself even further with every thrust. My heart pounds in my chest like crazy until I feel like coming with a white hot explosion...

"Thea...shit...you're making me so damn crazy about you, babe." He drove himself deepest one last time and released his seeds inside me. His muscles tensed up as he wrapped his arms around me. He gave me a peck of kiss in the head before he withdraws himself and collapsed beside me. Kaagad kong hinila ang kumot sa tabi ko at ipinatong sa hubad kong katawan. Gosh, that was.... soul-satisfying. Sure it still hurt, but gosh the feeling is so so good.

Napatingin ako kay Caden. Pawisan pa rin siya. Nagkatitigan kami at sabay na tumawa. Kung ganito nang ganito ang mga gabi sa buhay mag-asawa, sising-sisi ako at pinatagal ko pa. Dahil biglang nagtravel ang utak ko sa nakaraan, may isang partikular na bagay akong naalala. Napabangon ako. Caden's eyes are close now. Nakapatong ang braso sa noo niya habang hubad na hubad pa rin sa tabi ko.

This guy... this guy is a masterpiece. Every part of his body screams perfection, every inch of his skin is delectable and flawless. Pinasadahan ko ng tingin ang buong katawan niya at hindi ko mapigilan ang mapakagat sa ibabang labi. Pati labi sa pagitan ng hita ko gustong kagatin siyang muli. Caden ng buhay ko, bakit ang sarap mo? Ang sarap ng pagkakaluto ng Diyos sayo.

Dumako ang tingin ko sa parte kung saan may gusto akong kumpirmahin. Pumusisyon ako sa gitna ng nakabuka niyang mga hita.

"Thea! What are you..." gulat na gulat siya. I'm staring at his manhood like I'm about to...

"SSshhhh..." I place my finger above my mouth. "May hinahanap ako."

"What in the world are looking for down there...?"

"Hmmm... wala naman eh. So it's a lie?" Nanlalaki ang mga mata ko. I clearly remember Aliyah told me in the past na may mark, balat or something is Caden sa parteng 'to, pero wala naman. Gustong humalakhak ng puso ko. Pumatong ako kay Caden at binigyan siya ng mabilisang halik sa labi.

Bunch of liars. Mga feeling naikama ni Caden noon, hindi pala totoo. Ha!Ha!