Springtrap's Pov:

I walked out of the kitchen seeing how everyone was comforting Fredbear. "Why should they care about Golden..." I mumbled to myself leaving them.

That bear is so annoying...
But...

⚠️TW: MENTIONS OF SUICIDE⚠️

"I should just go kill myself...right?" he said staring at me. There was no shaking in his voice. It sounded more like he was going to do it than asking me.

I've never pulled my hand away that quickly. The whole time we spoke he was shaking and he seemed to be at the brink of breaking down, but when he grabbed onto my arm it was perfectly still and he sounded as confident as ever...

He wouldn't actually think of doing it...
right? Why should I care? It's not like he cared about me in the first place.

I had a headache and my body felt so tired as if it wanted to collapse. I couldn't walk for a good 5 minutes before I attempted to get up. I decided it's best if I go back to the room for now. I want to take a shower either way so it's best I take one now.

I grabbed my towel and headed into the bathroom. I hung my towel and looked at myself and I could see that I looked exhausted. I look down at the sink and saw that there was yellow fur in the sink. I thought that I had cleared all of Fredbear's fur from when we shed his fur...

Thinking about him made me feel a little bitter. "He was always a cuddly fuzball..." I said before realizing what I said. He's just like the others, nothing more.

I shook my head and got in the bathtub. I decided I'm going to take a bath since it would help me forget about him...

I turned on the water and let the tub start to fill up. I started to take off my clothes and I got inside the tub once it was filled. I slowly got inside and let myself sink into it as I closed my eyes.

The water felt soothing and feeling it move side to side was relaxing. I didn't notice how sore my body felt until I fully relaxed in the tub...

???:

"Hey Spring?" Fredbear asked as I was sitting on his lap as his head was laying on mine. "Yea Fred?" I said as he called my name.

"Do you know where I go to have time for myself and think about things?" he asked which was weird but I took it as a good moment to make a joke.

"Hmm, the bathroom?" I answered with a grin. "What-No! Not like that dumbass!" he laughed as I just kept smiling. His laugh is so heart-warming.

"Then where?" I asked causing Fredbear to make me face him and wrap my arms around his neck before getting up and carrying me by my legs.

"F-Fredbear?!" I stuttered flustered as the bear only smirked at me. "What? I can't hold my bunny like this?" he said giving me a quick peck on the cheek.

"I-it's just that i-it's embarras-" I said before Fredbear began kissing me as we were now leaning against a wall. I melted into his lips as I felt my body heat up from the sudden kiss.

He soon pulled out lips apart and smiled. "You talk too much" he smiled as I gave a huff. He carried me over to the kitchen and I was confused. "Do you come to the kitchen to think?" I asked him. He shook his head.

"Nah, I just want to get a cup of coffee is all." he replied setting me down onto a chair. "You want some?" he asked me and I nodded.

He grabbed a mug of a rabbit and one of a bear. He poured coffee into both and turned to me. "How much sugar do you put in yours?" he asked.

"3 teaspoons of brown sugar" I said as he looked at me with a raised eyebrow. "Brown sugar?" he asked and I nodded. "Mhm, it taste better with brown sugar!" I said as he curiously put 3 teaspoons of brown sugar into each of our cups.

He handed me the mug of the bear while he took the one of the rabbit. I saw as he took a sip of his and waited for his reaction. His eyes widened as he took another sip.

"Wow, that taste better than what mine usually does. Why?" He asked.
"It's because brown sugar dissolves faster than white sugar, meaning you don't have to use as much and it just generally tastes better" I explained as Foxy entered the room.

"Hi Foxy! Spring just showed me how brown sugar is better in coffee than regular sugar." Fredbear said as Foxy raised an eyebrow.

"Actually? Wouldn't they both taste the same?" Foxy asked as Fredbear shook his head. "No, just try it" Fredbear said getting another mug and pouring in coffee and brown sugar and giving it to Foxy.

Foxy took a sip and had a similar reaction to Fredbear. "It's good, right?" I asked and Foxy nodded. "Yeah it does somehow taste better" He replied walking away with his cup of coffee.

Fredbear grabbed my hand and told me to follow him. I grabbed my coffee and followed him over to the roof. "Now this is the place I come to think about stuff or whenever I need a place to be alone from the rest of the world" Fredbear explained as the wind slightly blew in my face.

"Wow..." I said putting my coffee down on the ground and sitting down where we were like on the day with the fireworks.

"It's where I can get away from everyone and be myself..." he said sitting down next to me.

"Spring...Can I tell you something and promise you won't think less of me? I want to be honest about something nobody knows." Fredbear said as he sounded serious.

"Yeah go for it." I said facing him as it grew silent...

Fredbear took a deep breath and began.
"That first morning when I carried you to the park, I felt...happy. I wanted to leave you in the bed to sleep because you looked so peaceful, but I took you with me because I wanted to prove that I was strong..."

"I want to say that...I'm not strong. Sure I can do heavy duty tasks but mentally...I am weak..." he started explaining which had me concerned for him.

"Everyone thinks I am the responsible bear that everyone can rely on but...I can't take it..." he said as tears started to form on his eyes.

"Everyday I take responsibility in doing everything to keep this place running for my brother, but sometimes I have mental breakdowns in my room. Sometimes I can't take it." He explained as I got closer to him to comfort him as he told me about his problem.

"The day before you got here was one of my worst...I tried cleaning my room as quick as possible before you got here because when I told you that we didn't have any more beds... It was because I had broken them all the night before..."

What does he mea-....
I followed him over to a door and he opened the door and flicked on the light to reveal a bedroom with a computer on a desk, a closet, a tv, and a king sized bed.

"Nice room ya got here Golde- I mean Mr.Gold, but is there really only one bed?" I asked as I only saw one bed in the room. Golden only nodded.
"Yea, I tried to clean up a bit but there wasn't any other beds we have so we just have to share for now." He said walking into the room before yawning.

"I was becoming too stressed with everything and I couldn't find myself wanting to do anything anymore. But, that night...I was able to find a reason to sleep...So that I could wake up in the morning and see you again" Fredbear said making me blush madly as one had also appeared on his face as he wiped away the tears.

"Ever since that day, you've helped me with work tasks and you've taken that big stress off me. You've helped me deal with people who would make me want to yell bad things too" He said as it made sense as to why he would play COD...

"So even though I look strong and seem strong, I am just as vulnerable as everyone else. So you've saved my life because if it wasn't for you..." He said before beggining to cry again as he hugged me tightly.

"If it wasn't for you...I may as well have jumped off this roof and died right then and there..." he said making me start to cry...

"Fredbear...When you meant that you come here to 'think about things', please don't tell me that you were thinking of jumping off this roof..." I said hugging Fredbear tightly.

"...."

It hurt me knowing Fredbear stayed silent knowing that he was just confirming my theory...

"I almost did one time..." He explained.
"It was the day after we got into our fight...I felt like my whole world just ended...My body was moving on it's own and I was an emotional wreck." I was shocked as I felt guilty.

"Fredbear...I-"
"Save it. You were right to get mad at me...I felt like it was one of my biggest fuck ups because the only person who helped me was the one I hurt the most in the process..." He explained as I started hugging the fluffy furball as much as I could as if the world would take him away from me if I didn't.

"The only reason I didn't kill myself that day is because I decided that I should face the consequences of my actions and see how long I could last before I become insane..." he said as I remember about how I almost killed  myself.

"Fredbear...Promise me that you'll never try it again!" I sobbed. "If you killed yourself then I would never be able to forgive myself!" I screamed not being able to stop the tears anymore.

"As long as I am with you...I wouldn't even imagine it...." he said hugging me back.

??? End?:

"AAH-" I woke up as the water in the bathtub splashed onto my face. I didn't realize that I fell asleep. I was thinking about what the hell I just dreamed...

"That couldn't have been real..." I hyperventilated not knowing what to believe at thus point. "Has Fredbear always been..." I asked myself remembering what Fredbear said earlier today...

"I'm sorry that you felt guilty for lying to me, but please...I don't know what to do at this point...Everything is feeling like a blur and I can't think straight..."

....
"Oh fuck!" I screamed as I rushed out of the bath and put on my clothes before rushing out of the bathroom. I was about to leave the room before noticing a note next to the bed. I went up to it and read:

Springtrap. I know you think i'm not going to do it, but at this point I don't care...

Everyday I get worse and i've realized that no matter what I do, I will always be the fuck up that can't do nothing but disappointed others.

I'll be gone permanently and you can live on knowing that the bear that hurt you can't hurt you anymore.

Thank you for making these last few days the best days of my life that i've had in a very long time....

I'll be going somewhere where I can finally end it...

....
"No....nononononNONONONO!!!" I screamed rushing out the room trying to find my way to the roof. That dream was something more than a dream. Somehow I don't think I imagined that...

It HAD to have happened...but how?
Making my way up the stairs, I felt my legs getting weaker by the second. My heart was racing and I felt as if time was going slower.

Making it to the roof, I noticed that Fredbear was standing on the ledge facing away from the ground. "Fredbear! Stop!" I yelled as he looked at me. His eyes that once had so much confidence looked so lifeless and lost.

"What are you doing here?" he asked in a monotonous way that even his voice had become depressing. "I'm here to save you..." I said slowly approaching him.

His face went from depressed into a face of rage. "You're here to save me?! HAHAHA! YOU'RE SO FUCKING HILARIOUS!" he laughed in a way that seemed so creepy.

"You think I can't see through this bullshit?!?! You just want me to go back inside just so I can suffer more of your punishment!" he scolded at me feeling guilty of my previous actions.

"I won't! You've suffered enough...please don't do this..." I said as I was slowly getting closer to him.

"I have suffered enough...haven't I?" he said slowly as I was now barely in grasp of him.
"Gives me a better reason to jump off " he said coldly before he tilted back. I felt my heart drop as I reached out of desperation.

Luckily, I got a hold of his shirt and pulled him back onto the roof as I hugged him tightly.
"LET ME GO! LET ME GO! FUCK YOU! FUCK YOU! " He screamed struggling to get out of my grasp.

"Fredbear...Please calm down!" I said trying to get him to stop struggling. "LET ME GO! LET....ME....GO" he said before stopping his struggle and sobbing.

"I NEVER WANTED TO LIVE THIS HORRIBLE LIFE! I CAN'T KEEP DOING THIS ANYMORE!" he said as the sobs just kept coming.

"Why won't you let me fucking die..." he sobbed not showing any signs of stopping.

"Because it's about time you let someone save you." I said as the bear's struggles began to weaken as his sobs became into slow breaths and eventually to a snore.

He must be exhausted using all his energy....
I picked up the bear who was snoring soundly on my chest. As I was about to leave, I saw that there were 2 coffee mugs up here...

One of a rabbit...
And one of bear...
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