Alright,  I'm gonna make this a quick one.

I've learned I'm strong,  I've learned that I can do anything I put my mind to and I've also learned, that I can let things get to me or I can shut out the things that are trying to hurt me.

I am powerful in my own way.  Everyone is.

We've all had our lows.  We've all had our highs. 

No one deserves sadness.  It happens.  Things happen.  But you are the one that truly decides if you let it hurt you or if you get up and get stronger.

I am,  you are, we all are truly something amazing. 

We can't give up on the things we want the most. We are persistent by nature. All of us.

"Everyone wants happiness,  no one wants pain.  But you can have a rainbow without a little rain."

I need to make better choices.  I know that.  I need to fix a bunch of dumb stuff that I caused.  I need to end things that are going to hurt me. But I know that I'll be fine when I do it. 

I am the Girl Almighty.  And I will strive and I will do what's right.  Mark my words.

And if any of you are struggling,  then just know that I'm here rooting for you and I'll be here to keep cheering you on.

Stay strong all. 

Okay that's all I needed to say.  This might not make any sense to some of you,  and that's alright,  I don't expect you guys to be caught up with every second of every thing I do in my life.  Just know,  I've been so dumb and blind.  I love someone.  I love him and I shouldn't.  I realized it yesterday. I thought about it a long time.  I just.. .  I am in this place where I keep hurting myself with my dumb decisions. And I'm going to do my best not to hurt anyone else while I'm in my recovery process.  Until then,  I think it's fair that he know that.  I do love him.  And I'm not trying to hide it anymore.  I thought masking it was the right thing to do.  It's not.  I just keep hurting myself and him too.  I just...  I have to do what is right.  Haha

Wish me luck guys. 

I love you all. 

-Averycoolyoutuber