I'm stuck in a house with a brother that hates me for no good reason and only knows me when he wants something. But I still love him, because he's my brother. He just seems to have forgotten that I'm his sister.

I'm stuck in a house with a mother that doesn't seem to realize or care that her daughter is just wearing a mask that has become a part of her.

Can I just go back to my grandparents' house, when I had an amazing brother, and a mother that actually acknowledges me instead of shooing me away in favor of her friends, and a grandma that was, and still is, my first best friend who would teach me many things that others just don't care about anymore, and a grandpa who loves every one of us and is always up for one game or another, whether it's chess or some made up card game, or even just talking about the past, when everything was happier?

Can I just go back to my real home?

I hide myself so well that even I can't find myself anymore

I'm probably going to regret publishing this.