Hey, Ziggy here.

You see, lately I've been in an argument in school. Both of us did wrong but she spread loads of rumours about me in school. I was very angry at first (as any normal human being would) but I didn't do anything. I've always been a doormat and I knew it but that day was the last straw. Her friends came and surrounded me at the lockers and basically intimidated me. That isn't right. I always talk about what is right and just.( You'll all learn that soon enough x). It wasn't fair on me either. She spread rumours about me and because of that and my meekly nature, I couldn't get my true point across. It made me think. She wouldn't have done that to anyone else. She thought she could do that to me, and it hurt. Why. Why could she do that to me. What made me so bad that she could surround me with all her friends, insult me and spread rumours about me. I can't stand that. The next day, everyone gave me dirty looks and nobody would really take to me. I'd walk into class and they would say nasty things like "Why the hell did she come to school"

"Fat Bitch"

I felt complete anguish. It hot to the point that she even got her friend to try and threaten me into shutting up. That was too far. I eventually got an apology from both of them and I told them to clear it up but obviously they didn't. (I mean what did I even expect? I should have learnt that you can't take any of their words at face value)

I did get an apology from both of them,but I still feel wronged. Its meant to be over but people still believe things that are wrong about me. I shouldn't care because I know the truth but what right does she have. Who gave her the right to do that to me. I didn't know what to do, even now I don't. But it helped me in a way. It gave me a sense of security

I have friends in my school. That's what it taught me. I've found it incredibly hard to fit in my entire life so whenever I made friends I'd always wonder how I should act? What should I say? Do they actually like me? After this it made it clear who my friends are. My friends are the people who believed me and were by my side. In doing this, even though I lost my image among my classmates, I was given a real sense of security. I still wobble a little here and there but this situation gave me a lot more confidence in my friends than I had before. I have friends. I have people on my side. I have people who will believe me and not rumours or lies.

So the all important answer: When is the best time to quit?

My answer is to quit when your feel satisfied. Even though this situation may not have been the most fair or prosperous, I learned from it. It gave me strength. That doesn't mean that I'm a doormat. It just means that I quit while I'm ahead and I'll keep my eye on things.

Apparently, she is ignoring me now so "Nothing else starts again". Rude for someone who basically tried to intimidate me and lie to and about me but what does her words matter to me anymore. She just proved to me she isn't important and there are much better things I could be worrying about. Like my State Exams😱😨😰

P.S I hope you guys enjoy this. I always wanted to try and write a blog but creating the site and stuff was always such a border. I'm so bad with computers lol. So I thought "I can use wattpad so why not!" I really hope you guys like this book and other books that I am making now. Reading and voting really gives me support to write the books. Thanks.

That's all from me. From your pensive penguin in disguise,
Pengu.