Chapter 6
Leo p.o.v
I looked at the picture of when my brothers and I were smaller. Why can't I be happy again like how I used to be. I sighed as I put the picture back on my wall. Along with the other capture moments." I failed them all.." I slice my razor again my wrist. 1 cut.." You did nothing but hurt them." 2 cuts..." You should be a better leader and brother."
3 cuts..." I made Lynn feel awful." 4 cuts...I look at my wrist as the blood drips down. I start to clean up my wrist with a rag. Knock knock." W-Who is it?" " It's me Lynn. Can I come in?" " Give me a second." I hurry trying to clean it and wrap it. I used a rag to try to soak up the new blood bleeding out." Come on hurry up.." I mumbled.
" Leo are you ok?" " Yeah just a second." I look at the rag as the bleeding finally stop. I grab my bandages and hurry to wrap up my wrist. Only to fail and have the bandages lose." No no come on." The door opened making my heart stop. " Leo are you o-" I froze looking at Lynn I put my arm between my thighs trying to cover it up.
He closed the door and rush to me." Leo what happen?" " What do y-you mean?" He looked at me with his worry filled eyes. He held out his hand. I slowly decided to give him my hand. He grabbed the bandages and wrap my wrist." Why?" I gulped and looked down in shame." I'm a horrible leader and brother." I said not giving a good reason why.
" Your great, don't let your thoughts get to you ok." I gave a little nod.
Lynn p.o.v
" You won't tell anyone will you?" He looked frighten. If this is his way of getting rid of his stress and fears. I hate to see if he doesn't have this escape. I sighed and held both of his hands." I won't tell anyone, but you have to promise me that you'll be careful. I don't want you hurt yourself badly or worst ok?"
He gave a cute little nod. I smiled and remembered what I wanted to say to him. I gulped remembering what Sensei said to me.
[Flash back to earlier]
" Even if it was one of my brothers?.." " No matter what Lynn. Do you have any questions about your sexuality?" " If I ask will you think less of me?" " Lynn.." Father put his hand on my shoulder." You are my son and you will be always no matter what. No matter if your were straight or bi or gay. You will always be my son."
I smiled and hugged him." So tell me what's on our mind?" " While I like one of my brothers." " Which one?" " Leonardo." " How do you feel towards girls?" " I'm not sure father I never met one." Father nods." All I can tell you my son is remember not to force love. It will come in time. I promise."
I nod smiling." Father could I go up top with Leo?" Father nod." Just be careful, and hide in the shadows." " I will father! Thank you!" I said already at the dojo door. I ran to Leo's door quick. I looked at the door before knocking." Here goes nothing.."
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