Damira

My body aches, the pain setting deep as my wolf heals the wounds. Outside the door, my human mate speaks with the pack doctor, worrying her lip every so often. Guilt twinges deep inside my heart.

I'm only going to continue hurting her. I always hurt the people I love. It's all I was taught about, growing up.

I can still remember the image of her tear stained cheeks as Soleil kneels beside my wounded figure. The heartfelt words and the care she took. All for me. All for someone cold and mean. I do not deserve someone like her.

Turning away from the sight of my mate, I watch the trees dance in the moonlight. Beyond them, the sea silent and our new found enemies knowhere to be seen. Who are they and what do they want?

As far as I can think, the only packs that exists are the ones on the island. Soleils pack was defeated by who knows what. However, could whatever attacked her pack, be the enemy? Who is the leader in all this? I sigh on frustration.

"Why are you sighing, my Alpha?" Her sweet voice cooed, her small frame welcoming warmth beside me. I eye her in the corner of my eye. She's so close. Too close. I clear my throat.

"Just stuff," I reply gruffly. Soleil hummed, fixing the blankets upon my legs. Her soft fingertips grazing my skin, goosebumps rising. Shit, this woman is making me want to do things imaginable.

"You feeling alright?" She asks, her face inching closer. My cheeks tinge red as she leans her forehead to mine, checking if I have a fever.

"F-Fine..." I lightly push her away, avoiding eye contact. Stop it, Mira. We can't give in... My wolf huffs.

Liar. Who says you haven't already given in.

She's right. So so right... But if she is ever alone with her who knows what truth she will find. She will be horrified. Scared. Soleil may even run away. The thought scares me. It's why I have rejected the mate bond.

"Your quite warm," Soleil mumbles, heading for a the tray of water. She pours the water into a cup and hands it to me. "drink up, your a bit flushed." Yeah because of you... I thought and took the cool water and took a sip. Soleil and I watch each other, silent conversation. A slight knock on the door interupted our connection and Baden walked in, a solemn expression plastered on his pale features.

"I have some news." Baden locked the door and walked over, grim. "Boats, size of army ships have arrived within sea water. Word has arrived that they wish to take over the Island and it's Luna." Soleils eyes widen and she leans closer towards me. Our enemy wishes to take my mate from me? The one good thing that the Moon Goddess has ever given me. I may not accept the bond, not yet, but I will not let her be taken. And I will certainly not let my Island be taken. 

"This is War, brother. I expect that more wolves are guarding the Island? What about the shore?" Baden nodded.

"We have put extra security around the Island, especially near the Villages. I've sent a message to the smaller packs on the Eastern and Western side of the Island."

"Good, when have you set the Meeting?" I ask, unconsciously curling a hand around my mates waist. Soleil jumps slightly, her gaze upon me. I hide the little grin I have and focus on Baden.

"In two moons." I nod and wave him off.

"Okay. Send a message to father, I'll need him to be present when we have the Meeting." Baden nods and leaves the room, tense silence now floating within the room.

"I thought you hated me, Damira," Soleil murmurs, glancing down at the hand around her waist. I pull her closer, my wolf purring. Maybe it's time.

"I thought I did too... But..." Soleil squeals as I pull her onto the bed, her small frame beneath me. I lean my forehead to hers, breathing hard. "your changing me. And I'm not too sure where it's going."

Her breathing hitched as I lean lower and kiss her brow, kiss her jaw and finally at the part where my Mark will lie. My mate tattoo upon my wrist burned with desire to mark her.

"W-What are you doing...?" She asks, breathless.

I pull away, sitting beside her. "forgive me. I went to far." Soleil takes my hand and leans her cheek against it. She wears a humble smile, almost looking relieved.

"You finally accept me..." I caress her cheek with my thumb.

"I'm sorry, Soleil. I... I'm still new to this. I'm afraid. God, I sound like a wuss. But I'm afraid that you might leave if you ever find out..." I couldn't finish. The hard reality that she'll run away if she finds out. Soliel wraps her small arms around me, her cheek against the back of my shoulder.

"We will face it when the time comes. I promise."

My heart soars, my wolf purring in delight. My mate, my strong mate. I cannot resist the bond any longer. I cannot resist my temping mate. Today has shown me, someone can love me, love someone so horrible and cruel. I hold my mate close, eyeing the moon. It's glare almost mocking me.

Soleils soft breathing conforms she has fallen asleep. I pick her up and set her down and onto the soft matress. Her lips mumbling silent words of protest. I caress her cheek softly and lie beside her. Soleil my beautiful mate. I will not let anyone hurt you. Fear lunges at me as the thought of my mother finding Soleil and putting a hand to my mate. I growl softly, holding my mate tighter. No way.

I've got my work cut out for me. I have to make up for my cruel words and actions. I'll do anything.

So here is chapter 20. Still a long way from the end. Maybe like 40 chapters or so lol. Anyways I'm not too sure if I'm satisfied with this chapter.

Damira has finally given in to the mate bond. About time right?

Feedback on this chapter is greatly appreciated!!! Thanks for the patience and reading my book! Love you all and stay safe ~