Tre

Are they being serious?!

I know their stupid cover story about mom's murder is a lie. Really? A mob boss wants us dead for killing his wife. That's the most stupid thing they could come up with.

If the Royals were to kill someone, they'd know. The Alphas killed my mom and i know they're trying to cover for them.

"Do you guys really believe I'm going to fall for your lies?" I said.

Momo scoffed as she crossed her arms, "Of course you will have something to say about what happened to mom.

I darted my eyes at her, what does she mean I'll have something to say? "The best lie you come up with is a damn mob boss? Try better, or how about you just tell the truth?!" I yelled.

My temper is very short, and holding in my confrontation about my mom's murder was killing me.

Tyrone touched my shoulder, trying to calm me down. But I don't want to, so i snatched my shoulder away from his grasp.

I don't want a lying manipulative brother of mine to touch me, let alone be near me.

Jhak face palmed himself in disappointment, he looked back up at me with worry in his eyes. "Tre, we're not lying and if we were a mob boss,  being angry at us will not be a lie to tell."

This time I scoffed, are these people even listening to themselves?! I looked at Nunu's calm still face.

She's to blame for my mom's dead, wait a minute maybe she was the actual person that killed my mom.

It all makes sense, mom tried to help her but she acted like a spoiled brat and refused the help. So when she faked her death, she kidnapped mom and killed her. All while she was killing Alphas.

Now she's over here acting all innocent, she's a murderer that killed her own blood. It's time to put her down.

I pointed at Nunu, "You! Mom's dead because of you! Now your dead!" I seethed before pulling my gun out.

Everyone around us went on high alert, while my target remained still. Her face was neutral as she stared back at me, not a single other expression came across her face.

"Tre, drop it!" Momo yelled as she pointed her gun at me. I looked at her, "You rather kill me than the person who killed our mother. Your protecting a murderer!!"

Monique edged closer to me and I quickly aimed my gun at her, "Come any closer and you die."

She quickly raised her hands, on the other hand Uni pulled her mother's gun out of her holster and aimed it at me.

"Try me, make one wrong move and YOUR dead." She gritted.

I laughed as I looked at each of my betraying family members. They'd kill me to hide their secrets and protect the stain of the family.

"Tre, just put your gun down and we can talk. There's no need for violence." Tyrone reasoned.

I turned my head to him, "Tyrone you know nothing about this family, all you do is hide. Honestly I don't think you are even my brother."

He frowned sadly which made me feel good. "Your mean, Tre." Jaja huffed as she and her brother stood behind a protective Momo.

I portrayed a sad face, "Aww and I don't care." Then i went back to my neutral face, "I'm tired of trying to act like the person you all want me to be. Mom helped me unravel the real me, so accept it."

Turning my head to Nunu i finally see a new expression on her. Though it's not the one I was expecting, she was smirking.

"What's got you smirking?" I said in disgust.

She tilted her head and scanned my body, "Psychopath recognizes psychopath." She hummed as she tilted her head up straight again.

A psychopath?

Now I'm even more disgusted, the fact that she's trying to say we're the same is just disrespectful. She's the only one with her illness, I'm perfectly fine.

"You and I are different, I'm normal and your a disgrace." I seethed.

I seem to have hit a button since i seen her slightly wince, it was barely noticeable but I seen it. I guess words hurt worst than bullets.

"Tre stop bullying-" Jhak spoke but was quickly hushed by Nunu's hand. She took in a slow breath before speaking.

"Tre, i know I'm a disgrace to this family. It's a curse I've been carrying since birth. But to hear people call me a disgrace always seem to hit my heart. I hate that pain, it leaves a lingering mark in my head. So from now on you will be the last person to call me a disgrace." She said calmly.

This made me laugh, she thinks she can boss me around. I have the-

Bang

~

Uni

I watched uncle Tre fall to the ground, he had a fresh bullet wound just at the center of his forehead.

Everyone in the room just stood there in shock, as the people outside the room were going crazy.

"H-he's dead" Travis shakily voice sounded.

Auntie Nunu lowered her gun as she clicked her tongue, "Yeah, he is." She said before turning to leave the room.

"Woah w-wait where are you going? You just...shot Tre." Uncle Jhak said. Fear was lacing in his voice.

Auntie Nunu turned her head to the side, but she kept her back turned. "Killed, i just killed Tre." She corrected before leaving.

~

Janunu

I walked out the room with my gun in hand. The hallways were busy with running people and sirens could be heard from afar.

I don't want to deal with the police, so I got outta there fast. Quickening my pace, I headed straight for the garage. Then i hijacked a gray 2005 Toyota Corolla.

My non-existing remorse for killing my brother was what made me smile. The fact that he thinks he's perfect really ticked me.

His big ego just couldn't handle the fact that his mom's death was not caused by Alphas. The lives of Royals are all about the Alphas and it bugs me.

Tre was acting out and it was right in front of my dead dad. It makes me wonder, did he come to the hospital genuinely to be there for dad, or was he there to make sure I didn't find out the truth?

His whole world revolved around him and his mom. When his mom died so did half of his world, which made him go insane.

Good thing i ended his world, now he wouldn't have to have half of a world. Instead there won't be a world.

Killing him was a good decision and I feel great about it.

I'm not mad at him for lying to me, i mean I would've lied too. But what shocked me was his delusional accusation about me killing his mom.

She's blessed enough that I didn't get a chance to kill her. If i were her killer, I would've own up to my work. Not give credit to some lame a** mobster.

Kindra's death is a life changer, now I don't have to have every little progress in my life ruined anymore.

My mind was plagued with my dad's last words to me. "Don't be the prisoner of your own mind, take control"

Dad knew the troubles i went and still go through, my hallucinations, my loss of control, my panic attacks, and my self harming.

My hallucinations started off as voices in my head during my killing spree when I was 17.

Eventually they stopped but then they came back twice as worst. I was having nightmares and the main character was me, I played all the roles. The victim and the killer, and I felt all the pain.

Now they're actual hallucinations of me, most of the time i see them when I'm thinking way too hard. Like when I woke up from being drugged by that two-faced cop.

I'm used to them now, but there are times when they are too unbearable that bad things happen.

One of those things are when I loose control of my body. I get stuck, it's like being paralyzed. I can see and hear things, but i have no control of my body.

The crazy part is it's not me controlling my body. When I'm stuck dad said that I walked and touched things, but i never talk or show emotions. I was careless (er) about everything and everyone.

And when that happens it takes a lot for me to gain control again, Monique said it's a demon possessing me but i think it's my second personality.

Another bad thing that happens when my hallucinations get out of control are my panic attacks. They used to happen everyday after i started to actually see my hallucinations.

But since I'm getting used to it, they're mild now. It's a good thing because I hated having panic attacks, I'd cry for help and it made me feel pathetic.

The last and worst bad thing that happens when my hallucinations get out of hand is when i try to hurt myself.

You could not believe the amount of scars i have on my body. They all came from knives, bullets, and burns.

That always resolved when I was finally giving in to my hallucinations. They wanted me to kill myself and as hard as I tried to withhold from them, i eventually grew tired and gave in.

The only people that ever personally experienced my traumatic situations are Monique and my dad.

I leaned more on my dad when i go nuts since he said his youngest sister went through my situation too. It was because of her mental illness that lead to her suicide.

Dad doesn't want that for me, so he made sure he was with me every single damn step of the way. He'd never let me go, now he's gone and i have to go through this all alone.