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Red looked at me and I was at a loss for words.

When I left the office with Red, I never returned again. I was too confused. I was worse off than I was when I first came.

When are you going to forgive yourself for what happened?

When on top of that I was in love with Red. I hid this from our sessions, since it was solely based on helping me deal with abuse. I loved her with everything in me.

But she has lied to me. I had a big problem with that.

Despite the letter I wrote her (and I hated expressing myself) she turned out to be the girl I was in love with back in high school. I was still coping with that.

And if that wasn’t enough my Mama died on me. I didn’t want to poison her but I had no choice. She once drugged me.

She blended the drug with strawberry daiquiri and gave it to me. Then she told me about what my Aunt and grandma faced in the air of oppression.

I still shuddered, thinking about my aunt being tied to a huge tree at the Big House (the Master’s Mansion) and those sick bitches cut her baby out of her womb...

A moment of silence for my aunt, and my first cousin...