What's up! I want to be in your world because I really feel God put us together. I'm writing in text form, the way I do when we text with cell phones, because its easier to say what I have to say and its quicker to write. I have tried nothing like this before but I want to be happy so I'm willing to do this for the first time in my life to be in a relationship with someone I care about, which is YOU. I want us to just accept each other for who we are. We are soul mates. We will last and finally get it right because we want to and because we are ready to start over fresh with no judgments of any kind, please.

When I come to you I will trust you and I do trust you. I have and will make sure I put all my baggage behind me. No more comparing you to my Ex. I may not hold psychic power but we just feel right when we look at each other and when we kiss oh God! When we kiss its like we just met for the first time. I love kissing you, OH YEAH! You're my girl and I want you to be there for my son...You are the aggressor! You are my life! I love when we're lying in the bed playing and my son Renaldo just burst into the room when you're tying to get my coochie!

I love that smile of yours. You're beautiful inside and out. And even thought we're both strong women and have soooooooo much in common we are still sooo different in sooo many ways. For example:

I love food. You love junk! I'm a fem. You're a stud. Your mannerisms are different. I would like for you to communicate with me more about your feelings. Please, please stop taking me so seriously. I love that you know when I'm playing. I will never hurt you, Red! I love you Pooh Bear! And please no secrets! No lies! And no people who want to fuck numbers or pictures and for you to let yourself love me. Don't hate because I'm like you. Embrace me more because you wouldn't accept me as your girlfriend if you didn't think I was special.

Thanks for going to therapy with me, to help me deal with my past. This truly allowed me to open up about my life and work on myself, and that made me a better person.

A better mother. And a better lover. We are both strong 'cause we have to be. All we had is and was our moms. The difference is that you wanted to be strong like mine and what we have in common with our "strongness" is that we are raising 11 year old boys that we want to be strong. Just please take your time with me, please! And have patience with me even in games because I love you very much and I will like to show you what real love feels like. And baby my humor is only in fun and sometimes when I'm nervous and this is a part of my soul. I won't make it seem so serious, Boo! I just love playing with you. I know my part as your lady, the main parts. Who is the woman and who is the man when it comes to the boys but anything else I don't know because I'm just trying to get to know. I hope I really get to have my second child with you. However God wants it.

Sincerely yours,

Miss Fate Williams