Long chapter, change of POV, and time change. Also Damien and Allisar up top or to the side.

~Damien~

It's cold, dark and might I say daring tonight. People say it's bad to go out in the night. Especially when our border is so close to no man's land and vampire territory. I don't like how much we as werewolves fear vampires. It's against all nature to even be near a vampire and is forbidden to ever mate with one as well. How can this be when my very own love is of the species that I have been forbid from.

Let me tell who I am for a second. My name is Damien Gray Cast and I am 20 years old. I'm current Alpha of Blue Moon and mated to Allisar Beu Mason son of a vampire sire (Leader of Vampire clan). Now it has been written in the laws of Nature since the first war between the two species that we keep to ourselves. Everything I was brought up to believe I am going against. My pack has no Luna and I'm mated to not only another species but a male at that.

I don't know how the pack and clan will go on without the next generation. Not only that but I've always wanted to be a father. I love Allisar and I would never wish him female because if I'm being honest I never liked the female personnel. Anyway back to the night itself. Today me and Allisar are meeting up for our one year anniversary of being mated.

We know the risks but we can't be separated completely. The last time this happened that I know of was Allisar's mother's bestfriend mating with a werewolf and the were both killed. There was said that the two women had a child that was lost to the world about the time I was 15. I know that it's true because I saw her once. I don't know her name or anything other than she was their child.

She was kept hidden from the world. I saw her when My parents were talking with the clan leader aka Allisar's father. Her mom was visiting the clan and had brought her daughter, hidden of course but I saw her. My pack does not hate vampires I have made sure of that but it's still forbidden to be as one. We share things though and talk on occasion. That is how Allisar and I met was in a meeting about rouges from both kinds. That is another reason it is dangerous to be out at night. Rouge attacks are a huge problem between us in no man's land.

I guess tonight just proves that statement because nothing could have prepared me for what happened tonight.....

(2 years earlier)

~Lunary~
Two weeks have past since Emma and Ethan were born and I leave today. Being here in this pack has been amazing and I feel so welcomed. I'm really gonna miss this place I'm really sad to have to leave but I have to. There are more couples that need me and I have to find them and give them just what I gave this pack.

The pack as one I can say I've never seen them more happy than when the twins were born. As for them little monsters, I'm gonna miss them. I don't feel possessive over them but I love them. This is my family. This pack is my home and I will come back and I'm keeping tabs on them...

I'm saying farewell for now at the moment. "Hey guys-" tears streaming down my face along with them "- it's time, I've Said goodbye to everyone but you. This is not goodbye though ok, I will be back and you take care of my niece and nefew. I love you, all four of you. If I ever come close to here again in the twelve years I will visit. Be prepared for me even if I'm pregnant ok. I'll call you and you have my number so don't be strangers. Send pictures and I'll send presents every birthday. I-i-i god this is hard- uh I'll miss you guys so much." I spoke through tears while hugging them close. I think this is the most I have cried in the entire time I've been here and that's saying something.

" gosh baby girl well miss you too and expect all the pictures. By the time you come home you could make six million books of pictures. I'll max out your phone" Jack spoke with a rough voice trying not to cry but failing. He handed over Emma and hugged me so tight I thought I might pass out. I got a little lightheaded when he let go but it's was so worth it. I love Jack hugs.

On to Aiden, he handed the babies over to Jack right away and picked me up. At this moment I'm completely balling my eyes out. "Sissy!!! Don't leave I love you so much!! I'm gonna miss you to much. I'm sure the goddess will understand. We can fine another couple in this pack and you can stay longer." Aiden demanded balling he always was a drama queen but I love him for it. I hugged him back saying I had to go but I'll be back.

After some time he let go and I took the twins from Jack and hugged them saying I loved them and telling them they were aunties babies. That made the guys laugh. A bunch more tears and I handed the babies back over. Ok it's time I'm leaving. I wonder what the world has in store on this journey ahead. Bring it on world...

*Two years later*

~Alistair~
I can't believe it's been a year since I've betrayed and continued betraying my breed. Just the thought of Damien makes me want to die happy. I know it's wrong to love a wolf but he is everything I need. Plus Kate is an example that our breeds mix on occasion. Kate being my mom's bestfriend and my god mom. She was murdered after mating with a wolf named Nina.

I know the risks we are taking but Momma Kate and her mate kept it hidden for thirteen years or more and had a kid. Well they say that the couple did and I know it's true as well because I saw her the same day I first saw Damien. At the time I had no idea he was my beloved but I felt safe around him.

Anywho today is the anniversary of Damien and I being as one. Also know as the day we crossed paths again and found out were mates. Night is the only time we see each other but lately it's been hard. All of the attacks are creating curfews and it make it hard to leave. Thankfully tonight my guard was away talking with my father so I was able to sneak away.

We have to meet in no man's land so no one will see us. Also if they come looking for us they won't ever think to come on no man's land because of attacks. Again it's a risk but it one I'm willing to take in order to see Amica mea. (My love)

Pitch black in silence I stealthily crept threw the darkness. I kept an ear out for sudden movements and signs of intrusion. Making my way to the gracefully planted willow tree. It's funny how so much evil can lay in such beauty. So much pain is embeded  into the soil that lay so peacefully.

When I make to the tree I see my home, my soul, and my entire being standing with flowers protruding from the embrace of his arms.
"Amica Mea, how is it that you always look so peaceful. Especially when your are an Alpha to a pack and are in depth with that of an enemy breed?"I asked full of wonder on how he thinks and feels. Setting down a basket I made before I left I glance at his attire wanting nothing more than to ravish him.

"Well Alli(pronounced Ollie) it is because with you the world denigrates. When I look at you all doubt or fear vanishes because you are worth every risk. For if I were to die here I would die knowing I love you and I will always choose you." God he really knows how to bring the tears with his speeches. He says those words while looking into the depths of my soul and holding my hands, sealing his words with a kiss.

I was so caught up in his words I didn't even realise my walls went tumbling. It wasn't until I was thrown into a tree nearby I realized we had company. Very bad company and the cause of the attacks, Rogues. We were compromised. There were to many and without knowing I linked my father. I saw Damien linking his pack, it was over we were dead if we didn't and separate if we did.

It was a choice we made in fear of losing the other to death. We fought with all our hearts trying to stall until our pack and clan showed up. We were loosing quick and just as I looked to Damien I saw him pinned. My heart stopped, I thought he was gone but same thing I would have never expected happened...

~Lunary~
It's been two years since I first left my home and my first birth. I've given birth six times. Two sets of twins, three singles, and one set of triplets. I've learned a lot about different cultures and languages. I've been to many different places around the world and I love meeting new people.

When you grow up only knowing three people you get a little excited to meet more. Well at least that's how it is for me. I've made many friends and taken many picture that I've sent to my boys back at home. I had to get a bigger memory card to hold all of my pictures and pictures of the twins with the guys. I've been sent to Illinois this time and I'm excited.

Although I've heard there's been a lot of negative activity around where I'm headed. As i was driving through no man's land a feeling of dread washed over me and I stopped the car immediately. Suddenly I saw a purple light and I knew the goddess was leading me to my next couple. They were in trouble I could feel it. They were scared and hurt. I must get to them fast so I ran using my vamp speed and what I saw was horrid. A bunch of Rogues both wolf and vamp were ganging up on a wolf and vamp who I sensed was my couple. The wolf was pinned and a vampire was about to end him.

I couldn't let that happen. I ran to the vamp and ripped his heart out and everyone looked at me. Then all hell broke loose using both my wolf and vamp strength and speed I tore through the wolves and vamps. Somewhere along the way a clan and pack showed up. I didn't care I need to protect my couple like a wolf protecting it's pup. They stare at me in amazement.

Once I was finished I turned to my couple and helped them up. " are you ok guys. I'm sorry if I scared you but I had to protect you. " It wasn't til that moment I realized my couple was just like my parents. The pack and clan were both looking at my couple with looks of disbelief and one woman looked with understanding.

No one said anything for what seems like forever. "Thank you" a voice spoke from behind me and I look to see it was the vampire of my couple.

"No need to thank me honey it is my job as Birthgiver to protect my couple. I guess your secrets out that you are mated or that he's your beloved. I understand you are afraid but no harm will come to you." I spoke with power and determination and promise as I looked at them.

"Couple? What do you mean and mated? That can not be they are of two different species it is forbidden." A man I am assuming is Sire of the clan voiced. I'm also assuming he is the father of one of my couple. I can feel their power.

"Yeah and he's our Alpha he can't be mated to a male. We need an heir." A pack member voiced and mumbles of agreement were passed.

"ENOUGH!" I demanded using the strength of our goddess to power my voice. It was silent so I continued.

"What you have said is true but it is not impossible. I am proof of that. Also I know you have rules but are you really going to kill your leader and soon to be leader just because of what our goddess did. If it's so wrong than why did the goddess and sire  do it? Who are you to decide the fate of a love the goddess and sire placed, to defy what she created?-"

"- Maybe she did this for a reason. Maybe they were put together to stop a feud that was placed so long ago. Maybe she wants piece between her children, where they can be as one." By the end of my speech tears were rushing down my face but I wasn't done.

" As for the heir. That is why I was sent here. I am the Birthgiver, made so by the goddess and sire herself. I give male mated couples a chance at a family. I have documentation that the child or children will have no part of me once they are born. Tests proving I share no DNA with the children I birth. I have given birth seven different times. Four singles, three twins, and a set if triplets." I spoke facts and truth with every word and the tears still running down my face.

" and finally I am living proof that two different species can have a child. I am the daughter of Nina and Kate Scott. They were both murder before my eyes on my thirteenth birthday. I was kept a secret and passed between parents and had only one friend who also died but he died in my arms. -"I had to stop to breath before I continued.

"-I was scared and alone running from the scene of their death for breaking the law. Right before I left my mom Nina mind linked me saying to run and never look back until I felt I was safe. I didn't listen though and I looked back to see mom's head removed and momma's heart ripped out." I was on my knees at this point. The tears won't stop and my couple hugged me as I cried in the telling of my parents.

"My mommas didn't do anything wrong. They loved each other and decided to have me using a Giver. They are the reason I'm doing what I'm doing. I was given the opportunity to make a difference after the death of my mate and myself. He too died in my arms on my birthday. All of these things happened for a reason. I am now a Birthgiver to both vamps and wolves. The point is, are you really going to judge your leaders just because they were caught in the hands of a cruel but beautiful fate?" I have risen up by now and stopped crying my voice strong but cracking.

"How many more people have to die before you realize what your doing is wrong? So much pain and loneliness, and for what? So you can keep a rule that was made at the beginning of time? When can we call truce? Most importantly how with the future of your pack and clan be if there is no one to lead them?" My voice is begging them to listen.

I don't want to hurt anyone but if they try to hurt my couple I will fight them in this. Only this time when I look them in the eyes I see understanding and some tears. I don't speak of my parents much because it hurts but it had to be done.

A woman came up to my from the clan and judging by the power she's the sires mate and mother to one of my couple. She dropped to her knees and hugged my stomach.

"Omg child you look so much like your mother. She was my bestfriend. I knew of her relationship with your other mother but I didn't care. She told me about you and when I heard of her death I tried to find you. I'm so sorry I didn't find you Lunary..." when she spoke of my mother I melted in her embrace. I always thought that no one knew, that I was alone. I hugged her back and wiped her tears. She then ran to her son and his werewolf mate and hugged them.

"Ok so I'm Lunary and I'm a Hybrid. What are your names couple?" I softly asked seeing that they are still processing what just happened.

"Allisar, nice to meet you" Allisar introduced. Following after his mate"Damien" spoke.

"Well Allisar, Damien how would you like if I was your Birthgiver? Meaning I'll take your sperm and conjoin it as one with a spell and injecting it into myself. Following the injection I will carry you baby/ babies for two months and then stay two weeks after for feeding and rest." I questioned looking at them with a hopeful smile. They remind me so much of my parents and I would love to help them.

They both looked at each other and then at me with teary eyes and both announced a proud "yes". Both the pack and clan cheered at the beginning of their future starting. They both agreed that the rule is being terminated as of today for this state. I really feel like I've made a huge difference and I feel like my moms are proud of me. I wish there was something I could of done to stop their death.

After a long day and a treaty made no man's land became neutral land for vamps and wolves and the construction of a Pan(pack and clan) house started. Also in other news more mates and beloveds were founded between clan and pack.

We all decided to call it a day and the ceremony was scheduled for tomorrow after the clan and pack doctor examine me. I will stand in from of my couple and inject myself the two months later they will have themselves a child or children...

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Wow guys it took me a while to write this and a lot of mistakes and rewrites. Anyway thus is by far my longest chapter. Also welcome to Damien and Allisar's part.

I love you all and thanks for your support it means the world to me!!

Okay so I forgot the question last chapter so I have two this time.

Question 1. Are you a morning or night person?

- personally I'm a night person. I love the night.

Question 2. Movie theatre or stay at home movie?

- for me I choose stay at home because I can relax and laugh as loud as I want without judgement. Also not having to pay out the ass for food.

Alright everyone thanks for reading and have a wonderful night or day.

Lots of love LoL,

Buba