"Wake up Olivia, We are going out." I hear Damien say from beside our bed. I instantly get up and kiss his cheek like he has instructed me to do long ago. When I go to walk past him to the closet, he grabs my arm. I try not to wince from his tight grip.

"You know I love you right?" He says into my ear. I nod and try to pull away from him. "Say it Olivia. I want you to say it to me." He says, breathing heavier. I gulp and lean back to look in his eyes, I know where this will lead if I say what he wants. It will lead to the same thing, me naked and underneath him. If I don't say it, it will earn myself with more bruises on my body.

I try to take a step back from him but he keeps me tight in his grip. I look away, feeling myself start to shake. I shake my head, no. I cant go through that again, I still hurt the last time he used me.

I feel him push me on the bed and before I recover, he is on top of me, staring into my eyes. I feel his hand smooth my hair away from my face, moving down to my jaw before gripping my jaw tight. I lay still as I can beneath him as he slams his lips on to mine.

His grip on my jaw tightens which makes me opens my mouth slightly, he takes his chance and slips his tongue in my mouth; exploring it. Groaning, He pulls back slightly as I try to catch my breath, his eyes roam over my face.

"I'm sorry." Damien suddenly says, surprising me. I blink at him. "Why wont you talk to me anymore. I haven't heard your beautiful voice in months. Just one word for me baby." He pleads.

I keep my mouth shut, not saying a word. I learned soon after I was back in Damien's hold that not talking is better then talking around him. I use to fight back with everything I got but after a year of only being outside a few times, it gives your hopes up quite quickly.

I'm not sure what happen to everyone in my life, but after Damien had made me sign the marriage contract, it seems that Damien is the only one in the world. I'm not sure if I can survive without him now if I'm alone in the world and that is exactly what he wanted all along; for me to depend on him for everything. He has fired all the house maids so I now I have the duty to do all the house chores except cooking.

"Lets go, we wont be gone long." Damien says, surprising me once more, he didn't hurt me, not even a pinch. I walk towards the closet and feel him slap my butt hard making me jump. Damien laughs behind me while yelling to be ready quickly.

When I get to the foyer to see Damien smiling at me, I smile a bit back, feeling nervous to go out. I haven't been out of our apartment in a couple of months. I put my hand in his and smile at him a bit more. I come to learn to just go with everything Damien says or do unless I want to get hurt.

We get to his car garage and soon we are driving off. I look intently out the window, trying to see everything since I am not sure how long it will be until I see it again. Damien puts his hand on my thigh and I ignore it.

We all to soon come to a stop and I look around confused, it looks like a warehouse. I look at Damien confused and he just smiles softly at me. He gets out of the car and I follow him. He wraps his arms around my waist while we come up to a door with a burly man standing there.

Damien whispers something into his ear, the man nods and opens the door. Damien's hand pushes me in front of him, making me walk in the door first. It's a long hallway with red lights hanging from the ceiling.

I look up at Damien to see him with a small smirk, he shifts his eyes down to me and smiles more. I quickly look forward and take a deep breath to calm my nerves. We come to another door but before it opens Damien turns me to him.

"Honey, we are just going to watch today, I know you will love it once you see all the fun we could have." He says while I just stare at him in confusion. Damien leans down and places his lips on mine, I hold still while he forces his tongue in my mouth to explore.

I feel his hand tightening on my hair, meaning that he wants me to kiss him back. I slowly move my lips, syncing with his. Damien moans while grabbing my hair tighter in a death grip. I whimper and Damien pulls back, smiling in victory down at me.

"When we get home, you go straight to bed and wait for me." He says and then opens the door, leading me inside. His words left my mind instantly once I saw what was behind the door.

I look around shocked at what's going on around me, I step back but Damien pushes me to walk in further much to my dismay. Seeing men and women sitting around, watching as both genders are getting pleasure.

All sorts of equipment line the walls, some being used and some aren't. Damien and I come to an empty couch that gets a clear view of the whole place.

A women in a skimpy outfit comes up to us and offers us drinks, I can see her drooling over Damien's looks. She can have him for all I care. Damien takes to drinks and hands one to me. I only take a few sips, trying to avoid any contact with the people around me.

"This is a club for people who like this kind of thing, the whipping and bondage." Damien tells me.

I now realize what this place is, It's a bdsm club. I look at Damien in shock, how could he have brought me here. I go to stand up but Damien hand stops me, he gives me an angry glare and I slowly sit back to my position

"We are just watching Olivia, I wanted to show you have things work. Like I would ever let anyone see so much of you. We would do all of this in private between just the two of us." Damien says lowly while I nod in understanding.

Damien leads me around and explain things to me while making me watch a some of the groups or just a couple. We have been here for half a hour and I have gotten use to not making eye contact with any of the half naked people or the people who are tied up.

"Lets go Olivia, I am hungry." Damien says and tightens his hand that's connected with mine. We get out of the building quickly enough and without trouble of having to see anything else.

I get in the car and wait for Damien, he is talking to the guard that was outside the door. I hear my stomach growl and sigh, maybe Damien will let me eat something if we are grabbing food. I haven't been able to eat a proper meal in about a week. Only grabbing small scraps here and there, Damien says that I don't deserve to eat any proper meals when he got angry last week.

Since then, he has made sure that I don't get any food unless he tells me I can have it. By that I mean if he accidently drops food on the ground or throws it at me and if I catch it in my mouth, then I can eat it. That is another one of his games he likes to play with me.

I'm snapped out of my thoughts when a hand is placed on my knee, I didn't even notice Damien has gotten in the car. He starts driving off, cursing at the traffic that slows us down.

I stare out the window, ignoring Damien's hand that inches up slowly, I have gotten use to this. I would love to fight back but where would that get me, back on that bed, tied up and beaten.

"You know I love you, right Olivia?" Damien says, his hand is rubbing on the inside of my thigh. He looks at me for my answer and I nod. He just sighs and shakes his head while looking back at the road.

"I want you to speak Olivia, I'm tired of this nonsense of you not talking." Damien speaks again. I can hear the angry undertone in his voice. I don't understand why he wants me to speak, he has always told me to be shut up or starts getting more mad when I start talking.

I just look out the window, slightly shaking. Damien's hand tighten even more on my thigh. I can feel the tension in the air that he has made.

"Lets go eat something." He says and I see that we are at a restraint. I quickly get out of the car and catch up to Damien who is waiting at the door for me. I avoid eye contact when I walk past him to go inside.

I see only a few people around. We go to the counter and wait for Damien to order. I notice Damien ordered two meals, maybe he will let me eat not just scraps this time.

We get to a table with our food and Damien hands me a plate full of food. I look at him in surprised. "Eat it all Olivia, I don't need question if you have to go to the hospital for how skinny you are." He says, seemingly agitated.

I begin to nod but then I remember how angry he got in the car for me not speaking anymore. "Thank you." I quietly whisper and I see him stare at me with an unknown emotion. I will talk for a short amount of time until Damien says I need to be quiet again and then I will go back to being mute.

I dig into my food, stuffing my mouth with delight on how great everything taste. I hear a chuckle behind me and I slowly turn to see a very handsome man standing there, staring at me. My eyes widen and forgetting that Damien is sitting right next to me, I give him a small wave with a smile.

I hand goes to the back of my neck, forcing me to look away. "Do you need something?" Damien ask him in a tight voice. I gulp ever so slightly.

"No, I was just going to compliment your beautiful assistant. I'm Allen." I hear the man, Allen, say. A blush slowly creeps up on to my face from his compliments. Sure, I get compliments from Damien but its different when in the next minute he could be giving me another bruise.

"This is my wife, now go away. Olivia, we are leaving." Damien says and grabs my arm, pulling me up and out of the restaurant. We get to the car and Damien slams me up against the car, making me whimper in pain.

"Tell me your mine, I want you to say it." Damien whispers into my neck. I turn my head and look into the restaurant through the windows to see the man staring right back at me.

He isn't smiling or anything but the look he has in his eyes makes a shiver run down my spine, a good one full of hope. Allen turns, breaking eye contact with me that was less then five seconds. I turn back to Damien who is now hugging me tight like a teddy bear that someone will take from him at any moment.

"I'm yours Damien. All yours."

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