Chapter Fourteen

Do It Slow

What I found out change the whole course of my sanity. She kept begging for me to continue, but I just laid on top of her while my cock was buried on her virgin pussy.

"Y-you're a virgin..." lutang kong pag-uulit nang makabawi habang nakatitig lang sa kanya. "H-how did that... happen?"

"Eux—" hindi niya natapos ang sasabihin nang walang sabi akong umangat palayo sa kanya at hinugot ang sarili pagkatapos ay bahagyang lumayo.

I sat on the edge of my bed. I was so damn confused. Lasing lang ba ako? Was she really pure? Gusto ko na sanang kwestiyunin ang mentalidad ko pero malinaw sa dugong nangingintab sa aking kahabaan na totoo ang nalaman ko. I really just ripped her hymen.

I didn't looked at her when the bed moved. Sa gilid ng aking mga mata ay kinuha niya ang comforter pagkatapos ay ibinalot sa kanyang katawan pagkatapos ay lumapit at umupo sa tabi ko.

"I-I'm your first..."

Nalaglag ang mga mata ko nang walang sabi niyang ipagsalikop ang aming mga kamay. She pressed her hand gently and firmly on mine.

"You haven't taken me fully yet and that's not how I want to remember my first. You already started it so you must finish it now, Eux."

I swallowed the bile on my throat when I looked back at her. May mga kiss mark siya sa leeg at itaas ng dibdib dahil sa gigil kong pag-angkin kanina.

"But how? All this time I thought you're liberated. Hell, I saw you the first night we met with a waiter and last week you cheated on me so how come you're still a virgin?"

Sunod-sunod ang paglunok niya nang makipagtitigan na akong muli sa kanyang mga mata ngunit sa pagtulong muli ng kanyang mga luha ay tuluyan nang napawi ang lahat ng galit at sama ng loob kong naramdaman. I raised my hand to wipe her tears. Hinila ko pa siya para isandal sa aking balikat. I closed my eyes when I kissed her hair.

"I'm sorry... I know you're still mad at me for what I did, but I told you it was nothing. I guess I just did that because deep in my heart I still feel like you're not that sexually attracted to me so I needed another man's attention to prove me wrong. To know that I am fine. Na walang mali sa akin dahil tinanggihan mo ako ng gabing 'yon."

"Oh please... I told you my reasons, baby..." I said now facing her with both of my palms on her face, wiping her tears.

"You don't have any idea how attracted I am to you. Na sa tuwing nahahalikan kita para akong natutunaw. You made me feel things I never thought I was capable of feeling. Sa tuwing nararamdaman ko ang init mo gusto ko na lang mabaliw. Gusto kong ipadama sa 'yo lahat ng kagustohan kong angkinin ka, sambahin, markahan, pero pinipigilan ko dahil nirerespeto kita. I don't want our relationship to focus on sex until we get married. I want to give you time to be completely ready for it because I don't want you to regret it."

Marahan kong idinikit ang aking noo sa kanya. Both of my thumb continued moving back and forth her cheeks. Masuyo kong hinagkan ang kanyang mga labi.

"I will not regret a thing and swear that date with that man was nothing. It's you that I want. Mahal kita... mahal na mahal kita. I'm sorry, Euxerre... I'm so sorry for hurting you."

Mabilis akong umiling. I stared at her eyes again and began shaking my head. Habang nakatitig sa kanya ay wala na akong maramdaman. As if what she did was already forgotten. As if it never happened.

Tuluyan na akong natalo at nakalma habang nakatitig sa kanya. Parang hindi ko na magawa pang magalit. There was something in her words that made me believed. Damang-dama kong mahal niya ako at iyon ang tumapos sa lahat ng sakit.

"I'm sorry for hurting you, too... Oh God baby, you should've told me."

Umiling siya at bahagyang natawa. Napangiti na rin ako.

"You can make up to me by continuing it."

"Are you sure?"

She nodded gently. "I don't want to remember only pain for losing my virginity so please... give me something I should remember. Make love to me, Euxerre... Please just make love to me."

Nang hindi pa ako makagalaw ay walang sabi na siyang lumipat sa aking ibabaw. She take my clothes off. Sa paglaglag ng comforter sa kanyang katawan ay napaawang na ang aking mga labi.

Seeing and holding her naked body for the second time gave me fear. Kung paano ko iayos ang kamay sa kanyang katawan ay walang-walang sa ginawa ko kanina. I held her like she was the most precious thing in the world. Buong pag-iingat ko siyang kinarga at muling ibinalik pahiga sa kama. She watched me removed all of the clothes that was left in my body. Ilang beses siyang napalunok nang tuluyan ko nang mahubad ang boxers ko at ngayon ay nakatitig na siya sa aking pagkalalaki.

"Are you really sure about this?"

She nodded vehemently. "Kiss me now, Euxerre... make love to me."

And so I did. Kung paano ko siya halikan bago kami nag-away ay gano'n ko siya hinalikan ngayon. The kiss went from sweet and gentle to hungry and full of desire. Parehas kaming muling mabilis na nalunod sa kamunduhan.

"Ohhhh..." she moan when I started caressing her breasts while sucking and thumbing her nipples.

Now I understand why her body was shaking and so sensitive the first time my mouth and hands roamed in her body. Iyon ay dahil ako pa lang ang kauna-unahang lalaking nakagawa sa kanya ng ganito. I was the first man who kissed and touched her like this. Ako lang.

Imara's mouth dropped open in a long moan of pleasure as she felt my cock's head rubbing against her wet pussy and spreading the lips as it slowly thrust back inside her.

"Tell me to stop if it hurts so much."

She nodded. I kissed her again and continued burying my shaft deeper inside. I felt her nails dug on my back as I sink deeper and deeper until I was fully inside her.

Nalunod ang mga ungol namin sa aming mga labi. Nagpatuloy kami sa paghahalikan. I knew she was in pain and I don't want to hurt her again so I took my time and distracted her by my kisses. Nang maramdaman kong nalilibang na siya ay dahan-dahan kong hinugot ang sarili at mas mabagal na ibinaon ulit iyon sa kanyang pagkababae. I did it repeatedly until I felt her loosen up. Basang-basa at sobrang dulas na niya.

"How's the pain, baby?" I asked now gasping as I control myself to stop fucking her fast because the pleasure I was getting inside her was already making me crazy.

"It's not that painful anymore."

I planted kisses on her cheeks. "Masarap na?"

She nodded. "Just do it slow. I want to feel you slowly, love..."

That made me smirked. Mas binagalan ko ang paggalaw kaya damang-dama ko lahat ng sensasyong ibinibigay na kanyang naglalawang pagkababae.

Nanatiling nakaawang ang kanyang bibig habang patuloy ako sa paggalaw sa kanyang ibabaw. I stopped kissing her. Bahagya akong umangat upang titigan ang aming mga kasariang nag-iisa. I concentrated pushing and pulling myself out of her with slow and gentle rhythm and each time I hear her moans, I would groaned.

"Ohhh!" Napahawak siya sa aking mga kamay nang igiling ko ang balakang bago may kaunting bilis na ipasok muli ang pagkalalaki sa kanya.

"Do you like that?"

"Uh-hmm. It feels good... oh gosh, so this is sex... it's really something, huh?"

Natawa ako. "It's not sex until you cum."

"Orgasm?"

"Uh-hmm."

"But wait... you don't wear any condom."

"Do you want me to?"

Walang pag-aalinlangan siyang umiling.

"They say it's best when nothing on. Mas randam daw ng lalaki. Totoo ba? Do you... like it?"

Ako naman ang napatango. Wala sa sariling nakagat na rin ang labi. I don't usally talk when fucking someone because I don't want to be distracted, but even Imara's voice was pleasure to my ears. I feel like that alone could make me cum.

"You're my fiancée and we're about to get married. I don't think a condom is needed, too."

"Ahhhh... that feels nice, baby..."

Nakagat ko ang aking labi at muling inulit ang ginawa. I now started doing the alphabet and she loved it. Imara made the most delicious sounds. She was moaning softly and lewdly when I hit the sensitive spots. Paunti-unti ay bumibilis na ang aking mga paggalaw. Muli kong ibinaba ang sarili upang halikan siya.

I never really liked doing missionary unless I like the woman I am fucking but with my fiancée, it was the only position I wanted to do. Gusto kong kabisaduhin kung paano malukot ang kanyang mukha, kung paano niya kagatin ang kanyang labi, kung paano siya umungol habang sarap na sarap sa pag-ulos ko. God she was heaven.

Mahigpit niya akong niyakap at sinagot muli ang aking mga halik. We kissed for another minute until I couldn't take it anymore.

"Can I go faster, love? This is killing me already."

Hindi ko inasahan ang pagtawa niya. "Is that what you want all these minutes?"

"Yeah... You'll make me cum fast if we do it this way."

She bit her lip and nodded. "Do what you want. I'm all yours now, baby."

I let out a low, animalistic groan as my phase changed its rhythm and began pounding her pussy hard and fast the moment she gave me permission. Para akong animal na matagal bago nakawala sa kulungan. It has been a while since I had sex, but this was by far the best because I am doing it with the woman I adore and love so much!

"Hmmph! Ahhh!"

"Oh, Eux! Ohhhh..." she purred, closing her eyes as I continued fucking her hot, yearning, and dripping pussy.

I thrust back and forth with vigor, taking her close to the brink of an orgasm. Humigpit ang kapit niya sa aking katawan. Her breathing became heavy. Napabaon ang ulo ko sa kanyang leeg. I sucked it, wala na sa sarili dahil sa nag-uumapaw na sarap sa pag-iisa ng aming mga katawan.

When I sensed that she was finally going to come, I slowed down, and then fucked her speedily when she was about to burst. What I did became too much for her, but I did not stop until her body began shaking as the rush of orgasm hit her like a train.

"Ohhh baby! Ohhh, Euxerre—ahhhh!"

I didn't stop. Her legs were shaking uncontrollably. I pound her more.

"Ohhhh love! Oh gosh I'm—ohhh!" She continued crying out in passion.

I Instantly embraced and kissed her passionately as I rocked her back and forth. I was nearing the edge as well, pero hindi ko siya gustong mabitin. And I'm glad I did because if not, I wouldn't know that she was a squirter.

Agad niyang natakpan ang bibig nang bumuhos ang napakaraming likido sa kanyang pagkababae. Seeing her lose her mind as her fluid gushed into me was the sexiest thing and definitely the best fuck I've ever experience. Tinangka niya pang takpan iyon pero agad ko lang kinuha ang kanyang kamay. I replaced it with my hand but not to stop the liquid from coming out but to give her more pleasure.

"I-I'm peeing! Ohhh I'm sorry!"

I just smirked and started rubbing her cunt. Hindi pa siya natatapos ay naipasok ko na ang dalawang gitnang daliri sa kanyang pagkababae at walang sabi iyong ginalaw para muli siyang tulungang labasan.

"It's not peeing love... You just squirted..." I trailed off, now kissing her ears as I hold her body tight and fuck her with my fingers. "And it's fucking sexy."

"E-Eux..."

"I want you to cum again... Just let it all out. Squirt on my hand just enjoy it, baby."

Nanghihina siyang tumango. Nahihiya pa rin kaya malugod ko siyang hinalikan ulit. I suck on her nipples while I kept fucking her with my fingers. Nang lumakas muli ang mga ungol niya ay ibinalik ko ang mga halik sa kanyang labi. I continued pleasuring her until she squirted again. Hindi niya sinasadyang makagat ang aking labi upang pigilan ang pagsigaw pero hindi naman ako nasaktan.

Her body was convulsing. Mas malala ang pangalawang beses na nilabasan siya. Seeing her weak because of pleasure was already a success to me. Hinang-hina na siya at wala na akong pakialam kung mabitin ako kaya hinayaan ko na munang magpahinga kami. I rolled on the other side of the bed and took her with me.

Wala akong ginawa kung hindi ang yakapin lang siya habang nasa ibabaw ko. She was silent, still panting and recovering from having an orgasm twice. I gave her time to rest. Okay lang din kung tapos na dahil nagawa ko na naman ang gusto niya. For sure she wouldn't forget about her first time because I would never forget about it.

"Does it feel good, love?" I asked after minutes of silence.

Nahihiya siyang tumango ang mukha ay nakabaon lang sa aking leeg at yakap ako.

"I peed on your bed."

"I told you it's not just a simple pee. You have no idea how hot it is for me to know that you're a squirter."

"What do you mean? Hindi ba lahat gano'n? Am I the only one?"

She asked, worry was visible in her face. Inabot ko ang kanyang mukha na nakadungaw sa akin. Marahan akong umiling.

"Not all women can do that."

"B-but... do you like it? Please be honest with me. I'm embarrassed."

"I love it, baby. You don't have to be embarrassed by it."

She pursed her lips and kisses me, but before that kiss became wild again, she stopped when she remembered something.

"How about you? D-did you... cum?"

I shook my head. "It doesn't matter. You can take a bath and rest now. I'll replace the bed so you can sleep here and spend the night if you want."

Hindi siya sumagot. Hinayaan kong magpahinga na muna siya pero hindi ko inasahan ang mga salita niya sa muling pagtukod ng kanyang mga siko sa kama upang magkatitigan kaming muli.

"C-can I... ride you?"

"W-what?"

"I don't think I can rest knowing that I failed to return the favor so please... Can I ride you, love? I'll do my best to make you cum, too..."

Bago pa ako makasagot ay nakalipat na siya sa aking ibabaw. I watched her take my still-hard shaft and positioned herself on top of it.

"Please?" She asked again, wala na akong ginawa kung hindi ang mapatango at mapaungol na lang nang walang sabi na niyang upuan ang aking kahabaan.

Damn, that was clearly the best request I've ever granted my whole life.