"Lix listen to me-"

"Jaemin please, it's enough!"

"B-But baby-"

"Don't call me that!"

"Felix I'm sorry, I'll make it up, please give me another chance."

Felix sighed. He had enough of the man. The gaunt brown haired boy was almost on his knees in front of the freckled blonde in repentance. The lad was handsome, perhaps in his twenties. He was dressed in dark brown jacket and black jeans. No doubt he was handsome. But he was also that kind of a person...with a handsome countenance but a cruel, malicious heart.

Felix was quite adamant. Whatever he did to him was...unforgivable. Just unforgivable.

"Jaemin..." Felix said, keeping his calm composure, "I can't. Whatever we had in the past is over, completely over. I can never ever forgive you for whatever happened. So please, please leave and don't bother me."

"B-But-"

"Why can't you leave me alone?" Felix screamed, not too loud, "You've done enough. Didn't this repentance hit you back then when you left me when I needed you THE MOST? Jaemin, whatever you did, I'm soory, but it cannot be revived. So please. Leave tight now and let me live for some moments.

Jaemin stood up.

"Is it that Hwang guy for whom you are not accepting me?" Jaemin asked in a sarcastic tone, full of spite and deep rooted hatred.

Felix quickly looked up, shooting a look of pure disgust at the young brunette in front of him. He looked...really angry.

"Don't," he growled, "Don't dare say a word about him. Blame your own sick actions for what we are now. Hwang Hyunjin has nothing to do with it. And...for your kind information, yes! He's my fiance and also my baby's father," Felix lightly touched his stomach, "I love him truly. Now, as I've told you almost everything, you can easily see that there is no space at all for a bitch like you. So, if you have still some brain cells left to understand the fact, LEAVE!"

Jaemin looked dejected. He sighed looked on the other side. For a few moment, both were silent. The silence was too heavy and very uncomfortable. Felix felt like he couldn't breathe. He felt dizzy and weak in the presence of the other. He couldn't believe, the man, whom he loved more than anything a few years ago, turned out to be the man he hated the most, so quickly, just for some grave, unforgivable mistakes.

Felix looked up in hesitation. He heard Jaemin take out something. Before he could realise what he was doing, quick as a flash, Jaemin took out a revolver from his pocket and pointed it straight at Felix.

"Little boy," he said in a dark, malicious tone, "I'm so so sorry, baby. Now look, you've got two options, only two. Either, you give birth to your imp and come back to me soon after you push that 'thing' out, or else..."

He quickly changed his direction and now the revolver was pointing straight at a portrait of Hyunjin on one of the walls of the room.

"Boom!" Jaemin laughed like an evil, "Nothing in this world can save your smart lover from me, darling. So, you choose..."

Jaemin put back the revolver into his pocket, and, as if nothing ever happened, he walked out of the room.

Felix was speechless. He felt a lump in his throat. His mouth was too dry to utter a word. He was shivering. Tears invaded his vision.

"Hyun-Hyunjin...." He muttered. Yes. He lived him. He did. But...what should he do now. He can neither leave Hyunjin in danger, nor sacrifice himself-

"Fine," he said to himself, sweeping off his tears from his cheek, "Fine. I'm ready. I'll give myself. I will never let anything happen to him."

He touched his belly wherein his sweet baby lay. Immediately, tears flooded in his eyes.

"I'm sorry baby. I'm so so sorry. I-I love y-you."

***

Next Week

"Wait Lixie, your jewelry," Jisung cried, running after Felix. Felix was ready for the party. He looked absolutely gorgeous in his gown and his heels. Little jewelry glimmered on his body and he looked absolutely stunning. Jisung had helped him with the makeup and now, was trying his best to put the necklace around the boy's neck who was constantly moving around the room, looking for his purse.

"Lix, come here, your purse is here, idiot," Jisung said, pointing at the dressing table. Felix looked and realised he had kept his purse there before going to bath and had forgot about it.

"Oh thanks," Felix said, finally coming to Jisung and letting him put the necklace.

"You look gorgeous, boy, absolutely dazzling," Jisung commented, looking at his friend, "No wonder Hyunjin will go crazy over you and love you more."

Felix sighed.

Wish he does.

"Why aren't you going, Ji?" Felix asked curiously.

"Minnie is sick," Jisung said, "He can't go and i gotta take care of him. So I can't."

"What-What happened to hyung?"

"Just a little cough and cold...he's sneezing a lot though."

"Oh."

"Lix?"

"Mn?"

"You forgave him?"

"K-Kinda," Felix hesitated.

"Remember one thing, Lix. He loves you...a lot. He loves you just like a little brother. He would do anything for you. Anything that is good for you. He brought you here in that odd way not to harm you, but, so that you have a better life."

"He could have told me," Felix protested.

"Why don't take it to be a little surprise?" Jisung laughed, "Now my little princess, it's almost six. I bet Hyunjin is has grown really old waiting for you. Now Go!"

Felix smiled at him. He hugged him tightly and quickly went downstairs. He felt a lot nervous. Thoughts and worries clogged his brain.

Am I looking good?

Am I beautiful?

Will he like me?

"Slowly, baby, don't blow me away," someone said, slapping Felix back to reality. He had hit someone and was about to fall down, when a pair of strong arms grabbed him, preventing him from hitting the ground. He quickly looked up.

A pair of dazzling green eyes looked down at him.

Hyun-Hyunjin?

Felix couldn't take his eyes off the man. Hyunjin wore simple,yet looked too elegant and handsome. He wore a dark tuxedo, clean, shiny shoes and a radiant watch. His dark hair fell back on his shoulder and not a single strand fell on his forehead.

How does he look so good on whatever he wears?

Felix thought, as, for the umpteenth time, his heart skipped beats. Hyunjin smiled at his reaction and released him from his grasp.

"You look gorgeous, babe," Hyunjin said, looking at Felix and making him blush like mad.

"Th-Thank you," Felix smiled, "You look handsome too."

"Thank you. Now, please come love, or we'll be late."

Felix felt like he would start crying right there. He couldn't believe he was soon going to lie to this man, who slowly took his hand in his, and kissed it lovingly. Felix couldn't believe it.

"Come baby," Hyunjin led him out of the door to his luxurious car.

Oh Hyunjin! Love, I don't want to lie to you. I love you. I love you very much. But...I'm helpless. Beloved...I wish, I wish, my lies always protect you. Always....

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