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Harry

"I had never seen my mum so mad. I mean do you blame her? Her son was high and had gotten three tattoos. She was so mad and let me not even get started on my dad. I could literally see smoke coming out of his ears, or maybe that was just the drugs." I chuckle.

Selena was laying beside me chuckling,"Like why? Why did you do so much shit in your teens? Your parents probably threw a party once you left for college"

"They actually did." I said.

Selena got up immediately,"No way! Really. Wow." She laughs.

"Honestly my parents were so surprised when I got into NYU stern."

"How did that happen anyway?" Selena asks laying next to me again.

"Well in my A'levels I actually started studying alot. Scored amazing on my SAT's. So I guess that paid off and I got a 75% scholarship. I mean still partied and got high but yeah worked hard." I say.

"What made you become serious? A girl?" Selena asks raising her eyebrows.

"Nope. Just wanted to get out of here." I say honestly.

"Why too many hot teachers here?" Selena jokes.

"Oh shut up. Should have never told you about Miss Johnson." I roll my eyes and sit up.

"Don't you mean your sexy math teacher?" Selena jokes.

"Oh shut up." I say slightly annoyed.

"Okay. Okay. I'll stop." Selena says as she sits up and looks at me.

"Thank you. And I find it hard to believe that you never had a teacher you had a crush on." I raise any eyebrow.

"Believe what you want. Texas is full of very attractive people, just very less of them tend to be teachers. Don't get me wrong, I loved my teachers just never had a thing for them." Selena explains.

"However when I was in pre-school one of the teacher's assistant's was a high school student. I still remember his name, Paul. He was so cute and was so nice to me. I remember thinking I was going to marry him someday. Silly me, I didn't even know his last name." Selena chuckles.

"Well it's a good thing you didn't end up with that Paul guy." I say.

Selena looks at me and smiles,"Maybe it is."

We lean in a press our lips together. Our lips move in a perfect sync until we pull away to catch our breaths. Our foreheads against each other as we try to catch our breaths. We stare into each others eyes and I pull a strand of her hair behind her ear.

"God help me, I'm so in love with you." I blurt before I can stop myself.

Selena moves away from me and stares at me with wide eyes,"W-w-what?" She asks.

At that very moment there was a knock on the door. Selena stood up and opened the door. Walked in a smiling Gemma.

"Hey Haz! I just came here to pick up Selena. We're still spending the day together right?" Gemma asks Selena.

"Yeah sure. Let me put on my shoes and grab my purse." Selena says and walks to the closet.

"I hope you don't mind me stealing your girlfriend today. I just love her so much." Gemma says.

You and me both sister,"It's alright. I don't mind." I smile.

"Got my stuff." Selena announces walking out of the closet.

"Great let's go! Bye Haz!" Gemma says and walks out of the room.

"I'll be back by dinner. Bye." Selena mumbles and rushes out of the door.

God what the fuck is wrong with me? You don't just say that to a girl and let her go off without talking about it! You're so stupid Harry. So stupid.

I decide to get out of bed now that Selena is gone. I walk downstairs and see my mum watching tv in the living room.

"Hey mum." I smile and take a seat next to her.

"Hello." My mum says.

"Where is everyone?" I ask.

"Well Robin and Gregg took the kids to the park and Selena and Gemma are at the mall."

"Oh okay." I say and try to focus my attention on the tv show my mum was watching.

My mind kept going back to Selena. What will I say to her? Did I mean it? I don't even know. Why did I even say it? We were so happy, I just complicated everything. Why?

"Harry. Is something on your mind?" My mum asks all the sudden grasping my attention.

"Huh what?" I ask.

"Are you okay sweetheart? Something bothering you?" She asks again.

"No not at all. I'm good." I say with a obvious fake smile plastered on my face.

"Harry. I'm your mother. I taught you how to fake smile like that. It won't work on me. Tell me what's bothering you."

"Mum, I'm 34 years old. I can handle myself." I say.

"Harold."

"Okay fine. Let's say hypothetically, two people are in a relationship, a very complicated yet happy relationship and the guy automatically blurts out that he loves the girl and he's freaking out because he's confused and doesn't know if he meant it or not what he should do."

"Does that couple happen to be you and Selena?" My mum asks.

"Maybe." I mumble.

"Harry. You and Selena have been together for over six months. She's the first you've ever even talked about in years. Whenever she's around you're always smiling. Ofcourse you're in love with her and deep down you know it. You're just scared because you're not fully ready to let go of Amber. Harry, it's been 7 years, Amber didn't want this life for you. She wanted you and Millie to be happy. Don't be scared to officially move on Harry. It's alright. You can't risk losing Selena, she's good for you. You love her and you need to admit that to yourself." My mum says looking at me in the eyes.

"I guess you're right mum." I say.

"Of course I'm right. Harry I'm your mum." She smiles at me.

.....

Gemma had dropped Selena a little before 8. Then her, Gregg and the kids headed back home. I sat next to Selena at dinner who was clearly ignoring me and kept talking to my mum about the food and asked her for the recipe. I kept glancing at Selena to get her to look at me at least but nothing. How am I going to talk to her if she can't even look me in the eye?

After dinner mum went to bed as she was exhausted, Selena and Millie went upstairs while I stayed downstairs and watched a little cricket with Robin.

Around 10, Robin was tired and he went upstairs so I decided to do the same. Plus the match was boring, Australia was clearly kicking India's ass and it's practically a one sided match now.

I walk inside the room to see only the bedside table lamp on. Selena was in her pajamas laying in bed scrolling through her phone. I caught her briefly glance at me as I walked inside the bedroom. I walked into the bathroom and changed into my sleeping clothes which consist of a white shirt and my boxers. When I walk back into the bedroom, Selena had turned off the light and put her phone away. She was facing the wall her back towards me.

I lay on my back with my hands behind my head and kept staring at the ceiling. The room was dark and silent. There was little light coming from the bedroom window which was illuminating onto Selena and I on the bed and the only sound that could be heard was the clocks tick-tock. I don't know how long I lay there in silence and stared at the ceiling.

All the sudden Selena spoke up,"Did you mean it?" Her voice barely audible. If the room wasn't so silent I would have probably not heard her.

"Was it an impulsive spur of a moment thing or did you mean? Do you really love me?" She ask, her back still facing me.

"I have a feeling my answer might scare you." I say.

Selena turns around so she's facing me,"I think mine might scare you too." She says.

I turn on my side to look into her eyes,"What?" I ask.

"I don't know if you meant it or not but I really need to get this off my chest. I love you. I'm in love with you. Oh God. I feel like a complete idiot. I'm so madly in love with you and I can't imagine my life without you anymore and it's terrifying. I've never felt this way about anyone before and what's even more scary is that I don't think you feel the same way." Selena says looking at me right in the eyes.

"The entire afternoon I kept thinking about how I was going to explain what I said. I'm very much in love with you Selena. I think I have been for months. But I couldn't admit it to myself. I wasn't ready to fully let Amber go but now I am Selena. I'm in love with you, my day brightens up when I see your face. I can't imagine life without you. You make me so happy, happier then I ever thought I could be. This was never part of the plan. I wasn't supposed to fall for you. But I did. I fell head over heels for you and I don't think I can stop." I say.

Selena smiles at me,"I love you too Harry."

I cup her face in my hands,"I love you Selena. God I love you so much." I say.

Selena smiles at me and presses her lips onto mine but pulls away after a few seconds,"That makes me happier then you'll ever realize."