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5 months later

Selena

I stepped out of the shower and picked out a black button down, maxi-dress which has a little collar and a cleavage bearing neckline. It's cute and a little sexy as well. Not too revealing but revealing enough. I put on a sliver necklace and black heels to compliment the dress.

After drying my hair, I put on some makeup and head for the door. As soon as I reach my car I get a call. I answer and it was Eleanor.

"Hey Sel where are you?" She asked.

"I just left my apartment. I'm in the car. " I say unlocking my car and getting inside.

"Okay. See you soon. You're getting the cake right?" She asks.

"Yup. I gave the order three hours ago so it'll be ready and I'll just pick it up. Did people start showing up yet?" I ask.

"Okay good. Just a few kids are here. Drive safe. Bye!"

"Bye." I say and hang up.

Today is November 5th and it's Millie's 7th birthday. Harry's throwing her a big birthday party with her friends, clowns, a magic show, a jumping castle-basically every kid's dream birthday party. Obviously it's going to be grand-she's a billionaire's daughter's.

The party was supposed to start at 4 and it's already 3:45 as I pull into the driveway of the bakery. Hopefully I'll reach before 4. I carefully place the huge cake in the backseat of my car and cautiously start driving once again.

I reach Harry's house at exactly 4:05, I get help from one of Harry's guards to carry the cake inside. I don't want to ruin it, it's huge and I also had to carry Millie's birthday present as well. We place the cake in the kitchen and I thank the kind man for his help. I see Brenda walk into the kitchen.

"Oh hello Selena! How are you?" She asks.

I reach out to hug her, I pull away and smile,"I'm good. How are you? Don't tell me you're working today as well?" I joke.

Brenda chuckles,"Harry isn't that cruel." She says.

"True. True. I'd talk to you later? I need to look for a special little girl!" I say.

Brenda smiles,"Sure. The party has started everyone's in the backyard."

"Okay thank you." I smile and walk out of the kitchen.

God why does Harry own such an enormous house? It's like a mile walk to the gate. Ugh. I reach the party and as soon as I was about to come in everyone's view, I was pulled back by someone wrapping their arms around my waist. I almost let out a scream until I saw who my captor was.

I see Harry smirking at me as he holds me tightly in place, I hit his chest a few times and narrow my eyes at him,"You scared the shit out of me!"

Harry chuckles,"Come on Selena. Who do you think it was huh? A 7 year old?"

"Shut up. You're so annoying." I say.

"Whatever you say." Harry smiles.

"Can we get back to the party now? I want to give Millie her gift!"

"Where's my gift?" Harry pouts.

"It's not your birthday."

"How about a small gift?" Harry asks pointing to his lips.

I playfully roll my eyes,"God you're so needy." I say and attach my lips to Harry's. I pull away before it gets to intense. I don't want little kids catching us making out.

Harry pouts at me obviously disappointed at my early retreat,"Later okay?" I say and grab his hand and drag him to the party.

We walk over to Eleanor and Louis who were chatting with Zayn and Gigi and Niall.

"Hey guys!" I smile approaching them. After they all hugged me, Sophia and Liam showed up behind us.

While all of us chatting I heard someone calling more like yelling my name,"Selena!" We all turn around to see Millie running in our direction.

I immediately bend down to hug her, I place a kiss on her cheek,"Happy Birthday sweetie." I smile.

"This is for you." I say handing her the gift bag.

"Thank you Selena. Come on! I want you to meet my friends." Millie says as she holds onto my hand.

I turn to look at my friends-yes they're my friends too now in case you're wondering. "Catch you later guys. I have business to attend." I joke causing all of them to laugh. Before I know it Millie is pulling me along the the crowd of children. She stops at a table where a few girls and boys were sitting.

"Selena this is Becca!" Millie exclaims introducing me to all her friends one by one. I even sat with them and chatted about cartoons and kid stuff. It was nice, it kind of made me miss my sisters. Once it time for all the kids to jump into the jumping castle, I head to look for my friends.

I find Gigi, Eleanor and Sophia chatting while enjoying the cake. I take a seat next to Gigi, all of them divert their attention to me.

"Sel! How was the bonding time?" Gigi asks.

"Oh good. We bonded pretty well." I smile.

"So that means it's just not Millie, all kids seem to fall in love with you." Sophia smiles.

"What can I say? Children and I both have the same mentality and IQ level. Maybe that's why." I joke causing all the girls to chuckle.

"Maybe" Eleanor says.

"So you and Harry have been "dating" for a good six months. Yet I've never heard either of you officially saying anything about the relationship. Not even on Facebook!" Gigi states.

I shrug,"Well we haven't really had that talk yet."

"What?" Eleanor asks her eyes widening at my statement.

"I want to give him space. He's been through alot and I don't want to pressurize him with anything." I say.

"Really Sel? What you're doing is a really nice thing but seriously?" Sophia asks.

"I don't know guys. I'm semi confused myself. Can we please talk about something else?" I ask.

All the girls nod and quickly change the topic.

After a while all the guys join us at the table, everyone besides Harry.

"Where's Harry?" I ask.

"Oh I think he's doing something inside." Niall says.

"Oh. We excuse me guys. I'll be right back." I say and walk inside the house in search of Harry. He wasn't anywhere downstairs so I walk upstairs looking for him.

This is the first time I've been in the upstairs portion of the house. I see one of the bedroom doors left slightly open. It looked like the master bedroom. I walked closer and stepped inside.

I saw Harry sitting on the bed, his head down as he was looking at a picture in his hand. I take a seat behind him and he looks up at me. His eyes are blood-shot red. He smiles at me weakly.

"Hey are you okay?" I ask, my voice laced with concern.

Harry hands me the picture he was holding. It was a picture of a beautiful woman. She was blonde, blue-eyed. Then it hit me, this was Amber.

"Is this...?" I ask.

"Yes." Harry mumbles.

"It's going to be alright. Be strong." I say as Harry looks up at me and takes a breath.

"I'm sorry. This must feel so weird for you." Harry apologizes.

I set the picture aside and put my hands on top of Harry's,"Hey. It's alright. I don't mind talking. If you need to be alone?" I suggest.

"No. I like having you here." Harry smiles at me. His eyes starting to turn to normal.

Harry holds onto my hand and pulls me onto the bed, he wraps his arm around my waist and I rest my head on his chest. For a while we just lay there in silence. Until Harry spoke up,"The day Millie was born was the last time I ever saw Amber properly. Alive and breathing. The last day I ever talked to her." Harry says.

I just stay quiet, unsure of what to say,"You know I really like you right? You make happy. You make me feel like I never thought I could. You're my rock. I like having you around and telling you about my past because you listen and understand. Another girl would run away if she sees me holding a picture of my dead wife and crying. But not you, sometimes I feel like you're not even real." Harry chuckles dryly,"What I'm trying to say is that I really like you, and I don't want you to feel like you're a simply a distraction or something. I care for you deeply." Harry says.

I sit up a little and smile at him,"I know." I say and kiss him on the lips briefly.

"I just want to hold you for a while before we get back. Is that alright?" Harry asks.

I smile and nod, once again placing my head on his chest as one of his hands rests on my waist while the other caresses my hair.