His eyes slowly opened groggily, and his mind still feeling the battlefield. He still felt like he heard the scream. He felt heartbroken about the death of his dear ones. He felt almost dead, like numb. Still, he hoped for the best, and he will do anything that it won't be the same outcome. Tsuna knew that this would be his new life. Looking around and just feeling devastating. This whole thing was just feeling to surreal; maybe he will get used to it.

It felt like something happening every day in his life. He felt something wet on his head, and when touching it, felt weirdly thick. Like something, he felt before. So he took his hands in front of his eyes, a gasp escaped out of his mouth...this was blood. Tsuna wasn't feeling any pain, which made sense. After this body wasn't really his but the other Tsuna once.

So he really had done it, huh? I should have expected that after all, By-chan never lied to me.
 I wonder how I look like?

Tsuna was letting out a huge groan and shaking his head. This life won't be more comfortable than that before, but at least he has a second chance now. 

Looking around the room, Tsuna grimaced. It was messy and stuffy. Like the room's windows weren't opened in a long time. When standing up, he felt his whole body sting. Maybe his bullies injured him? It was a possibility as in his past life. It happened as well, so he wouldn't be surprised by that. 

Tsuna shook his head and making his way to the bathroom and sighs in relieve. At least the bathroom was kind of clean. Right now he wasn't in the mood for cleaning, maybe, later on, he would. Now that he thought about how does he look like?

So he slowly made his way up to the mirror there and let out a gasp. What he saw there made him concerned. He was scrawny like he hasn't eaten anything in a while. Tsuna felt terrible about his other-self.

It must have been hard for him, but what made him pause was his eyes. They were a clear sky blue, a pretty color.  They were dead, no emotion it. It was as something died in himself and probably was.

His emotions weren't there. It wasn't per se a surprise that he looked so dead. His hair was the same spiked fluffy hair then he had in his past life, but it was much darker, almost a black.

He looked exhausted. His hair was messier then usually, and the blood was on his side almost dried. So he walked up to the shower and taking off his clothes. He needed a shower, maybe that would calm his nerves down.

It probably wouldn't help to make him feel alive, but at least he was clean.

Time skip

After his quick shower, Tsuna just sat on the couch, looking blankly at the walls. There were photos there from his family. It seemed like they were made a long time ago. He seemed smaller than now. All three on it were smiling like a happy family.

His mind wandered, and he slipped into a slumber. When Tsuna nodded off, he didn't know, but when he woke up, the sun shone through the curtains. That was the reason why he was woken up.

His mind was groggy, but he had some new memories. It wasn't good once. The beginning was happy once as his family still lived, but when the first accident happened, his life had just lost almost his color. That was now six years ago. Since this day, he always had the feeling that someone was after his parents.  The accident wasn't normal per se; it felt just not like one. 

But what broke him finally was the death of his dear mother. She always was there for her. Whenever he came home with a bunch of new injuries, she would always tell him its alright and hug Tsuna.

It happened two weeks ago, and the bullying got worse by each day, that was probably the decision when he decided to end it. He could see every memory, and they weren't good. Most of them were worse than his life.

Blinking his sleepiness away and just letting out a sigh. That made him finally feel dead on the inside at least one thing was positive, sometime in the future he would meet them, his famiglia. Until then, he just had to survive. 

Tsuna knew this wouldn't be that easy. Maybe he should try contacting a particular marshmallow freak, but how? He doesn't have any contact info's or does he?

I think I am more forgetful then i thought I am. Damn, how didn't I look into my phone? God, when Rentaro would know this...

Shaking his head and groaning. He wasn't alone at least he still had Bya-chan. This made it a bit easier. Being alone was difficult after always being surrounded by others in his past life. He just couldn't do that alone. There is just so much one person can do, not to mention that he was feeling so dead...

He better contact him, or else he will lose it. That whole situation felt surreal without his surroundings being so loud...it was way too quiet.

It just felt not right, and he just couldn't do that without someone being by his side. Tsuna would for sure snap...

Ring

After a minute or so, he slowly got up. Who could that be? Why standing up again, when he felt that shitty? Everything seemed just so pointless. Shaking his head and just walking up to the front door.

Ring...

"Yeah, yeah, comming."

His voice sounded...different and hoarse as he hasn't had talked in a long time. His body felt heavy, and he was just feeling all in all shitty. Opening the door slowly and in front stood someone he knew too well.

His expression shown no emotion, eyes dead, and his hair still messier. At least he slept a bit but...not too much.

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I am sorry. I didn't have time to get to write any of the three fanfics and I managed to get at least to this one. I prewrote that and all I had to do was look at the grammar. So I hope you enjoyed it don't forget to vote when you liked it with this ja ne~.