A male stood in chaos, a battlefield. That male was Tsunayoshi Sawada the tenth vongola. His spikey brown hair going through the wind and his expression calm yet in his eyes there was sadness in it. This whole thing was bloody and a mess. He knew how it began and he wished it could have had been stopped. Felt saddened whenever he sees deaths like these. His heart stung seeing his subordinates or more for him, his family die right and left.

Eyes bright shade of golden and having his sky flame on his forehead of him. This was normal as it was something that was in his family. He was more worried about his friends and his lover. Right now his age was 26 years old. Actually not that bad of age when asking him but still he was way too young to die yet. Swallowed hard as he was met with another corpse. Seeing this made him just feel number. 

The first one who has gone was Mukuro...
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Tsuna was pretty shaken but he couldn't really do anything about it. He and Mukuro were on a mission together. Normally he was in his office but they had requested him. When he came there,it was a mess. They wanted to have him dead, an ambush had happend.

Sadly Mukuro protected him from the bullets. Everything was way too quick and they just couldn't have stopped every bullet. His mind was blank and he couldn't remember some details. So when he came back to reality he found an almost dead Mukuro on the ground.

He was crouching down right next to him after the enemies were dealt with. He probably had killed them all after seeing his friend getting injured in front of him. Normally he wouldn't do that but he saw red...that was the reason why he blacked out. The last words of his dear friend still rang in his mind. It was kind of funny how much he changed in those years.

"Kuhuhu...protect...Chrome for me and tell her...I am sorry...I will get... your body in...my next...life....." 

He felt heartbroken seeing him go like that. He still cried and still hurts him so much but he couldn't have done anything anyway as he protected him from these attacks.

It wasn't that he was careless at that time. It was just too many attacks. Now that he thought back on it, that he survived with some injuries was a miracle.That was the first one of his guardians to go. It was just was three weeks ago.

This was messed up but war was always messed up and now it was gone on for almost three whole weeks. It wasn't looking it would end that soon and Mukuro wasn't the only person who has died. 

The next one was Chrome a week after... 
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He swallowed some more. Trying to get that guilt out of the way as he killed another person. So many people died and hating it so much but when he doesn't kill them someone of them will kill, one of his dear people...

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He shouldn't have to send her there. When he would have known that this would have happened, she would still be alive. It was an easy mission, one that wasn't too hard to handle. Or so he thought...

He knew he should be careful so he sent her not all alone. Some of his subordinates were sent with Chrome. She has actually grown strong these past few years. He actually thought she would be strong enough. 

But he was wrong. There was another ambush. She was strong, and he trusted that she would come back. A message was sent with a photo of..you get the idea. He still didn't want to go to war but everything escalated quickly after that. Later on, he got a message the day after her death...

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A Famiglia he trusted had killed her, but it was not the reason he declared war. They had attacked the Vongola mansion (those dear to him) so, naturally, he would retaliate. Tsuna did not like starting wars, but they had made the first move. He was not fond of killing others, but it was inevitable. He became even more detached with each kill. 

At least his lover and guardians were still alive, but who knows for how much longer. Although the thought reassured him, he was still afraid of dying. His mind was clouded with the worst possible scenarios, it was impossible for him to avoid that bleak outlook. Chrome's cryptic words were still running through his mind, Tsuna unable to decipher their meaning. He shook his head, his focus shifting back to the battlefield. 

Renato and his guardians would not like that. He wondered where he had gone wrong. This shouldn't have happened, it was a nightmare. Just standing on the battlefield filled his heart with pain. He couldn't handle the pain anymore, letting the numbness consume him. Right before his eyes, he watched his Sun fall, a gasp escaping his lips.Why? Just why! He couldn't take it anymore! He kept watching those dear to him die before his very eyes, powerless to save them. It was his fault his friends, his family were dying. What had he done to deserve this, what had they done to deserve such a cruel fate? 

He ran up to his Sun, tears slowly rolling down his cheeks...

Why? Just why! He couldn't take it anymore! He kept watching those dear to him die before his very eyes, powerless to save them. It was his fault his friends, his family were dying. What had he done to deserve this, what had they done to deserve such a cruel fate? He ran up to his Sun, tears slowly rolling down his cheeks.

"Don't...cry...this isn't your fault...Tsuna...it never...was... don't cry..."

"Do-don't talk I-I will get you to he-help."

He doesn't think that with his numb feeling he would still feel anything, but... it hit him like a punch. The pain was unbearable as he just let his tears roll down.

"I...know...I will die...you can't...do...anything...don't feel guilty, promise...me that...thank you and...don't do..anything...."

His eyes met with Ryohei and he could see that soon his last breath would be over. Tsuna was heartbroken about it and even more numb.. It was happening again... one of his dear famiglia was dying and he couldn't change a damn thing about it. 

He choked and cried more. This was all just too much for him. Would each of his guardians die?Couldn't he be the person dying instead of them? Why!? Just why!? This made his resolve just grow. he had to finish this war. No one should have died! His dying resolve blazed as he felt his flames grow. 

He was angry, no scratch that he was pissed but he knows that revenge won't change anything. He let out a shaky breath as standing up and letting out a battle cry. Never had he thought that right now he would be here on the battlefield. Maybe he really was naive thinking that he could change the bloody path

At least he tried and when this war was finished Tsuna really hoped that it would get better. This wasn't just a fight which was about him but about all the people who have lost their lives. People who he held dearly. He had to move on that was sadly something that he had learned these past three weeks. In war, you can't just mourn the whole time. This comes after he had won the war. At least that was what Tsuna hoped for, that he would win. 

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So first special chapter is out now and I actually like it had some help but decided to still post it will probably mention in the other chapter when some grammar issue's got fixed. This is how far we had gone. There will be more then one and will be shown between. Kinda that you see how their relationship were in the past life and then there will be a different one were you can see how Tsuna's past was in this life. I have many chapters up and I just couldn't wait anymore. I love this story so much and is actually my favorite after the my hero academia one. Got rather long lmao oh well. I actually cried when writing it as it was so emotional. Hope you enjoyed it and with that I am going to say see you in the next chapter ^-^