(His Confessions)

Jimin’s Pov:

I fell on my knees and wept. Who's behind all these?

How can they ask me to do such thing? How can they ask me to choose between Namjoon and Jungkook in such manner?

Oh God!

Uncontrollable tears rushed down my cheeks as I thought about it.

The sniper was still there at the top of the building with his gun aimed at Jungkook and Namjoon.

The call came up on my phone again and I felt so scared picking up.

My hands shivered as I received the call and put it out on speaker.
“You’ve got 60 seconds to make a choice, else, I'll kill both of them” he said in that cold voice of his and I wept even more.

60 seconds?

I stood weakly on my feet and look at Jungkook and Namjoon as they remained stranded to the stand where they were tied.

Who do I choose? How can I choose?

Why's this happening?

My mind reflected back to the fact I had just 60 seconds to choose.

I can't lose them both.

I started walking slowly towards them, more tears streaming down my cheeks.

Namjoon- He's the first person who ever loved me; who ever made me feel human, when everybody else hated me.

He was rich and popular, yet he loved me when I was nothing. He overlook my flaws and went for me.

Because I went missing, he turned into a monster and did crazy things because of me.

Jungkook- He's the first person I really got to experience love with.

He risked his own life to save mine; done a lot for me.

He's the father of my unborn child and with him, I've always been so happy and wished to spend the rest of my moments with him.

No doubt, I'm in love with him.

But Namjoon...

I finally got to where they were and stood in between them.

What do I do?

I guess the count down should be less than 20 seconds now.

I couldn't even look at any of them.

Jungkook was right by my right and Namjoon by my left and I could tell they were both staring at me.

My heart was melting. I can't do that; I don't want to. They're both important to me.

My phone started ringing again and it made me really nervous.

Slowly and fearfully, I turned to my right and my eyes ran into Jungkook’s which are glistening.

He stared at me as I started walking towards him.  His lips shook.

I went to him and placed my hand on his cheek and a tear escaped his eye.

Oh, God!

I couldn't help it.

Did I really chose him?

I held his cheek and placed my forehead on his. I really did this. I chose Jungkook over Namjoon. It really happened!

“J...Jimin” he whispered my name but all I could do was shed more tears.

Oh, God!

But Namjoon...

I turned to his direction and caught him staring at me, his eyes red and sore.

I felt a deep cut in my heart as those eyes of his bored into mine.

Oh, God! He's really hurt.

I looked up to the sniper in fear, only to see him walking away.

What? He...He didn't...

I thought he was going to kill Namjoon?

I looked back at Namjoon and he was now staring at the floor.

But Jungkook...he was staring at me.

I untied his hands - Jungkook's hands. But before I could get to Namjoon to untie him, he already freed himself and I was stunned.

Wasn't he tied properly?

I looked at him as he stood mute and stared at the floor. His lids were already wet.

“Namjoon” I called in a frail tone and he lifted his eyes to look at me.

I saw anger; pain and sadness in them.

I shouldn't have done this to him. But I had no choice.

I tried touching him, but he withdrew himself. I suddenly felt so scared.

He stared at me for a long time and walked away.

I tried calling after him, but my tears wouldn't let me.

I covered my mouth with my palm and wept and I felt Jungkook touching me.

I turned my face in his chest and cried like a baby. I felt so bad for Namjoon.

But I had no choice. I was stuck in a difficult decision. What would I have done?

“Jimin” he called and I suddenly pulled away from the hug.

The whole thing was hurting a lot.

I moved backwards and he tried following me but I stopped him.

“I’m sorry” I whispered and ran off in tears.

Namjoon’s Pov:

I turned the last drink in my bottle into my mouth and sent it crashing to the floor.

One of the waiters ran to me immediately.

“Sir?” he called in fright, probably because of the way I had broken the bottle on the floor.

I didn't even look at him but just took a full bottle from the table and started gulping it down immediately. My head was muzzled up already and all I felt were pains.

I kept rushing the whole thing down until the bottle became empty and that was when I realized that there was no more left on the table.

I sank my fingers into my hair and tried standing up on my feet but only ended up staggering.

I almost fell but was able to hold on to the table for support.

One of the waiters tried holding me, but I signalled him not to touch me and he stood back.

Then gradually, I started staggering out of the empty bar - completely wasted.

The memories of everything that's happened came flashing back to me and they blinded my eyes with tears.

Jimin chose Jungkook over me - my Park.

He preferred saving Jungkook's life and watching me die.

But why? Does he really love Jungkook that much?

Far more than me?

I've always been scared of this. I've always felt he was going to choose Jungkook over me. I just never wanted to give a thought to it.

Oh, Jimin; but I really love him. Why can't I have a chance with him?

He was mine before - before everything got ruined. I sincerely love him.

Why does everything have to change this way? Oh, God!

I got to my car and tried opening the door, but couldn't. Instead, I fell, leaning on it.

I felt so pained and heartbroken. This was more than an heartbreak to me.

“Namjoon?” I heard someone call behind me - someone familiar.

I tried turning to take a look, but couldn't. My hands were numb.

I felt a hand touch me and that was when I passed out.

Jungkook’s Pov:

I returned home weak and frazzled.

Jimin...why did he run away from me again?

The thought of him choosing me clouded my mind and gave me so much joy

But why did he run away from me again? I really wanted to be with him.

I entered lazily into the sitting room and found the boys - Taehyung, Seokjin and Hoseok all seated like they were waiting for me.

Gosh! I'm not in the mood for this.

“Please Jungkook, come over” Seokjin called me back when I was about taking the stairs.

“Please, I just need to be alone” I replied and try walking away again.

“It’s important, please. I need to speak to you all” Seokjin said and I sighed and touched my forehead.

Then reluctantly, I went closer and took a seat separate from theirs.

What does he want to say anyway?

“So... now he's here, Jin. We're all listening” Taehyung said and Seokjin stood up and rubbed his palm together.

“Too bad I can't reach Namjoon. I really wanted the five of us to together while I say this” he paused and took in a deep breath and it kinda made me curious of what he wanted to say.

“I have a confession to make” he started.

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TBC