(Searching for him)

Jungkook’s Pov:

I felt a surging energy in me as I listened to what the guard said.

Did they really find Jimin? Please, don’t tell me it’s a dream.

“Wh…Where’s he, then?” Il-seong asked.

“Where are the sea farers?” Taehyung also asked.

Is he fine? I thought of asking, but couldn’t speak out.

“According to the sea men”, the guard said. “They found him almost drowning, but they rescued him and took him to the closest hospital, but as at this morning, he was yet to regain consciousness and that was why they called in.

“I’ve already sent some men to go get him so he can be admitted here and in a short time, he’ll be here”.

I breathed out heavily and stared at the ceiling.

Jimin…he’ll be fine, right?

And my baby…

“Oh, my God! Have…Have you contacted the men? Have they gotten a hold of him?” Mum asked.

“No, ma’am. They’re still on their way. But, I promise you, he’ll be here soon” I heard the guard said.

My eyes were already closed.

Oh! Jimin.

He heard everything I said to Namjoon last night. What’s gonna happen now? What would he think?

He’s Namjoon’s Park; but s
he’s also my Jimin.

What’s going to happen?

Why does something this complicated have to happen to me?

I can’t lose Jimin. I know he belongs to Namjoon – he belonged to him before I took him away from him(Namjoon).

But, now…I’ve fallen so crazy in love with him. And he’s carrying my baby. I don’t want to lose them – I won’t survive it.

But, What’s he going to do if he gets to know I was the one who endangered his life back then?
What would his reaction be when the entire truth finally gets known to him?

What if his memories are back? And he remembers he was Namjoon’s in the past?

What’s gonna happen? Will his feelings towards me change? Or, is he going to feel the same way he feels about me? Will he continue to love me? Or, is he going to have to chose between Namjoon and I?

Oh, Jimi ! Please, don’t hate me; I beg of you. I can’t lose you. If there had been any other option back then, I’d have taken it.

But, I had no choice.

Please Jimin, don’t let your feelings towards me to change. I can’t lose you. Please, don’t hate me.

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I didn’t fall asleep despite how dizzy I felt. I was awaiting Jimin’s arrival. I just wanted to see his face.

Mum and Il-seong were the only ones in the room with me when the news of his arrival came to us.

A nurse had rushed in to inform us and immediately I heard it, I tried leaving the bed but couldn’t and that was when I remembered I was still handcuffed.

Damn it!

No, no, no.

“Mum” I called fraily.

“The handcuffs. Please, take it off”.

She looked at Il-seong and looked back at me with a pathetic look.

“I’m sorry, Jungkook, but the doctor said you shouldn’t be allowed to leave the bed. You’re not strong enough” she replied ruefully and I shook my head.

The nurse was still in the room.

“Please, mum; I’ll be fine. I just need to see Jimin. I promise I won’t run away. Jimin’s here already; I have nowhere else to run to.

“Please, just let me see his face. I beg of you” I said painfully.

“Jungkook please,” Il-seong cut in.

“The doctor strictly made it clear you shouldn’t be allowed to leave the bed.”

He paused and turned to the nurse.

“Miss, what’s his condition?” He asked and I noticed the nurse dailied a little

“Um…The thing is…he’s really unconscious sir. As a matter of fact, he’s gone into coma, but is undergoing treatment and hopefully, he’ll be out of it soon. He’ll be fine” the nurse replied and I felt my heart ache.

What?

He’s in coma?

Oh, my God!

Il-seong sighed and placed his hand on his head.

“Nurse” I called weakly.

“He…Did…”

I paused and took in a deep breath; my eyes beginning to form some liquid.

“He’s pregnant. Do…Do you know if the baby’s fine? Or, did
he…”

I couldn’t complete my words and it was obvious the nurse was surprised.

I didn’t even think of my mum.

“Um…actually” the nurse paused and coughed a little.

“I don’t know about that. But, there was no bloodstains on him. So…I’m not sure there was a miscarriage.
But don’t worry, sir; we’ll carry out a test on him and I’ll let you know”.

I closed my eyes and groaned.

God please, nothing should happen to my baby.

“Hold on; what’s going on here, Jungkook? What baby are you talking about?” mum asked in an alarming tone, but I couldn’t even look at her.

Kan’s Pov:

I sat quietly in the car with mum as she drove anxiously to where we were headed.

I was actually chatting with Chul and the news I was getting from him was so shocking.

Oh, my God!

Why the hell did Jungkook leave the hospital last night in that condition?

And is it true Jimin really fell off the bridge?

What happened?

Oh, Jungkook!

I wish I could be there with him. But, I’m stuck here with mum.

Woah!

And Jimin has been rescued and admitted to the same hospital as Jungkook’s?

What? Who the hell saved him?

Wow! He’s in coma?

For real?

Geez! I wish he doesn’t get to wake up.

I can’t believe this.

But, what’s really going on between Jimin, Jungkook and Namjoon? Why do I smell something fishy?

Oh, God! I’m really missing out. I need to be at that hospital.

But mum…she equally needs me.
So, I’m here with her.

Shortly, the car came to a stop and I lifted my eyes to see we were in front of a red tattered building.

What the heck?

“Is…Is this it?” I turned to mum and ask and she looked down at the paper in her hands.

“According to the description, this is it. Come on” she said and opened the door, going out of the car.

I opened the door and came out as well and almost found it difficult breathing because of how irritating the environment was.

Geez! Does Anna Kendrick really live here?

Mum went ahead of me to the door of the red building and by the time I got to where she was, she had already knocked.

Okay; I think now I’m feeling nervous.

I mean, I’ve always wanted to know the truth about my brother, but now I’m on the verge of finding out, I suddenly feel scared and nervous.

Mum knocked again and we heard some voices from inside.

“You’re a fool, Kelly; for trying to think you can use me and dump me.”

It was a female’s voice.

“And you’re nothing but a shameless slot. Do you really think I’d want to spend the rest of my life with someone like you? Your hole’s as wide as a bucket”
It was a man’s voice.

But, what?

“I hate you! I swear, I’m gonna make you pay! I hate you!”
I looked at mum who also had a confused look on and immediately, the door flung open and a dowdy-looking man showed up.

He gave an angry glare at mum and I and we quickly made way for him and he walked out.

I turned and looked at him as he walked away and looked back to the door and since it was open, mum and I took a peep inside.

“Hello?” Mum called and a frazzled woman showed up.

She was putting on a black night gown, and she looked really scattered.

“Anna?!!” I heard mum shriek and I quickly took a proper look at her.

Oh! She’s Anna.

She scoffed and shook her head, as if seeing something unbelievable.

“G…Grace???” She also called in surprise as her jaws dropped.

Okay; this is really happening.

She’s Anna.

“Anna! You…”

Mum tried speaking, but suddenly stopped, and shook her head.

“Grace…What are you doing here?” Anna asked and I saw mum made a fist with her hand.

She was patently angry.

“Are you really asking me that? I’ve been looking for you for over 20 years now and you’re asking me such question? Where the hell’s my son?” Mum asked angrily and I looked back at Anna.

“Wow!” She said and laughed dryly.

“Are you really here to ask me that, Grace? It’s been years now since you abandoned him. Did you really think I had plans of starting up a motherless baby home?” She asked with a streak of sadism.

“I searched everywhere for you, Anna, so don’t speak that way to me! I had gone back to your old apartment not long after I left him with you, but I couldn’t find you when I got there. And since then, I’ve been searching desperately for you. So, don’t tell me I abandoned him” Mum said angrily and she chuckled.

“Well, Grace, there’s no need to yell. The fact is, I have no idea where your son is. So, you can keep on the search” she said and I flinched.

What’s she talking about?

“I think you’ve gone crazy, Anna. Where the hell’s my son? I swear, I’m gonna make you rot in jail if you don’t tell me right now. I need my son!” Mum said, beginning to sound tearful and I had to place my hand on her shoulder.

Anna just scoffed and rolled her eyes.

“Listen to me, young woman” I suddenly said.

“Do you really think we left the comfort of our homes to play jokes with you? My brother was left in your custody and now, you’re telling us you don’t know where he is? Really? Would you prefer telling it to the police instead?”
She looked at me and scoffed.

“Listen to me, I don’t get your point of yelling and threatening me. Park really went missing. I think it should be four years now or there about.
He just left home and never returned and…I didn’t bother looking for him. I mean, I felt he just got fed up with me and decided to run away. Besides, I felt those boys decided to be of help. So, they maybe, took him away” she replied with a shrug.

“What boys?” Mum asked immediately.

She paused and itched her head.

“I don’t know; those wealthy boys. I caught one of them on two occasions dropping him off at home. What do you call them again? Um…The Bangtan Boys?” She said and my eyes gleamed.
Huh?
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TBC