A/N - Hey guys and welcome to Chapter Nineteen. Hannah's outfit ^^^^^

——- Hannah's P.O.V ——-

Since Oli filmed that video about the hate it has gone down but only a little bit. I am still getting hate but I have been trying to ignore it however at times it is hard, I don't want to believe what they say but I can't help it. I want them to leave me alone but they won't plus I feel weak when I say I want them to leave me alone because they don't even know me and yet I am letting them get to me. I hate showing the fact that I feel weak, it isn't who I am. I have learned to keep my emotions inside and not let people actually see how I am feeling, it is a defence mechanism.

I would like it if there was something I could do to take my mind off of everything. I have no idea how Oli feels about all of this though, I know me getting hate hurts him. I would never want Oli to give up YouTube, it's something that he loves and without it he wouldn't be who he is. If it comes to it I would leave Oli before he makes the decision to give YouTube up. I don't think that Oli would let me do that though, it would take a lot out of me to leave Oli though.

I am woken up by the intercom ringing. Because the house is so big there is an intercom unit in each room therefore everyone can be contacted. For example if Oli is in his office but I am downstairs in the living room and Oli wants me then he will ring the intercom to ask me to come upstairs. Oli gets out of bed and presses the button on the intercom to let the person speak "Morning guys. Beth and Joe are here. You might want to leave soon" Anthony's voice comes through the intercom and I check the time on my phone to see that it is 4am. Why are Beth and Joe here this early? Plus why do we need to leave soon? "Thanks Anthony. Tell them we will be around half an hour" Oli says.

Oli walks over to the bed and sits down on my side "Morning Gorgeous" he says brushing some hair out of my face "Why are Beth and Joe here?" I ask and he smiles "Because we're going out" he says and I nod "Where are we going?" I ask and he chuckles "We're going to Alton Towers which is why we are all awake so early" he says and I shift him off the bed a little "I am going to have a shower then" I say and he nods. I walk into the bathroom and have a shower. After I have had a shower I change into one of Oli's t-shirts which is black and has '1990' written on it, denim shorts with one side covered in white lace, black converse and a black snapback with a floral brim and 'All Time Low' written in write capital letters.

I go downstairs to the living room where Joe and Beth are sitting with Oli and Anthony "Everyone ready?" Joe asks standing up and everyone nods "Bye Anthony" all of us say in unison and he laughs "Have fun. Hanni please tell me when you get there" he says and I nod "I will. Are we staying with Joe and Beth?" I ask and Beth nods "Yeah. You two are staying with us tonight" she says and Oli wraps an arm around my shoulder "Let's go then" he says and we all leave the house.

We have been driving for around 2 hours now, we are in Joe and Beth's car because it made sense for us to travel in their car and then I am going to ring someone from Campbell Publishings tomorrow to come and pick Oli and I up and they will take us home. Oli and I are sat in the back whilst Beth is in the passenger side and of course Joe is driving. Oli reaches across to me and intertwines our fingers "Does anyone want to stop at the services to do their business or get something to eat?" Joe asks and I nod "Yeah. Some snacks would be good" I say and Beth agrees "I agree with my cousin" she says and Joe chuckles "Looks like we are going to the services then" he says.

Within a few minutes we are at a service station. Joe parks the car and we all get out "I used to come to this one all the time" Beth says as we walk up the entrance "Was it when you would come up to visit me, mum and dad?" I ask and she nods "Yeah. We would usually stop here to eat" she says and I smile "I remember stopping here a couple times when I was little" I say and Beth smiles back. We make our way to a small Tesco's which is next to a Starbucks "How about Beth and I get some snacks and you two get some drinks" I say to Oli and Joe "Okay. We both know what you like to drink" Joe says and he takes Oli with him to Starbucks.

Beth and I go into Tesco "I wonder if Alton Towers will be busy" Beth says grabbing a basket "I haven't been there in a couple of years" I say putting some crisps into the basket "Are we just getting every single sweet thing we could possibly want" Beth says and I nod "We might as well. It's another 4 hours to get there but that isn't taking traffic into account" I say and she puts in some packets of sweets that we all like "The traffic can be brutal sometimes" she says and I nod again "Remember that one time when I was coming down with you and it took us like 8 hours instead of 6 because of the traffic" I say and she starts laughing "Oh god. That was horrible" she says.

We finish getting everything we want and meet the boys outside Starbucks "You guys ready?" Beth asks and they nod. Oli wraps an arm around my shoulder "Everything okay?" he asks and I nod "I'm fine. Let's just have fun" I say and he presses a kiss to the side of my head.

I know what they've arranged here, they want to take my mind off everything.

I clearly couldn't have a better boyfriend or better friends.

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That was Chapter Nineteen, hope you liked it.

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Till the next chapter......