we can change so much

we can become different people in the span of one day, im serious

i could literally dye my hair blue, shave it all off so the stubs are blue, change how i wear my makeup, what i wear, change my name to Genivee, start running everyday, become an animal rights activist that actually does things, etc. etc.

ive been having these thoughts for a while now and its so stressful

why dont we change ourselves if we are tired of ourselves? if you dont like who you are as a person, why not change? what are we afraid of???

idk im probably going to delete this tomorrow but its late and i need to get these thoughts out