Life's not great for me at the moment. Actually, it's worse. I'm sorry to bother people with my feelings but sometimes I have to write them down. My family life sucks. I'm stressed and tired and nobody seems to care. I spent all spring break going to sleep at 1am. I'm fed up of putting on the smile just because that's who I am. I have caring friends that would get worried and that's not what I want to do, so I have to be happy day in day out. People keep abusing me and my self-esteem just keeps sinking. I've been offered opportunities to sing in concerts, do contests, which I would normally love, but I just don't want to do things anymore. I just don't know what to do and nothing ever seems to get better. Sorry to vent on you kind Wattpad users who came here to have fun and not listen to depressing essays.
~Blaze