I'm not gonna be uploading much at all, because I'm way too stressed.

There's multiple reasons for this. I feel shattered, and I really don't want to explain the entire situation, because there's more than one.

I'm just wondering what I did wrong at this point; I don't understand. People are literally forgetting about me left and right and I don't know what to do.

And I feel like a total attention bitch right now, but I don't want to just stop updating and not give you an explanation.

I've had really bad thoughts lately; they aren't good.

So yeah, I'll update rarely. Bye guys.