You know that feeling when someone hurts you bad, real bad, and this shockwave of complete emotional pain courses through your body. You know, how painful it is to be hurt by one of the closest people to you. It's like getting shot in the head, no it isn't, because you'd be dead after. And you wouldn't be suffering. No, it's like getting slashed by a knife across your body one by one, and you can feel the warm Crimson blood trickling down your body, and you can't stop it. To have the tears rolling down your cheeks while you watch in pure horror at what's happening.

I feel it everyday.

But nothing is worse than tonight.